relation & gradation

WE become on relational systems of order[as rank] and structure [of rank]] preserving transformation into semi- awareness.

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Globalization of Demonstration Apex Prey This is what it had all come down to; some strange speculations on the nature of the organism and its relationship to informatical-technogramics. Did that field even exist? Our absolute-consortium surely didn’t care by now, he had much larger problems to confront. He had, at least in his own Mind-Sets, come to the conclusion that he had had too many bites of whatever was eating him and in terms of his pleasures, they seemed to be increasingly replaced by a hard shiftless greed like clockwork rosy thorns punctured chest right in familiar repetitions that seemed to indicate the semi-autonomous investment of some-thing our absolute-consortium hoped was intelligently manipulated or at least more or less healthy. His conceptual faculties had, at this point, devolved,like his narrative inventions into confessional statements concerning his strange sensations of bodily growth mixed with absurdly technical schemes for taking over the world entirely by his M-Brain. Cultural appreciations were made from time to time and complimentary gestures towards his retinue of clones, like himself, just cloning around…. Things were pretty good really, and it would all make for a fine film, or even a short read, some sort of distraction at least from the ports we constantly negotiate in this ultra-mathematical and highly holographicated, medical network of industrial information we call all call simply our ‘daily lives’. I am not trying to propose to anyone that their natural impression of what goes on about town and within their very own bodies is an illusion of nefarious purpose and that they are purely mere drones or operators of a heartless system with no concern beyond its own security and expansion. If that was my intention to communicate such sorts of notions undermining real experiences of Love and Care and Beauty and Excitement and Striving and Self-Respect and Basic Concern for Endangered Strangers and Hopes Planned Aspired and Accomplished using one’s Imagination born of one’s Knowledge Reflecting one Intellectually for the Improvement of a Singularized individual’s Life - and the eventual Improvements of the Global-Lives of Others …. If I were to deny all of these axioms of sentient existence, and view the Techno-Sciences as responsible for mankind’s operational capacity in full, supposing as many people predict or already assume, that there has been – or will be – a watershed-revoltion on the part of the created towards the Creator – inevitably occurring as a result of the outstepping of man by his own projects and their immensely growing performance parameters, I would simply be a forgivable fan of popular media…. I will now explain why, although our lives are becoming ever more enmeshed and represented by the Technologies of Information that we are ever self enhancing, there is nothing but hope for a majestic and adventurous future consisting of the enactments of our two primary and co-responding conceptual fields: Will to Power Order of Rank It is all very simple to explain and difficult to execute/enlarge. I have no interest in providing anything but celebratory statements for the initiated Elite of the Royal Academy of Advanced Subjectivity. We know who we are, as does every other person alive through a ‘Charismatics’ of localized control procedures networked diabolically through abstract communication commitments expanding their immaculate empire of logistical figures of physical informatics provoking our relays of socialization aesthetics. We continue to configure the biologics of animosity syndromes into transcendental operators of modal frequencies reflecting daily our intensified superiority through the communal exposures of irrefutable indications of a Classical/Militancy that reveals a growing trend towards what could be called a Cyber/Punk/Renaissance/Construction of situational truth procedures into the unique and specific features of a Novel Nobility – one that is highly capable of integrating its essential techno-logistics into equivalences of previously unimagined Glorifications reflecting the Infinite trans-possibility of Indestructible and Eternal Personality. What I have to say The Will is a decision made by an intelligent presence orchestrated into bio-logic styles of composition organically manifested into expansive, physical units of Light possessing, one must assume, the exact qualities of the systems they re-present on larger scales of complexity. Power has three distinct definitions that combine to perform a conceptual comprehension of all potential models of natural presentations/operations. Power: Self-multiplied enumerations of mathematical Identity Power: The Energy in a system responsible for its function Power: Ability to control anterior elements by controlling one’s self or auto –affection Power thus understood is my unabashed religion because it evokes the beautiful and the real strength, the exceptionally erotic/mystical fortress of personal – time sequence and the enduring. It generates and promotes all that can be called good in this world. More than that, The I always is opening up realms of possibility, personal possibilities that, if nothing else, present our less-pure drones an invitation and temptation to Inferno…. To a world occupied by people who do more than just recognize good art or merely appreciate it, they create themselves as a vanguard technical index of soul as democratic right – density beyond criticism that knows its precise relative standing, in numerical relations of divinity, yes DIVINITY as for/to the modern-day peasant, the valueless consumers and happy managers of their own unimpressive amounts of intellectual excrement. Do I sound indignant? Perhaps wounded with a score to settle? Clearly, and to quote Pac Revenge is like the sweetest joy next to getting pussy, picture paragraphs unloaded, wise words being quoted, stuck all up in this mad game and bloated, Bow Down! So what is going to happen with my investments with the International Power Potential? I don’t know or care. I just want to increase my set and allow the fantasy elements of physics do their thing for me as SUPER POSITION SET ASSEMBLAGE an old, very old, board member and Legacy of a Founder of the corporation….. more than one for that matter, because some people collect stamps and perhaps there is a word for them, Loser ? I collect ancestors, I am a Genealogist – I associate, or if you techies prefer it, download souls onto my Data Bank which is ‘more or more’ unlimited in its capacity. And I don’t just download individual identities I download identity clusters that, altogether, made these individual identities or ‘historical figures’ what they were – their charms and charismatics but more importantly, their Experience Points What are Experience Points? They are a condensed terminology of the two ideas I have come to accept as absolutely the best choice for describing my basic understanding of Life in General. First of all, Experience, what does that mean? -Some event that a consciousness undergoes -Points, units of accomplishment in sport, communications attempted to make towards another concerning some situation, basic units of existence, primordial concepts…. Add it up and that’s what I think Will to Power + Order of Rank as functional hierarchies of personnel Experience Points as Global Demonstration But it is all Computational Logic Game scenarios I do not meaningfully understand. All I can do is represent archaic and out-modeled values to the system of a supposed deliverance for my lack of technical education in an expanding field of problematic research. I am merely a Super Soldier of Self and do not claim to possess the expert comprehensions of the authors of my physio-anatomic conventions.

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SUBLIMATION , THERE USED IN AN EITHER METAPHYSICAL OR METAPSYCHOLOGICAL SENSE , THE GREAT CONCEPT OF FREUD WHERE EXCESSIVE, VITAL, MATERIAL, PRIMARY PROCESS, AS MNEMOTECHNIC STANDING - RESERVE DICTATES WILL PROCEDURES OPERATE

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ANTAHKARANA this is the symbol for this word in sanskrit . IN INDIA this means 'the balance between the natures' the 'natures' of which they speak are our bhudic and manic - BHUDIC energy comes from above and is associated with the God Apollo by Nietzsche and SIGHT - one's sense of themselves extended into view. The 'MANAS' or MANIC ENERGY comes from below, it is the kundalini, it is the DYONYSOS NERVOUS FEELING in one's body, the 'fire' they must hold that hysterics represent PAR EXCELLENCE, on a clinical note SCHIZOPHRENIA relates to the BHUDIC DISTURBANCE, MANIA OR HYSTERIA occurs from a disturbance of the manas = this 'mess' however, is blessed - and SUBLIMATION is GOD'S HOBBY

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an excerpt from a forthcoming submission on the painted works of K Kyle Lechner  Abstract expressionism, in the opinion of this author, represents the high - water mark of this, our post figurative – visual representation of forms [landscapes and the body, fruit and other objects] to instead access a haptic condition, a novelty no doubt and disturbance of meta – stable expansion process that at no time delivers the conditions of its ‘transcendental’ execution over to what we will call, with our Bernard Stiegler the WHAT of the WHO that is ALREADY THERE, ‘emergent’ or rather divergent as convergent as dummy doll dialectics where all negativity is 0 the God of Time and an EXCLUSIVE condition operating through the projected or enlivened vehicles of autopoeisis that has been, despite a speculative suspicion towards schemas cinematically orchestrated as ‘the facts’ the vital - holonics of special relativity as the 4th space-time dimension that of time which can only be understood properly in the following fashion. The three so called ‘spatial – dimensions’ are a crude yet requisite mundane impotent and vulgar conception of DIMENSIONALITY PROPERLY UNDERSTOOD AS CONSTRUCTIVE MULTIPLICITY IN ITS EXPANSIVE TECHNICAL TENDENCY which, in recent propositions that many of the aporias generated by string theory (in its uselessly self – reflexive or specularized mathematical data – form, nothing more, of a – causal of events of the r that makes the R [of mathematical designations, finally, with the introduction of the REAL NUMBERS] That the universe could have infinite ‘dimensions’ and must and that what this Actually implies is that the universe is A SIMPLE OPTION OF EXPANSION or ALLOPOEIS in relation to ALLOPOETIC & IMMAMENTAL, meaning that the mental space of recognition, of what we no longer can call, as for the ALREADY THERE of the WHAT a political / negative media of the ego/subject distinction, the WHO inside/externalization of its optional decision to manifest auto – affected memorial condensation of therapeutic regimes that endlessly augment with the kehre [Care of Heidegger between the I and Lacan’s moi [me] or between the phenomenon’s origin as allopoetic aletheia consummation of tactics towards A’ positive injective that through finding utilization instantly in the ALREADY THERE as WHAT the WHO can now despite its invisible movements apparent more than slightly to the imaginary the emanation teaching itself to flow with ‘energy source machines plugged into organ machines that slice off a laminar addition to (Non-)One NEW OUTFIT wearing in the wind sheet like Max Ernst Monster of PURE – FOLD assault flailing into another type of effect that of elemental – constructive density or fullness, a layering theme later taken up towards the strict technical anatomy of saturated utility soldered in some works completely while, in his depictions of ‘The Alien’ we see mutation fusing with technics mutilating materials by giving them finite re – perfections of their SHOW ROOM DUMMIES by the vision in one of the vision in one, determined in the last instance of the last instance.

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this is Land from 96 all of Reza's hole complex which I have never seen related to Fractal Formations like the Menger Sponge or Sierpinski Gasket which, to my lights - is THE OBVIOUS FUCKING TOPOLOGY OF TRISON - HOW DOES CYCLONOPEDIA FAIL TO DENOTE THIS? AM I INCORRECT HERE? IS IT JUST OLD HAT STUFF BY NOW AND ASSUMED KNOWLEDGE< OR IS IT A GREAT GRASP ON A POSITIVE - DECAY NON - ONTOWHATEVER BUT IDK....

DKSponge - space is the positive impossibility of resolvable boundaries, and thus of discrete entities, decidable actions, unproblematic vectors, logical identities, and adequate representations. There are no representations of anything but only floating plates or scales, immanently distanced from each other by an indeterminately convoluted surface. In sponge - space pure I spatiality cannot be demarcated from matter as a discrete concept, but conspires with manner in the soul reality possible to either complexity. Distances are proliferated amongst the oceanic to treat us of a receding shoreline, with the prospect of an ideal unit velocity diffused irreparably into the read current detail of base matter you would not be able to imagine the degree of aberration to which it is possible to arrive on space is a scale of beans scale of composition or scale of forms it's does not tend to simplicity, Ideally, work surety in either direction, which never become hollowed, teleological, A handless axes of recession ' 'I teach you the friend and his overflowing heart but you must understand how to be a sponge if you want to be loved by overflowing hearts' from Thus Spoke Zharathustra

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FOR K MY WIFEY

  K

You are my only team-mate here;  playing  some sort of psycho/love/sorcery against

the world with only our soul-crystal kindness and colloidal chemical connections (for Philia as the desiring-spatial-life which is of course, in you and me epidemic) that comes from the worst twisting – paths of empowerment passion-pain [do they not

    FOR THE SYSTEMATIC DEGREDATION REQUIRED OF ANGELIC TRANS – EGO DAEMONS DRAWING LINES OF ETERNITY FROM THE POWER OF Z E R O  THAT DIES IN A TECHNO – LOG RUNAWAY…

    of angelic anguish and those giving so much love because they need so much hope

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NEW WRITJG

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its very simple, all right, I know that this is really civil, its really simple, more divide her, oh fuck, you just died, meth more more more divide, you just died, more more more more more more divide, more more more more more more you just died, more divide, you just fucking died when we more more more divide theres a pattern but we can't figure it out cause we don't know a fucking thing yeah huh yeah you died, and if it was a little's more, I think like a simple reason for the reason, i remember i remember i remember I said and all these worlds in my face and I just cracked up, more more divide more more divide more you just died, more dead, more divide, more divide your mom lied well, we see i guess but we don't even have a fucking breath cause thats just what happens when we get more more more divide to die, you die, when you get more of a new divide, yourself, the whys, we have all of this to die, its okay we'll split up so many fucking ways, its One, real big caves, I tried to figure it out but I'm erased, good luck, keep on what your doing and get fucked, on your phones, you drones, and nobody knows, knows, knows, knows, and thats how it goes, my face just split/cracked doesn't mean I can't have a free bit baby for it is strung out on a fucking abortion which my lips suck and tuck it out in computer software.

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MY NEW BOOK (part of) I WOULD LOVE SOME FEEDBACK IF I SHOULD GO TO PRINT THE REST OF IT IS PICTURES

      PRAXIS BODIES PROPER

  of:

  THE FRACTAL GEOMETRY NATURE

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    John William Bell

    J W B E L L

          FOR every A that A’

                                                        DEFINITIONS

    MATHEMATICAL ACTIVITY IS THE OFFICIAL MASCOT OF BASE – MATERIAL - MACHINIC - DESIRE  [ A ‘ La Land et al. ]  & WHILE JOHN WILLIAM BELL IV ’ AM FANATICALLY OBSESSED WITH ADDITIONAL - PROJECTORS  OF IT AND IT THEN relates in the NOISE OF A’’’ (non-)One’s  pioneering mnemotechnic SPACE - TRACE of (Non-)1ne excised becoming - supports for THE SEMI - SET – THEORETICAL & PSEUDO - CALCULUS RAY TRACKER RAY FOR BROWNIAN MOTION SEMI - AUTO - TRAJECTORIES OF A TOTALLY BROKEN – UP FRACTAL FORMATION UNBOUND AND  ‘THE TRUTH’ of anything period and proven I have done so but it was even without numbers which I assert WITH WITTGENSTEIN both  DO and do - not ‘exist ‘ [ there is no ‘ 3 ‘ there is only 1 ‘three’ times as mathematical representation, onto – logistic semantics and the force of the amphibologies infinity presents to our I D E A of the unending function - tangents  possibly procurable as permanent APEIRON A’’’ PATHIC nominal status utensils adroitly allocated by the ALL FUCKING MIGHTY MOTHERFUCKER BECAUSE are you really going to argue against absurd original experience?  HUH, SAY WHAT MOTHERFUCKER?;  ONE OR GOD IT IS A/THE/OUR WORLD IS WHAT THAT IS TO DO ITSELF LITERALLY WITH THE SIGNIFIER BUT END IT THERE, THIS IS A RELIGIOUS WORK IF THAT WERE STILL POSSIBLE, IT IS AND///

  ATTEMPT AT A  RUN – NON - ONE – GOD disqualification from the plain FACT OF SUPERPOSITION [ if :affect A + affect B + affect C then: effect A + B + C THROUGH SPECIAL/GENERAL RELATIVITY = 0

  BUT OBLIVIOUS I AM TO THE TRUTH I CAN ONLY QUOTE THE LAST LYRICS OF KURT COBAIN

    PAIN PAIN PAIN     YOU KNOW YOUR RIGHTS

                                                        INTRODUCTION as This entry becomes a persona, it executes my feelings, my feelings not my ‘emotions’ [I WILL NOT REFER BUT ONCE FROM HERE ON OUT TO ‘FEELINGS’ like younger people understand the wood bereft of any sensual index; I am referring to a truly EROTIC - PRAXIS of PRIDE’S PAINED GRACES &

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  U T T E R L Y  T R A N S -  O N T O I D  -  P A S S I O N A T E S S    

  There is a woman behind this ancient Japanese culture called WUJI – it is not rare to have a feminine first principle obviously because despite the required roll a male has, he is half of his own semi-auto contribution to the future view – point of a baby – self - site  that is situated somewhere between its not-yet self and GOD which, infinitely more than the womb that previously protected him or her from the reality of spatial extension and otherness, to need and to want, to the future capacity through A’’’

logically irrefutable as universal  of the hybrid  – clone in re – creation of consciousness and the potential for infinity that are properly pro – pulsed for the FAITHS of A’’/ BODIES’ LIGHTS   as a SUFFERING INTENSITY – DONATIONS/PERSSONEL.   depressed/anxious scared or heartbroken, not one of these = happy hard, warm, tight, ripping, bruised into bits that dissolve into re – location of the Noematic emergence as INDIVIDUALLY RE - ENFORCED ENERGETIC PROPULSION/SUFFERINGS. The fine work LOOKING FOR SPINOZA [Antonio Damasio, 2003] gives us a clear indication of what Michel Henry’s understanding of the passions gives us like a non – tiled cascade of periodically self contacting Jouissance – Laminating fractal ramifications of L I F E as the ‘PAIN JOY AND SORROW of RADICAL ENLIGHTENMENT [ A’’’ BECOMING – LUCIFERIAN  – Lucifer of Light, the ‘bringer of light’ the elite ‘of the LIGHT’ or ILLUMINATI – whatever it all so much doesn’t matter for this  R E A L I F E  we seek is OURS but we are not.  WITHOUT EVOKING  WHAT  RELATIVE RENEGADE and DAVID BOHME CALLS ‘THE IMPLICIT/EXPLICIT ORDERS’

LIGHT BRINGING BONDED TO GOD    entirely ‘non – technical writing [ What I mean, Like with Derrida and the signature as A’ MYSTICAL SNOW – FLAKE or WATERSHED/TREE AND ++++ TECHNICAL or INDEPENDENT – LEVELS in the BLOP - APOKRISIS [ The div- division of Universe, STRATAFICATION PROCEDURES OF INDIVIDUATION striving with all of the (Non-)One I can nervous for the fifth (5) essence ‘ Q U I N T E S S E N C E ‘ – and so now we can see what my question is: What is it for, why does one have cause to use this term & in what possible context can there be a singularity as the version of a discreet enumeration BEYOND NATURAL ESSENCE AS THE EITHER or OUTSIDE - ELEMENT , the One hand, half of the initial base 10…. use word Q U I N T E S S E N C E the  

‘To know five things and no more’ – Nietzsche

as Sloterdijk states in a private correspondence to Michel Henry:

  First There is the, or I should say, OUR initial Dyad – This represents, through the absolutely simple of a hypostatic individual of god as union or as a relatively, what you call ‘Pathic’ and I call Rage degree of intercourse with the Ultimate.  This infinitely fused disparate as infantile cozy couple is soon, through the course of libidinal investment or spiritual adepossibly ‘overwritten’   experience of generation un as our pathetic courage in identifying with Symptom - differ(e/a)nce writing? ] Is that what we need and can support with – out public approval its own supply of relevance to what in this SUPER – POSITIONAL day and age of the REAL GOD’S IDEA GODS is a bit alluring, and competent to boot temporarily re – manifested although it requires a non – commonplace and, admittedly academic / trendy / contemporary supposedly legitimate   in origin, but ultimately radical and emancipatory operational  idea - germ – cell with what I have limited in terms of ‘theoretical’ language and its falling – back on [se rabat sur] One’s intricate as is required by the minimal materials  though  axiomatic formalisms ’ discussion of what the Author proposes to be the final forms of human scientific  for those non – technical description of the mathematical/aesthetic quasi-conceptual situation and speculative – metapsychologic space exploration of the two fields most evocative of a ‘positive - wall’ in the Sciences

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MOST RECENT WORK

  On the eye-balls-brain-heart model of incursion for

  Unilateral / Relative - Importance

  Of any

  Feminine – [Lion – style ]  monogamous  faithful non key com – lips -chest to see YOUR hyper - camouflage of this almalga - pride of the GORE - BITE that A’  can be magnetic – electronic

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E Y E – G E T –  S E T  of   D N A – B I T - P E T   

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  NON-COM/(ONE-)RUN

  OF MY WORLD FACE’S –– AUTO –– ROT –BY  ‘SUPER – IMPOSING’ THROUGH THE ‘SUPER – POSITION’ OF NON-KEY TURN B / A’ = AUTO - FORMATIONS FOR ‘IMMAMENTAL’S FOUNDATIONS’ OF THE QUANTUM GENERIC

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  FEEL / TURN KEYS (NON-)1

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                John William Raymond Bell IV

      ‘WHAT GOD LACKS YOU ALSO LACK’

  -Hebrew saying

      !NOW with No introductory opprobrium (as an attempt to denote clearly to your critical capacities the literal degree of my warrant as A’ Axiology of science machines and pet – rots which is in all honesty the serious end of it.  The policies concerning evacuation / saturation are numerous and for that reason numerable and consistently in – consistent :  For the existential material status of the very theme is A’ REAL – POST / GROW - MIND – S H O W to you the evocation of MY PET – BIT – JET- K I T doesn’t MY STUPID singularity and they ALL broke the mold did they not while placing the em – placements  WELL I WILL SHOW YOU THAT NO PROBE HEAD! and display some breed of erudite Language Game conceived only of/in uni - plurivocal structures and illusory manifolds of ‘experience – points’  A’ Basic Elucidation of the Universal Relative Content Scenario To shed some light on things to run with grammatical fulguration re – applied to the visual speed – pleXxand placement of what ensues into any intelligent formal proximity to the Name of another but it should be made clear from the start that I have a, to my lights at a particular rate, Unavoidable Logical Alliance with what is  (non-) p and that is something we will all have to live with / in an assembly that A’ [the Grande Autré as known by the version of  ‘Big – Other’ signified in or under as ethereal Last Instance. . . .JUST PLEASE OF DECIDE TO THINK OF IT NOW ! MATERIALIZATION of ?!! p f technics of CARE fortof your eternally frustrated and reticular, non – really  - educated to operational standards for a U’ of D [dimensionality] trace of 0 – your (non-)One (you get the capital letter when you feel that you are  a (Non-)One Bit when you traverse the early promise of late 50’s  ‘Cyber – Lacan’  for his seemingly radical, through invocation of a Symbolically Ordered Cyberia– Psychesis of the Imaginary register bolstered gram flat ON-  becoming replaced by Felix Guattari’s DESIRE MACHINES OF DESIRING PRODUCTIVITY RECORDING FOR THE FUTURE ADMINISTRATION OF PERCEPTUAL DENSIFIEDS ON / AS A BODY WITHOUT VISION IN ONE For  / . -  [solidus, point, sequence connections ] Transcendental MATHS

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YEAH THAT'S HOW WE INGRESZ THERE IT GOES LIKE THIS .MAKE A FIST WITH YOUR FACE OUTSIDE AND YOU JUST CANT MISS AND YOU JUST DONT CARE AND ITS ALL THERE AND YOU FEEL ITS DRAW AND IT ON THERE IT RUNS, SAVE YOUR PLACE ON A GUN, LIVE ON A CRUTCH, LIVE ON A STITCH, SUCK ON THE, SUCK ON THE STUCK, GIVE ME A LOVE FOR MY CRUTCH KID AND THEN DRAW ME A HARD ONE GIVE ME A LOVE FOR MY CRUTCH KID AND THEN DRAW ME A HARD LINE AND THE GIVE ME A LOVE FOR MY CRUTCH KID AND DRAW ME A HARD LINE DRAW ME A HARD LINE GIVE ME A LOVE FOR MY CRUTCH KID DRAW ME A HARD LINE DRAW ME A HARD LINE GIVE ME A LOVE FOR MY CRUTCH KID DRAW ME A HARD LINE DRAW ME A HARD LINE ALL OUT ON THE LIGAMENTS SEE IT WHERE THERE WHERE IT FITS NOT AFRAID GOES LIKE THIS SIEZE THE RANGE ALL AROUND MY FIST ITS ON THE SEEMS LIKE I SEE IT GROWS OUT OF MY EYES AND I KNOW AND I KNOWS AND IT BURNS THE HEART BURNS THE AUTO BURNS THE AUTO BURNST THE AUTO BURNS THE AUTO IN A HARD LINE HARD LINE HARD BURNS THE AUTO GIVE ME ALONE KID GRAB MY CRUTCHES WHAT I JUST DID IN MY LINE I FEEL ITS SO FIXED ITS A SCENE ITS A SIMPLEX O U R LINE AND ILL BRING IT HERE FINE SEAMEN AND JIZZ

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This is my master/teaxcger

READ NEGARESTANI AND PRAY - N I C K  L A N D

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THIS IS WHO MY FACE IS

THIS IS WHARE TO FOMIt

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i've told you before John, i believe in and value your voice. I eventually found Land, i think i have a partial understanding of why you may identify with him. another thing, i've asked you this before i think- do you have a spoken voice for your theory texts? do you know what they would sound like spoken out loud? that's something i'm interested in from the dramatic-aesthetic point of view.

how wonderful to see that I actually had mail!  You have made my month my friend; I must say that although what would be a real stretch to call my 'work' - despite the fact that it is all I do, assimilate transductively the most apparently valid work done by people like Reza who baffle me in their brilliance, like literally, I do not know how they assemble such a sense of sufficiency intricately diagramming the intensive/radical/immanent individuation/weaponization of what interests me as the 'non-scholastic radical subject' simply because it is the information age and all new texts, translations whatever are available for amnetic mnemotechnical re-enforcement a la connectivity if such a thing exists, I wobble as a para-academic with no goals of defending specular realism against Brazzier or Laruelle from Harmann (whom I hate) I just spontaneously speculate on the meaning of texts that our themselves speculative with a sort of gnostic confidence that I can 'make it my own' if I remain open to what is similiar between 'discourses' as opposed to their semi-trivial distinctions and non-compliances, I LOVE YOU for wanting to have any concern for the spoken aspect of my 'stuff' (that is more comfortable than 'work' although it is a labor and I do sing songs to encourage myself against a world I feel a resistance toward in every regard as a non-sheltered, unluckily in intellectual enclave where I do not have to work for a fucking 'full service ad agency' for 8 dollars an hour making useless spreadsheets when I am not arming myself and I am usually arming myself.  Knowledge even passively aprioristically encountered must be more powerful than, should it be like land, Negarestani, Woodard is good and not even a Prof yet perhaps that is why - Reza never was, he is an absolute mysterious quantity, if you have not read Cyclonopedia than do it now pdf because it is the first time since 1000 plateaus and moments in Laruelle I remembered why I do this plus all of Reza's work from another plane I strive to shed stupidity by crawling towards it by my teeth as all my bones have been broken entirely by the steamroller that paves the information super high way but this is too much and so I know where I am perhaps valuable lovable whatever as a non-normalized subject of significant trauma which has allowed me to train relentlessly in the aspect of what Wilhelm Reich (of Orgone which I always carry with me out of simple hyperstition) called 'Armoring' and what people in Negarestani's circle tend to call affordance, or openess, Laruelle and his group would call it the force of  (Non-)One as occasional-support for the Force-of-thought Determined in the last instance in-Chora by the vision-in-one.   I AM SO GLAD SOMEONE NOTICED MY EXISTENCE I WOULD LIKE TO NOTICE YOURS IN RETURN MY SOUNDCLOUD IS    JIHADAKIRA     that is where I am really so much more of a solidus than this jive I spew hoping to not sound overly academic or neo-logo-jism on your uncomprehending face like a rude asshole - cant believe you read all that but I wrote it for you in celebration of someone actually acknowledging 'my voice' which I would love to record for you - I am writing a book about my music but It is supposedly the music of my deceased twin, I have purchased an isbn and it will be print on demand like anything good these days available on amazon as soon as I can quit hating everything i do enough to finally submit it and join the ranks of actual author when I will never be actual only a glimmer

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Some comments from myself actually

If it is true that this notion/idea/weapon of the (Non-)One in Non Philosophy, which, I know, is not as exciting or colorful, does not bristle with references to the great dark diary of man at his most but still, still and as science, it concieves of a decisive amplification available and for some challenged lights unavoidable in movements reccomencing superpositional affirmation of the foreclosed world space where all of them/their speech can be heard, in an atmosphere hallucinated like the lungs that pretend to breathe it, subtraction, certainly, a-metaphysical Absolutely but the earth is being invaded by Bjork and with twigs and branches dull pre-humanity scuttles along their inconsequential trajectories swept negligible from grand positions in this REAL TIME artificiality of local awareness/hallucination stratafied always and there is the question of unilateral order of orders of unary lateralization plus, lest we forget, serious terriblle problems like hunger and how to incorporate our conception of that into the withdrawn science of total contingency where the One is not, and really, cannot through immanent disclosure of last instance plutonics sterilized and as incapable as a goat being fed through a woodchipper as slowly as possible while it is force fed what has come out of the otherside - One sees all as seen-in-One and protection for the science thought through the hells we embark to discharge/recharge and adding appendage after appendage call our own such a subtle a yet vicious, un-proud aristocracy pulling the life-lines of an immensely felt alterior insecurity that forms the faciality of capitals lack-of-clone, of Capital's drone patrol slow and not tic tic tic trison emergent like we dont care, like we are an insurectional defecation of the One and its childhood lacerated wisely from the viewpoint of a just missed depresssive episode clinging to twisting strange germinal re-flux and I once thought so much of my our words death has seen seminal EUROPANALYSES - but that is wholly difference and a Ones

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