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Just some stuff about my system I don’t know what to post here

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Why no why why why why why no no no why no no no no no fuck you fuco you fuck UOU

Why why why why why why why

My chest fucking hurts help me please it hurts so fucking bad

Auri concept

Iyesi and Jane

-ocean dissociative

wanna start posting here again but we mostly use twitter it’s @ riyeauri

-ocean

Find a creative outlet okay

No no no no 😭😭😭😭😭

Can’t click the link but I didn’t know about endo systems I have never looked that up I just know I got this thing with my head and doctors be calling it a system

don’t mean to offend anyone I’m just trying to talk about myself

:)

The ground is gone

I’m safe

I’m seen

I’m dead

What is any of this

I’m so schizophrenic

there’s no flow to this

I’m so pathetic

Everything I think is stupid

I’m laughing

This is my state

I’m like this every fucking time

I hurt in my chest

My shoulders don’t sit right

I can’t stop thinking about your face in mine

I can’t stop thinking about how pathetic I was I can’t forgive myself because I don’t want to

I don’t want to

I am so weak

I’m weak

I can’t do anything

I’ve been stuck

Living in a nameless loop

I keep fucking up

I keep doing the same stupid shit

I know I am disgusting

I know I am worthless

I know I am nothing

I know I am am the observer

I know all of this is temporary

I know I am safe

I know I’m fine

I know I’m loved

I know nothing is wrong now

I know I have everything

I know I have the rest of my life

I know I am living to experience

I know this is the present moment

I know I am safe

I know I am loved

I know life is beautiful

I know I’m safe

I know it’s going to be okay

But why does it still hurt

Lmfaoooo

Brjhhhh

Lmfaooo nooooo

😭😭😭😭🤙🏽🤙🏽🤙🏽🤙🏽

Fuck

Fuck yiu all dude

Fuck you don’t even know

I’m my host

Remembering is so fucking scary

You ever feel a way but you can’t do anything about it because you are not you :)

I’m nothing

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