What the fuck is wrong with me?

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What the fuck is wrong with me?
I feel so fucking alone. I need someone to talk to fucking bad. I would give anything to start over. I just don’t want not be me. I hate me. I hate this. I hate this so fucking much.
Why the fuck am I so anxious? :(
I miss you so god damn much. I wish more than anything to know who you are now.
However, I’d fucking give anything to hear your voice again.
No shit I miss you, but idk how we can ever be in each other’s lives again.
wym “best friend”????
I feel so fucking alone in my head.
It sucks because no matter how many of my friends tell me they love and care for me, I’ll never love myself.
I caved. I started cutting again and I don’t know if I can stop.
I don’t remember the last time I’ve gotten the urge, no, the need, to go home and rip myself open. I miss having the people to go to when I felt like this.
I haven’t posted on here in a while. I just hope someday I’m happy. And you are too.
Her aura is like skittles. https://www.instagram.com/p/CHUvN_LhObqSgnVTLISMTn-HkG6BO8I-wvFltg0/?igshid=6yjvbjgfmr0v
I wish so fucking much I didn’t hate myself.
I don’t think I’m ever going to be the same. And neither are you. I might be stuck, but it pales to what you’re feeling this whole time.
Sammy if you ever see this, I’m so sorry.
Miss you, happiness.
Fake that smile as much as you can. You got this.