My Final Post On "The Group"
Currently they are lying about me on their discord server so I want to clarify things before I deactivate at noon-ish EST. Previously I was going to edit out their displays on discord but they clearly don't mind theirs or mine being displayed so. This is gonna be a bit passive aggressive, I'm not in a good mood.
I will admit that Wings was not super involved so I don't really have any screenshots for Wings. I should have made that a bit more clear at the beginning that I was really only talking about Vee, Adra, and Crow. I mentioned Wings because they and I were friends whereas me and Mystic were not, but in hindsight I probably should have put Wings to the side like I did with Mystic, my apologies. /gen
Also, NO SENDING HATE ASKS OMFGs stop it people you can't just send hate asks to people you don't like. I haven't sent a single hate ask to this group and I never will.
First of all, they definitely were acting like my friend, and I have the screenshots to prove it. I also never received death threats and never claimed to. I got hate, sure, but I never said I got death threats. I've mentioned death threats in posts because my friends have received some, but not me.
So much for not being my friends? And, Vee, is this a joke you'd send to a child who isn't your friend?
I'm surprised you'd send that to someone you're not friends with? Then again, this is right before you all started ignoring me randomly and I decided to leave because of it.
Second, so what if I started the "corrupting minors" joke? Yes, I did, but you (Crow) were the adult in the situation. You knew better, you could have redirected me to better coping as the adult in the situation. And since you were the 21 year old interacting with a - when this began - 14 year old, maybe people should see these jokes? Especially since I remember asking you how old you thought I was and you said 13 turning 14.
I started it, you should have known enough to end it. That joking is gross and I wish I had never gotten close enough to you for you to normalize it.
As for not talking to me very much, again Vee, I have some screenshots disproving that.
Over a thousand messages with the letter "I" in them, not a thousand time that letter comes up. If I must, I can look through more letters to get a proper perspective for everyone to see
Here's how many messages I sent in the last year and right below this screenshot will be another screenshot of you being in the top three messages despite only being added on discord between October and - at the point of this screenshot - December.
But yeah we definitely didn't talk a lot.
As for the alts, yes I mentioned it once in discord to Vee after I noticed that Crow always had screenshots of accounts that blocked him. I was confused and I like being in the know. I figured out that the only way to do that is to have an alt, so I made one silently. Just like Crow did. I have no idea the users of the alts, I was never shown, but I do know that Crow had them because it's the only way he could have had those screenshots. I mean he had screenshots of someone who blocked him's music taste for no reason, what was up with that?
Yes, I recently had told people that Vee was good like five days before my call out post. I was questioning it so hard in my head but that view hadn't changed for me quite yet. And then I started reading HelPols Uncensored. I didn't judge, I just read it and instead of ignoring it for that group like I always did, I realized that everyone on that blog was right. I had been fighting the wrong side of the battle. And so I started writing the call out post that released Tuesday.
Yes, I did contact two of my friends - or former friends - who were adjacent to the group (friends with Vee mostly). I wanted to see if maybe I could stop from losing them. I am sad to say that I could not. Yes, my tone was a lot softer. I had a major change in opinions but I was hoping I wouldn't lose everyone for it. And for some of my friends, I was right, but for those two I was not. That's okay! I hope they live very happy lives, genuinely.
And while I'm here I figured I should probably say that in your screenshots of my conversations with you, you did post my user .flickering.devotion. so as of posting this I'm going to have to change that yet again because you doxed me. And you posted screenshots with my friends displays so you have officially posted the displays of 3-4 minors. I can't wait to tell my friends /sar
And on the topic of cursing, yes I mentioned cursing more often because of
Asking you if you had also been cursed a couple of times I had been cursed
Discussing curses that were placed on me
And Curses that I wanted to place
Now for that last one, I feel it's important to mention that every time I mentioned a curse I wanted to place it was a bit after Crow would talk about being scared of certain people on his now deleted Tumblr. Which is a form of manipulation when you're 21 and I'm a 14-15 yr old following you blindly.
I believe that's everything that needed clarification.
Oh actually one last thing, I want to thank you for all four of you deciding to ignore me all at once in January. If you hadn't, I know I never would be making a post against you because it really set me down this path of realizing that I was being manipulated. Thank you, because now I'm free.