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[[vent blog for apisobscurus OOC EYES ONLY unless approved]]

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[dontblamethewitches]

[wontgogentle]

ok but like people think that PTSD is all flashbacks and melt downs but what about the constant feeling of paranoia and being scared to be alone but scared to be by others and nothing feeling safe no matter where you are

[canttalkblueonly]

[rantingbarracuda]

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yeah

i will start again if i move rn but isle b there tomorrow okay ?

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[rantingbarracuda]

apisinfractus​:

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U F33L1N 4NY 83773R?

im naut a drinker anymore but ive felt sick since i turned back

its slowed down im just exhausted

isle b hive

idk tomorrow probubbly

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[rantingbarracuda]

apisinfractus​:

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and u didnt make me feel fuckin great the last tide we talked either but here we are > you type it, and stare at it for a while before you erase it. …wasnt worth it.

thanks

u ok?

[apisinfractus]

1DK

1 GU355

U F33L1N 4NY 83773R?

[apisinfractus]

“WH47″

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[rantingbarracuda]

missed u too

[apisinfractus]

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“WH47″

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175 N07 FUCK1NG H4RD WHY 7F D0 1 G0774 3XPL41N 7H15

[rantingbarracuda]

@apisobscurus what

[apisinfractus]

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[rantingbarracuda]

i just asked a question dont get a fuckin bee in ur bonnet

[apisinfractus]

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[rantingbarracuda]

@apisobscurus what

[apisinfractus]

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[hoofpeet]

Good morning to bitches who cant remember half their life

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[rantingbarracuda]

@apisobscurus are you bein defensive over me bc i decided to complain aboat some idiots on the internet

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[rantingbarracuda]

no they shouldnt but me an my temper aint the measure stick for what shes okay w an i aint gonna force it on her

tuna it aint that deep lmao

[apisinfractus]

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[rantingbarracuda]

ur my favorite ball a fuckin rage 3B*

[apisinfractus]

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[rantingbarracuda]

@apisobscurus are you bein defensive over me bc i decided to complain aboat some idiots on the internet

[apisinfractus]

7H3Y 5H0ULDN7 83 57UP1D 1N H3R 57R34M >BC

[rantingbarracuda]

no they shouldnt but me an my temper aint the measure stick for what shes okay w an i aint gonna force it on her

tuna it aint that deep lmao

[apisinfractus]

N3V3R 541D 17 W45 1 JU57 D0N7 L1K3 57UP1D PPL >B(

[rantingbarracuda]

@apisobscurus are you bein defensive over me bc i decided to complain aboat some idiots on the internet

[apisinfractus]

7H3Y 5H0ULDN7 83 57UP1D 1N H3R 57R34M >BC