06.04. - 08.04.2019 I diary
waking up early. sunshine dancing on the floor. grapefruit for breakfast. a big cup of coffee. french music. working on the structure. reading papers. fear of failure. reassuring words. a hug that lasts forever. loving vincent.
awake at sunrise. that ‘am I the only person on the planet?’-feeling. writing the introduction. marie-kondoing. saying goodbye to things I used to wear. saying goodbye to the person I used to be. mom’s special rhubarb cake. sunshine and freckles and laughter. laughter. laughter.
an early morning. hot coffee. a long long long shower. cleaning and dancing and singing. more dancing than cleaning. finishing half of my paper. surprising finds. the smell of orange and basil. vegan mac’n’cheese. caos.

















