Aphrodite System’s Blog

HII we are Aphrodite! She/it/xem/they | 20 | genderfluid, poly, transfemme | Your friendly neighborhood queer puppy that gets a little freaky and odd. This blog is a plethora of interests and things. Would love to chat n talk and do whatever you’d like ;) would love to chat—hmu! MNDI

[thesolar-system]

Switching in after our host has a meltdown is fun! 😁

- 💜💫

[something-truly-evil]

my friend said his flight transmasc

[aphroditepup]

Disappearing into the world of a musical and never coming back, peace out. ✌️ (Gets stuck singing for an eternity and my throat hurts and god how am I still going it’s been a millennia and I’ve forced to sing and oh my god—WHAT am I talking about. Anyway.)

[isntmoney]

if you comment RECIPE she will dm you the sedative formula

source: junebugp1anet on ig

[outofcontextgarf]

[coolerdracula]

[boot-licking-girlboydogthing]

under cut is a naked fat tboy

[aphroditepup]

I suspect that most people I know including the people I’m closest too, don’t exactly know the real me, but maybe they do and idek who the other real me is because there is multiple fucking mes so I can’t really know for sure, but I do know that I haven’t told everyone about me and my life, and that’s okay, I don’t have to, but I fear that I’ve hidden myself quite a lot to avoid having my life ripped out of me forcefully. Maybe I’m just losing it? No, I’m not, but sometimes it can feel that way. So what is the real me? Is there a real me? There isn’t just a single me, so I guess not? All of them are their own? Idk man. Fuck this shit I’m out.

[leathersys]

#oopsie

[aphroditepup]

My favorite asexual: that lil guy who was forced into space and became friends with a lil rock guy. Gotta be one of my favorite genders.

[aphroditepup]

I want a hug and someone to talk to meeeee I’m so boredddd. Watching YouTube and playing games alone can only do so much. I need to be gay or go lie in a parking lot and throw up in myself or something. What am I saying.

[coolcomicbookcovers]

[worst-roommates-ever]

[zer0brainc3lls]

I loveee when in fics Rocky uses it/its pronouns for Grace idk why it just does something to me man

[aphroditepup]

Tw: vent

It is so hard not to blame myself for everything when it is just inherently my fault. I know I can’t hold things against myself, but at the same time maybe I should? I’ve fucked up so many things for people, accident or not. I don’t know why people continue to come to me, it feels like no matter what I do I can’t save anything or anyone, I know that’s not my responsibility to though. I feel like I’m a bad omen to my friends. There are so many small things I’ve done that catastrophize shit into oblivion. It’s the butterfly affect. No matter what I do someone gets hurt. It makes me wanna run from everything. If I didn’t do this, this wouldn’t have happened and if I did do this other thing then this wouldn’t have happened and I’ve done good at not ruminating on my mistakes recently but sometimes I can’t help but sit down and realize how much I fuck up for people and question why they even try to be around me. I grief a world where I am allowed to make small mistakes. Everything I do now has to be so calculated in order to not fuck up that I may as well be an aerospace engineer. I try to be a positive person for everyone and everything but no matter what it feels like it doesn’t matter and I can’t be good enough for the universe. I can’t be happy enough or good enough for things to just go right. I’m allowed to feel this way and grieve a life where things don’t go wrong. I don’t want people to waste their time with me. I think no matter who I’m friends with, they will always have to pay for my tiny or big mistakes.

(I’m gonna talk about this with my therapist today, so I’ll be fine.)

[sidesandimplus]

Post Erid Grace and Pre-amnesia Grace using Simon as a hole in the night. Getting him into dark rooms just to fuck him and fill him up, then act like nothing happened during the day while they're working.

[fiercene0n]

[appelpup]

caregiver who tucks me and my plushies in as if I’m a baby and kisses my forehead and sings me to sleep while stroking my hair :((

[rylandgrace-official]

Mr Grace how does it feel to be the third sexiest man on Tumblr this year

THE WHAT??? NO- haha you've gotta be joking or just.. exaggerating!!! Im not.. sexy-