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The Lesbian Lorax, I Guess
@3scythes
kira // 28 //🇨🇦 // disaster lesbian // she/her // writer, sometimes // neurodivergent // currently posting about: House M.D., my ongoing read of asoiaf, and various other nonsense // writing blog: scytheswrites
#scythes rambles - general rambling from yours truly
#scythes reads - book stuff, what i'm reading/have read (see also: #scythes reads asoiaf for current reading of asoiaf)
#malpractice md posting - house m.d. nonsense I don't feel like maintagging, may include hot takes or occasional bitching
#scythes writes - tag for general writing rambling but also where i will put any fics i post (rare)
#scythes music tag - posts about my music interests
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probably time I post an actual about-me post so here it goes:
Basic Info:
Kira, a late-20s disaster lesbian (she/her), Canadian
ADHD & mood disorders aplenty
I’m a writer, I have a college diploma in Professional Writing, and I will occasionally ramble about my writing (but rarely post any actual writing) - writing blog is @scytheswrites
My interests/hyperfixations change fairly regularly and I have no interest in creating individual blogs for each of my fandoms, so this blog is very much multi-fandom (but I always tag my fandom posts respectively for filtering purposes)
Current Interests/Fandoms/Hyperfixations:
House M.D. (multiship hell but nuts about camchase, ambteen, dipping into cuddley. I love all of the house ladies but primarily Thirteen and Cameron, accepting my fate as a Cameron Guy)
Currently reading: ASOIAF
Longtime Interests/Fandoms:
Games: Dragon Age, Soulsbornes & Elden RIng, Fire Emblem, BG3, Zero Escape trilogy
Marvel (MCU and comics, haven’t seen all of the recent MCU content though)
Music: my taste is all over the place but my lifelong favorite artist is Paramore (late 2000s-early 2010s emo kid here), but i listen to all sorts of pop, alt, metal, k-pop, etc etc
Books: Faves are The Locked Tomb series, The Burning Kingdoms Trilogy, The Priory of the Orange Tree, & the Iron Widow series.
Ancient Interests/Fandoms (My Lore):
Twilight (I will still occasionally shitpost about Twilight)
Superwholock (but primarily Doctor Who, which will forever be in my heart and on my mind)
Carmilla (web series)
Orphan Black
I’ll update this info post as needed, DMs and Asks are always open!
another thing i think about is how in lockdown chase mentions cameron breaking up with him because he "wanted more" in s3, and she immediately counters "because i knew i was falling for you and i didn't want to."
and i think that was how we were meant to read that at the time, and i can and have talk about that -- the way cameron acts like they're a couple, keeps referring to them as one, never corrects anyone who suggests it, but also wants to pretend it means nothing because she's scared -- but it's also like. because i knew i was falling for you. when did she know. what made her realize. how long was she sitting on this and avoiding it and hoping she could continue to fake date herself because as long as she was pining, it wasn't real.
i knew i was falling for you. when chase asks for more, she keeps. she changes the subject. she hesitates. she asks him to take it back. she, he points out, acts like she has been dumped; she is hurt and angry, she wanted things to continue as they were and chase "ruined" it by making it real. but also: when he said that?
was there a part of her that was happy?
cameron, sighing and giggling over the flowers he gives her. cameron, unable to stay mad at him, taking care of his hurt arm, unable to answer when he asks her if she doesn't like him. i knew i was falling for you. she knows she likes him too. she knows.
okay i've made this post before but it's SO GOOD i need to make it again, which is: in one episode of how i met your mother, the plot was perfect fanfic/meme/prompt fodder.
which is: there are four steps everyone takes before saying i love you for the first time.
the moment you think you think it
the moment you think you know it
the moment you know it but can't say it yet
the moment you know it but can't hold it in anymore
and like. come on. it's perfect. it's so fun. not just when did they first say i love you - when did they first want to. when did they first think it. what were the steps. what was the progression. i think every ship should have this fanfic. a dozen of them
kind of obsessed with how many chances house gives thirteen. like, to her face even. she stumbles, she hesitates, and though he reminds her that he's in his rights to fire her, or that she could just quit if she can't handle it, he also openly encourages her. "i hired you for a reason, and it's not because you crack or because you have huntington's. you're a good doctor. now get back out there." etc
