*screaming in 30 languages*

Alex | he/him | living shitpost | chronically and mentally ill

[memory-of-stargazing]

“It just means you have to work double as hard as most people!”

Well maybe I don’t WANT to work double as hard as abled people!! Maybe I deserve a BREAK!! Maybe I’ve been working MORE THAN double as hard for MY WHOLE LIFE and it’s led me to immense burnout & caused me to develop several MORE disabilities!! Maybe I should be ACCOMMODATED so I don’t have to KILL MY BODY AND BRAIN over trying to do what abled people can do!! Maybe I DON’T have to work double as hard!! Maybe if there’s the option to let me NOT work double as hard, I should have it, because I’m already working double as hard JUST TO SURVIVE!!

Why do you think disabled people deserve less rest than mentally & physically abled people?

[apatheticwhisperer]

Being an extrovert while also being chronically ill is such a stupid and painful paradox. Like attitude-wise I'm an absolute party animal but if I stand up for too long my legs give out and going out twice in one week is already a strain on my body

[despazito]

love my pumpkin

[despazito]

violence my pumpkin

[ka-di-gan]

[sosuperawesome]

Vintage Saturn Ceiling Light // RoyalArtDecolighting

[kenas-artstuff]

Normal about them

[h-yomotsu]

Incidentally ,this hand sign is called the "fox window. It is a Japanese incantation in which the fingers are laced together in a specific procedure, and when you look between them, you can see a specter！！

[somedevil]

Jimmy Wright, Ice Bear

[apatheticwhisperer]

Using her bush like a loofah

[apatheticwhisperer]

I genuinely hate social media now. Everything is inflammatory on every website and app, and I want to leave as soon as I open them

[catgirlcadaver-deactivated20241]

looking at that one booktok post and didn’t realize how funny this is. uou do not know what a safe word is

[dinoburger-deactivated20250110]

[tnwnx]

some highlights from the notes

[szaryherbatnik]

Mikey once talked about how he doesn't wanna be petty that people only know his dming from uprooted and call him ooooh very unhinged and chaotic 🤪 BUT IM PETTY. IF HES NOT GONNA BE PETTY IM GONNA BE PETTY. IM PETTY FOR HIM IF HE ISNT BECAUSE IT PISSES ME OFF. fucking watch prime and bdw. and if I hear people complain about ooooh the sound quality is bad I WILL LOSE IT

[royhasissues]

❤️

[nahbruhimout]

Ive also noticed now engrossed they are in the story. I've noticed Andy is often in deep thought or even has Hyperphantasia because there's been a few times Nikki has masterfully described a scene and he goes full serious, then someone makes a joke and they chuckle and laugh but Andy is locked in. I think there was a scene to do with kids and a joke was made and that man was in full serious mode - no joke to him.

Ritchie is also constantly looking around everyone for input and you can see him doing the maths and calculations in his head. Thumb on chin listening. This is a man who is fully invested.

Mikey - the amount of times Mikey just pats his fingers together and is in deep thought is quiet reverent to watch, like the gears are slowly turning and I want to hear him give an hour's lecture on a theory for a fictitious DND campaign he has.

Maja is preemptively in there all the time and just ready for anything and Kelsey is just writing everything down with that big brain - she's got a mental cabinet of everything from comments right down to how many time Sarnex has thrown shade.

They are all drawn onto the story which draws me in more. The engagement is so good.

On a completely random note. Mikey has flashed a smile a few times and not gonna lie - anyone else think he kinda cute?

(FYI I prefer bears - Ritchie should have been the obvious choice but nothing, Andy stirring something in me - that fucking monkey laugh makes me love and hate him more, and Mikey in this campaign stirring something up.)

[pinkishcats]

tonight's sketches ~ I hope you like em

[apatheticwhisperer]

Did you guys know that if you jack off 3 times in one day and simultaneously drink a hard cider during the 3rd one you can accurately simulate a football head injury

[exeggcute]

I need a polite and effective way to say "hey your heart is truly in the right place and your anger is often righteous but I think sometimes you’re getting recreationally mad about things that are frankly not worth the amount of energy you’re spending on them, and every time you do this you're driving yourself slightly more insane with nothing to show for it," and then I need a way to broadcast that message through a loudspeaker to roughly 30,000 people at once, and THEN I need a time machine to send that message to my past self lol. and maybe a second time machine in case past me tries to be clever and sabotage the version of me who comes through the first time machine

[szaryherbatnik]

The zentra banner if it was good and i worked there

[cheysu1i]

HAIL MARY FULL OF GRACE (and very cool buttons)

Zoom in and look at all my screens look at em all

God i cant wait for this fucking movie

Bonus crunchy gif