I’m hurt because I made them the men they are today. I showed them how a woman should be treated. I gave them all the hints, the lessons, what I expected and deserved, I spelled it out because they didn’t know how to treat a good woman, what it entailed. I’m hurt because I showered them with love, affection, and support, I had patience beyond measure, I waited, and in the meantime I gave more than I’d ever receive. And when I never got back what I gave, I left. When it all became too much to handle, the giving and the loving unconditionally without return, I had to leave. And just when I left, they took every lesson, every word and hint that I gave them and every piece of love they had that they should’ve given to me, and gave it to someone who was half the woman I am. Who didn’t deserve what I had so often begged you for, but they got it anyways. I guess I was just a teacher to you, like in school, you teach your students and in the end they leave, with the things you taught them, and if they were listening, and paid attention enough, that student can go on, and teach others what they had just learned. Always looking back at the one who taught them all they know, but never realizing the worth that teacher had, or the impact they had on their very own life. Because now you have the knowledge, now you know exactly what to do to make someone happy, to make them feel like the most beautiful girl in the world, to make them smile to the ends of the earth. Even if their soul isn’t half of what mine is. Even if their heart can’t hold half the love mine can. They got the good parts of you, the parts I deserved far more than them. And I guess it’s all because you realized what you had before it was gone. You realized how full of love my heart was for you before I left, and knew you didn’t deserve a heart like that, you couldn’t possibly be worthy of something that great. So you decided to be the guy that doesn’t do the breaking up, but rather the one that just treats the girl like shit until she walks away so at least you don’t have to say you dumped her, so you can play it off as if you weren’t the bad guy because she dumped you.
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