𝓐𝗍𝗍𝗂𝖼𝗎𝗌 𝓙𝖺𝖼𝗄

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[apperishon]

Name: Atticus Jack Marcus

Also Known As: AJ, the greatest of all time, the most spectacular, the amazingest, the best ever, JM, etc. (or js atticus, wtvr)

Pronouns: he/his, xe/xyr, spectre/spectres, ghost/ghosts

Fav. Color: orange and indigo (individually)

Fav. Fruit/Flavor: peach

Other: minor, genderqueer trans man of color. specifically, genderfaunet.

Content: yaps, vents, ideas/concepts, thoughts

Formerly: Lee, Alexander James, Marcus

Former Username: marslikethefruit

Tags:

#cw vent , #tw vent , #tw venting , #cw venting - me venting

#not a vent - me not venting

#bricked up on main - me being bricked up on main (beware im a minor)

#goodluck the caterpie - the adventures of my caterpie named goodluck

#to marcus from marcus - posts directed to myself from myself

#to atticus from atticus - the newest version of 'to marcus from marcus'

#rants - self-explanatory

[apperishon]

that one time we did a dance circle in middle school was so fuckin awkward 😭😭😭😭😭 this isnt fuckin hs musical bro 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[apperishon]

the trans flag makes me so happy cuz thats me!!!!! thats me omg!!!!!! thats meeeeeee

[estrogenesis-evangelion]

hey wait! i know you! we used to be chained next to each other in the cave! wow, so good to see you, how are ya? man. remember how we used to talk about the shadows on the wall together. gosh that was a long time ago. but hey. sure is one heck of a sun out here, right? it's good to see you.

[hippy-craic]

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

i wrote this post with happy tears in my eyes sitting in a parking lot after getting coffee for 3 hours with someone i did youth shakespeare with when we were teenagers and hadn't seen in 15 years, in which time we both transitioned, got into nerd shit, found a job that feels good, found people to spend our gay little lives with, and coincidentally moved to the same city. this is exactly how it felt. never ever ever kill yourself

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[Image ID: Tumblr tag reading: genuinely how it feels meeting old acquaintances who have since transitioned /End ID]

[apperishon]

he js couldnt handle allat. that was his downfall

[apperishon]

why isso much of my energy going into this when it should be going into the people and other stuff that i love?????

[apperishon]

do you even want to talk with me? because i. feel like if you did youd bring up subjects to speak about. i miss when we'd spend so much time talking i couldnt get shit done.

[apperishon]

i miss you so much. please put more effort into me.

[apperishon]

another day of it never was really about him: I'm talking to my friend latte and. This is the same joy I got when like talking to him you know? In the past and I realize that I really just love talking to people you know

[apperishon]

wow my sad sessions usally last longer than this! wonder how i got over that so quickly

[apperishon]

you dont actually even like me, do you?

[apperishon]

how fucking privileged are you?

[apperishon]

i hate you.

[apperishon]

trying to come to terms with the fact i've been lied to

[apperishon]

gay or not hes mad cute no homo

[apperishon]

i. want to feel loved by you more than anything. and i dont know why i dont anymore when i shouldve expected this'd happen.

[apperishon]

i hate how everything hurts more when its night