Intro post! With a lot of important information! (PLEASE READ, ESPECIALLY BEFORE FOLLOWING ME)
THIS POST HAS COLORED AND HIGHLIGHTED WORDS SO IT IS (OR AT LEAST I HOPE) EASIER TO READ FOR NEURODIVERGENT PEOPLE, SINCE IS A LONG POST WITH A LOT OF TEXT.
⚠️DO NOT INTERACT: If you are a pedophile, zoophilic or whatever other philia, if you discriminate other people or think they don't deserve to live for whatever reason (skin color, sexuality, religion, nationality, body type, disability, gender identity etc), if you support eating disorders such as bulimia or anorexia (it's okay to interact if you suffer from it, i mean the people who promote it), if you're a TERF (trans excluding radical feminist), if you think there's a sex that's better than others, if you support idiots like Trump, J.K. Rowling, Putin, Neil Gaiman, etc, if you agree with wars, dictatorships or genocides, if you hate animals, if you're a generative AI user, or if you just like being hateful. And, if you have "Minors DNI" in your desc, then don't interact with me neither.
This is a safe place for the LGBTQ+ community, all religions (as long as you don't try to convert anyone to it), and basically everyone who is respectful and wants to improve.
I support human made things, I'm anti drugs (but if you do drugs it's not a DNI), I'm a pacifist, and I'm a meat eater. In case any of that makes you uncomfortable do not harass and kindly keep making your life. You're fully free to block me for whatever reason. :)
Masterpost of links to watch some Martin Freeman works for free!
My art blog!
My Ao3, my Letterboxd and my Pinterest! I don't mind if you follow me :)
My fandom related Spotify playlists!
My Kinlist/characters i identify with!
My favorite and comfort movies! (I might post or reblog about them)
Actors i like!
THE REST IS UNDER THE CUT!!
About Me! :)
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You can call me Apaz or Anto, if we're close i prefer Anto.
I am 17 years old, which means that i'm a minor.
Pronouns are She/Her, but i don't mind to be called stuff like dude, mate, man, bro, guy, etc., since these are just genderless expressions for me.
I'm from Argentina 🇦🇷, which means that my mother language is spanish. I speak a pretty fluent english and i'm learning italian (but i can understand it pretty well!)
I don't know what my romantic orientation is, and i mostly don't care about it, but i'm asexual sex-repulsed/aversed. Which means that, in addition to not being able to feel sexual attraction, any mention/interaction with sex disgusts me. It make me a bit sick when someone tells/shows me something related (So, please don't talk to me about that). I can stand suggestive stuff, tho!
I'm not diagnosed of anything, but i do have social anxiety (luckily i'm getting better!), trust issues, and some sort of anger issues (PLEASE, have this in mind!)
I am an ambivert, which means that depending on the situation or the person I can be more introverted or more extroverted. If we're moots, or we simply have common interests, you can send me a message (mutuals and friends) or an ask (anyone!) I accept recommendations for books/series/movies/songs and requests for doodles!
I love animals! My favorites are felines in general (i particularly love panthers and jaguars), dogs (and other canines like foxes), turtles and hedgehogs. As a funfact, i have 7 cats, and 1 dog, although these numbers might change (i use #my cats and #my dogs) Please talk to me about animals!
My hobbies include: Drawing (I draw digitally and traditionally, and use Ibispaint in my phone), reading (i love police, poetry, psichological horror, fantastic, sci-fi and light fantasy genres), collecting trinkets and other stuff, and sometimes sculpting, writing and animating. Still learning to crochet!
I love music too! Favorite genres are rock and roll (including argentine rock) and pop, but i listen to basically everything. Some artists i like/listen to are Shakira, Miranda! (my favorites), Gustavo Cerati, Queen, Arctic Monkeys, AJR, Jack Stauber, Charly García, Andrés Calamaro (and other argentine rock exponents), Sebastián Yatra, Michael Jackson, María Becerra, Emanero, Tan Biónica, Luck Ra, ABBA, Mitski, Laufey, Olivia Rodrigo, Five Finger Death Punch, Mother Mother, Cavetown, Cuarteto de Nos, Enrique Iglesias, Turf. You can talk to me about music too!
Cool mutuals and/or friends! Give them some love: @putridcrow @eggzeroni / @flashbandit @trinketcollectingcrow / @fish-without-legs <- John Watson userboxes by him! @twoandahalfdimes / @elispresely @spraynd @gaypistachio @chanxeneize (irl friend!!) @franxisliterallyonfire @mormtastic @bes-lo @lifeistorment @of-magpies-and-murders @a-person-k @lovelettersfrome @kalikayart @sillycar3000 @kingjujuthe14th
I'm part of The Baker Street Irregulars along with @/eggzeroni @/trinketcollectingcrow @/gaypistachio @/twoandahalfdimes and @/lovelettersfrome; and part of The John Collective along with @/of-magpies-and-murders and @/sillycar3000, which is basically a group of BBC John Watson kinnies.
About the blog! :3
Stuff i do here is reblog things i like, posting doodles, sketches, wips, and sometimes screenshots of things i'm watching, talk about random stuff, post about my ocs and simp fictional characters and actors.
Content Warning! Block these tags if you want to avoid these.
This blog can and may contain: Light or heavy/explicit gore (#tw gore), blood (#tw blood), artistic nudity (#tw artistic nudity), suggestive content (#tw suggestive), drug use mentions/depictions (#tw drugs), suicide mentions/depictions (#tw suicide), guns and other weapons (#tw guns, #tw weapons), flashing lights (#tw flashing), animal death mentions/depictions (#tw animal death) and strong language. I am a bit of a swearer. Sorry. Most of the times i won't tag this since i swear pretty much very often (please keep that in mind). Will tag only if i use really really strong language with #tw strong language.
I don't tag reblogs so this is kinda messy. In an effort to make it more organized, i've made some specific tags:
#fav & #❤️ -> My favorite posts. #me core → Things i identify with. #apaz talks to the void → Random textposts, rants and other stuff. #apaz shares music -> For when i share music i like. #important → Things i want to go back to, more like a note to self than a signal boost.
Blorbo tags: #johnny boy → BBC John Watson. #live laugh love iain → My lain MacKelpie madness (may include selfshipping content, in case you're uncomfortable with it). #little ray of sunshine → Ray Stantz. #time traveling boy -> Marty McFly. #yellow shirt and trauma -> Morty Smith. #raggy rag -> Ragatha. #little man with the orange jacket -> Lester Nygaard. #big bad wolf -> Lorne Malvo.
tags for personal projects: #my friend sherlock → My Sherlock Holmes adaptation project. #10 ways to live an adventure or #10 maneras de vivir una aventura -> OCs #1. #qu¡lombo → OCs #2. #four of us or #cuatro de nosotros → OCs #3. #life is short so enjoy it -> OCs #4.
I am multifandom and multishipper. But i don't ship real people, nor do real people fiction (i don't mind if you do)
Fandoms (currently very active, kind of active, not active):
Martin Freeman (and anything related), Sherlock Holmes (Books and adaptations) (although i have no interest in watching Young Sherlock or Enola Holmes), Ghostbusters (OG, RGB, fem GB and New Gen), Conclave 2024, Back to the Future Trilogy, Los Simuladores (Arg)
Things i love a lot and still interact with the fandom:
Cornetto Trilogy (AKA Blood and Ice Cream Trilogy or Three Flavors Cornetto Trilogy), Rick and Morty, Laika Studios, Glitch Productions (Mostly The Amazing Digital Circus and Knights of Guinevere), Indiana Jones movies, The Institute (TV Show), The Owl House, Night at the Museum, House MD, Fargo FX (first season), Las Leyendas (Movies), The Simpsons, Zero Calcare's animated shows (Strappare Lungo i Bordi, Questo Mondo Non Mi Renderà Cattivo and Due Spicci), Arséne Lupin (Books), Good Omens (mostly just season 1 and the book. neil gaiman and the rest being mid made me hate it a little).
Things i enjoy, and you will see me reblog stuff of once in a while:
Loki (show), Black Panther (movies), DC (i know very basic stuff), Pretty Pretty Please I Don't Want To Be A Magical Girl, Inside job, Genshin Impact (i know some stuff about the lore, but i mostly enjoy the art. I have never played the game nor want to), Sonic (i like the designs and characters, know some things about the story), My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic and Equestria Girls (i only watched the EG movies, but i still know a lot about the show), Kpop Demon Hunters, Game Changer and Make Some Noise.
And that was all! If you made it this far, thank you! :D
One of my favourite dynamics of johnlock is the need to be in close proximity while looking at evidence or just talking to one another. The shared focus and intimacy make it appear so much more domestic...... like........ this is their everyday life where they are just together. The way they lean in, sometimes even over each other, just to get a better look at something,, ohmyGOD seeing them like this just makes me miss them so much
morty is the lords strongest soldier because if I was him i would have slimed the whole family out within a month of rick moving in. i would not be able to handle it
Is the theory of Jax being transfem canon? There's lots of signs in the show plus an official post Gooseworks posted on Twitter, but sometimes I get a bit confused because I dont actually know if the theory is canon or if it's just the fandom reading into things.
P.S: Thanks for the info u guys post on ur blog daily, especially since not a lot of people have twitter 💕.
We usually don't answer these kind of asks, but we decided to do so if it could bring some clarity for you all.
It is just as the show and Gooseworx confirmed, Jax is transfem. A closeted transfem. Her story is a cautionary tale of "What happens if you suppress your true self? Your trauma and grief?"
It is one thing to receive help, it's another to accept it.
Everyone is capable of change, of redemption, regardless if one deserves it or not. Then, what happens if you don't get that chance? That is unfortunately the case for some people, unable to reveal their true self or open up about their emotions whether it being due to internal and/or external factors. Ribbit and Pomni did the best they could to help and provide a safe space for Jax, both trying to get him to open up and giving him space respectively. A chance. But ultimately, it was his choice to make.
It is part of human instinct to protect against harm, but it isn't always about shielding with arms, especially for victims of abuse and emotional incest. Some would stay quiet, others would resort to distractions. Or, if you were like Jax, you'd distance yourself and project. While it isn't excusable for bad actions, it's understandable where they're coming from; "I fought back before and look what happened". That said, just because it's safer, it doesn't mean that it's healthy. You spiral out of control, your body unrecognizable. Or worse.
That is the tragedy of Jax's character: "it's too late" for her because she never got the chance to redeem and find her true self before abstracting. We're well aware of abstraction not being the final end, though it doesn't necessary means it's completely reversible. It instead can change, and that chance hasn't left. It may take time, but all good things do. And perhaps one day, Jax would be ready to make that choice.
Kinger said it best here about the complexity of relationships and people:
To simply answer your question: the fandom can use any pronouns (as we have been referring Jax as she/he) but Jax is, without a doubt, transfem. It isn't a theory or headcanon, it's her story for the fandom to connect and learn from. As we said earlier, you all are capable of change, and you will only if you accept it.
P.S. Thank you for tuning in, and we do hope this post helped you 😊💖 Have a good timezone!
