AppleJackass

hw-72 lw-55 cw-62.5 gw1-54 gw2-52 ugw-48

[applejacko7]

I decided to try on an old dress as an option for what I'll wear to dinner with my boyfriends family tomorrow and oh my god..

I don't think I've ever felt more shame and disgust than I did in that very moment

I hate how much I've gained I feel so gross

[saltysailorsworld]

I never want to eat again

[applejacko7]

weighing in at 140... I don't really see it until I lay down or my boyfriend holds me and my rolls start to spill over themselves.

it bothers me so much.

[weees-stuff]

[just4g1rl777]

i just need people to bully me into getting skinny ✨🪽

[applejacko7]

it's swimsuit season<<<<<

[applejacko7]

Last week I did so good and met my protein and c@l goal everyday, but this week went horrible and I lost myself.

Im not going to spiral and lose sight of my goal.

My mom bought a treadmill and put it in the basement, it will be used everyday <3

[applejacko7]

If anyone wants to be @na buddies DM me so we can both get what we want <3

[applejacko7]

Having a big dinner tonight with family, currently burning off what I'll eat in advanced so I don't feel guilty🦋

[applejacko7]

oh my god my new addiction is looking up the food I'm craving so I can eat with my eyes I'm so hungry

[applejacko7]

breakfast - two crackers (31)

lunch - 1/2 bread roll(60) fruit bowl(208)

dinner - potato soup and ham (311)

snack - waffle egg (90)

total - 700

net - 627

[applejacko7]

I feel so out of control with my life I may as well be skinny doing it

[applejacko7]

I missed the feeling of water on an empty stomach

[applejacko7]

Wow the first time I've ever burned this much in a day. I feel so in control. I don't even feel sore, just this faint tingling sensation✨

[applejacko7]

Seeing someone at school being a living breathing walking thinspo is ethereal aswell as humiliating

[applejacko7]

10/02/24

Breakfast

Coffee(35)

Turkey Bacon(80)

Lunch

Broccoli(65)

Breadstick(80)

Dinner

Strawberries(20)

Raspberries(15)

Rice(130)

Tuna(110)

Mistake

Sour Patch Kids(200)

1/4 cookie(50)

[applejacko7]

Anyone have any advice on how to stay an academic weapon while starving? I always tend to get foggy and can't focus on my studies