you're just a ghost now.

[ 𝘪’𝘮 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘯, 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯’𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 ]

[applesdrowned-a]

#APPLESDROWNED  ----  independent chad warwick of fx’s anthology series american horror story. canon divergent and headcanon heavy. haunted by genesis (formerly estelle)  since TWENTY-EIGHTEEN. he / they, pst timezone. 

𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒅. / 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒈𝒍𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒄. / 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒈 𝒅𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚.

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i   know   it’s   not   healthy,   it   doesn’t   help   me,   but   i   do   it,   anyways. lookin’   at   photos,   rеadin’   the   letters,   that   you   gavе   me. i   could   never   throw   them   out,   ‘cause   a   ghost   never   leaves   a   haunted   house.

╏   indie  chad  warwick  of  fx’s   analogy  series,  american  horror  story.  headcanon  heavy,  haunted  by  genesis.  established  2018.    ©   

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i  had  to  go  finish  up  my  christmas  shopping  yesterday  &  my  mood  &  muse  is  focused  on  other  things  atm,  but  i  will  try  to  open  the  new  account  by  tomorrow  !   in   the   meantime  you   can  follow  it  here  if  you  want.  (  url  will  be  changed  to  this  one  when  it  is  archived.  )   all  drafts  that  i  have  done  at  this  time  will  be  posted  when  the  new  blog  is  up  &  running. 

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goal is to be here tomorrow or saturday. i am very tired from night shift last night & the dysphoria is kinda unbearable atm so imma disassociate & play video games ✌🏻 i’m checking disco time to time.

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NEW  BLOG  IS  MADE  :  will  be  moving  into  it  as  soon  as  tags  are  all  sorted.

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elastixhearts​. / lydia deetz

               THE HOUSE HAD BEEN SUGGESTED FOR HER TO VISIT. Not because she thought that she could be a major difference in helping the spirits cross over, but she could investigate for Juno to see why they couldn’t. Some sort of force beyond the ghost’s control was stopping her from intervening and help them move along wherever they were supposed to be. Heaven, hell, it made no difference. Just not here anymore. Lydia had tiptoed through the backyard first before entering through the back door.  ❝ Hello? Anyone at home? ❞  She called throughout the abandoned home as she peeked her head inside of the door, glancing around to see if any ghosts were present to her. She had a better time seeing them more than anyone else after all. The door shut behind her once she was completely inside of the house. To the naked eye there was no life to the house, but she knew better. She could feel it.

@applesdrowned​​ liked lydia’s starter call!

chad  can  usually  tell  right  away  when  someone  foreign  has  entered  his  home.  as  dead  to  the  world  as  he  was,  he  wasn't  completely  absorbed  by  the  white  noise.  he  takes  a  trip  down  the  stairs  to  check  on  their  new  visitor,  he's  often  moody  these  days  &  bored  silly,  may  as  well  say  hi.

the  spirit  rolls  his  eyes,  how  cheesy  horror  flick  of  her.  chad  materializes  against  the  staircase  banister  &  just  looks  her  up  &  down.    ❝  sweetheart,  you  are  either  really  naive  or  really  stupid  to  come  in  here.  now  which  is  it ?  ❞

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NEW  BLOG  IS  MADE  :  will  be  moving  into  it  as  soon  as  tags  are  all  sorted.

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murderousbitch​. / faith lehane

               Of course she knew the rules of the house; you died there, you were stuck forever. It’s how it’s always been with anyone who lived there or visited the house, no one knew why. So she had been cautious with everything since she found out about the stipulations; making sure her parents didn’t over-dose, kept the ghosts from killing anyone, etc. But now she was permanent fixture to the house as all the rest, something she would have to deal with later on. For now, she was going to ring a certain primadonnas neck.

“I don’t know, dipshit, kinda looks it!” Faith hissed as she walked over to him, reaching down and jabbing her finger into his chest. “It’s your fuckin’ fault for havin’ a goddamn melt down, you diva ass child,” she growled, giving him a kick before she walked over to the railing to look down at her corpse. Her folks would be home within the hour, they would find her cold and having been dead for almost two hours. She wondered if her mother would cry, if her father would fall to his knees and cry out. But deep down, she knew they wouldn’t do that, hell she wasn’t even sure they’d notice her right away.

there  was  no  reasoning  with  a  recently  deceased,  chad  could  say  that  first  had  from  experience  &  personal  experience. it  was  important  faith  got  all  her  rage  out  initially,  otherwise  it  would  only  continue  to  fester. oh  who  was  he  kidding ?  it  would  fester  anyways.  chad  looks  at  the  bat  sitting  on  the  lawn.  but  that  was  mental  health  magnified  by  insanity  chad  takes  a  few  deep  breaths  to  regulate  his  breathing. 

❝   i  was  entitled  to  that  meltdown,  thank  you.   ❞  he  snps, he  doesn't  like  his  house  being  invaded,  chad  is  protective  of  it. nonetheless  he  follows  faiths  step  &  rises  to  his  feet.  yup  that  body,  is  quite  dead.  ❝   i  can  bury  you  out  back.  you  wanna  help  dig  ?  ❞  as  unsettled  as  he  is  to  have  faith  permanently  stuck  in  house,  he  finds  this  whole  thing  rather  amusing  now.   ❝   and  if  you're  looking  for  an  apology  you  won't  get  one.  it's  kinda  the  norm  around  here.   ❞

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elastixhearts​. / violet harmon.

               When the witches showed up to investigate the house, it didn’t matter to them what they were capable of because to her and probably everyone else in the house, they were just another set of people coming in to try to understand what this place meant. It served them, not the sorry souls trapped here.  ❝ One of them told me something…about Tate. She insinuated that everything he had done wasn’t him, that the evil in this house made him do it. God, it sounds so stupid to even say it like that out loud. ❞  She felt even stupider bringing it up to Chad considering what happened to him and Patrick because of Tate. Did she even buy into this possessed by evil thing? That didn’t erase anything he did or the hurt she felt.

well  that  was  jarring  to  hear.  chad  doesn't  know  what  to  say  in  an immediate  reply.  hes  had  a  lot  of  time  in  this  afterlife  to  think  about  him  &  patrick.  he  spent  long  nights  wondering  if  they  would  have  made  it  somewhere  else,  if  they  never  bought  this  place.  part  of  chad  is  quick  to  say  yes,  no  questions  asked,  the  house  was  cursed.  but  a  more  rational  side  of  him  said  no.  

sure  this  house  was  fucked,  but  it  only  fed  on  per-existing  issues. it  couldn't  make  what  wasn't  there.  chad  would  never  in  the  past  he  wanted  to  kill  patrick,  but  the  house  got  him  to  consider  it. &  where  tate  was  concerned,  sure  the  house  could  have  manifested  him  to  commit  all  that  shit.  but  the  house  could  only  plant  seeds,  the  field  was  already  there.

❝   okay.   ❞  chad  starts  slowly.  ❝   i  will  give  you  my  opinion  and  you  can  take  it  or  leave  it.   ❞  he  leans  back  against  the  wall.  ❝  from  someone  who  has  been  trapped  in  many  a  toxic  situation,  that  kind  of  crap  doesn't  come  from  supernatural  forces,  it's  just  shit  luck.  sure,  this  house  is  absolutely  fucking  insane  and  could  have  made  norman  bates  a  little  crazy.  but  it  can't  make  pain  out  of  nothing.  pat  and  me  had  issues  before  we  moved  in  here,  i  was  just  blind  to  it.  and  look  at  your  parents, you  can't  tell  me  i'm  wrong  there.   ❞  

chad  feels  for  her,  he  does.  but  he  can't  let  violet  make  his  mistakes.  ❝  please  consider  this  before  you  think  of  stooping  to  my  level  of  co-dependency.  ❞

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scriptdust​. / sam wilson.

@applesdrowned​​  /  cont.

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐔𝐓𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐁𝐘 𝐀𝐒   Sam scrolls idly on his phone. The Avengers group chat blows up with various selfies from Clint in   𝚀𝚄𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝙰𝙱𝙻𝙴   attire. It brings a small smile to his face, Wilson forgetting the fact he’s waiting for Chad to return.

When he looks up next, the guy from the plane storms over. Ire contorts his features and leaves Sam confused.   𝗛𝗮𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝗴𝗼 𝘂𝗽 𝗶𝗻 𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗿𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿.   He doesn’t understand what the man says until he switches to English.

“Sam Wilson,” the black man greets, extending a hand. “A friend of mine found your   𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯   so I could return your bag to you.” Which seems futile at this point because Sam spies the shopping bags. Honestly, he would have done the same thing.

Rising, Wilson pushes the suitcase over. “𝚂𝚘, 𝚞𝚑, 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚘.”

well  it  was  nice  to  have  a  name  for  the  face.  chads  anger  deflates  some,  despite  his  slight  paranoia.  how  in  gods  name  did  this  man  find  him ?  he  wasn't  a  cop,  that  much  chad  can  remember.  

he  takes  the  bag  cautiously  &  sets it  down  next  to  his  feet.  ❝   sometimes  i  forget   that   not  everyone  speaks  french.   i  was  asking  if  you  were  stalking  me.  ❞    he  is  kind  of  embarrassed  to  say  that  now.   if  sam  had  been  stalking  him,  he  would  have  likely  not  shown   up  in  broad  daylight  with  his  bag.      ❝  how  did  you  find  me  ?  ❞    chad  finally  asks  the  pressing   question.  

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i have drafts completed for the following people:

elastixhearts x2

noblecide

violetiine

scriptdust

murderousbitch

i have in my drafts the following that i plan to reply to

scriptdust - starter from ages ago

unitatis - starter from ages ago

unsnare

nomorerhyme x2

anything else, ( aside from mains who are on hiatus ) at this point can be considered dropped. i still need to go through everything tho, i will update this list if i find more. if you owe me anything tho, feel free to reply to it !

furthermore, the tags here are a mess, and well this blog doesn’t make me uncomfortable, i think a fresh clean blog might be needed. i’ve had this one for quite a few years now & i also really wanna update my tags. i will inform you guys if & when i move !

[wev]

do u ever just see a boy…. and you’re like.:… wow…..i wouldn’t mind if he kissed me………

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flying home today ✈️

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he remembered me 😭

i was first in line to his autographs & by accident. i had presale tickets which they wanted to take first & the general line was closer than the vip line ( i was first in the general line ) i kinda just stood there waiting right in front of his seat. so naturally i was the first person who talked to him 😭 when he came out. he put his backpack down & said hi to me & asked if he has seen me before. —— it was such a lovely time & i am just 😭😭😭 so much serotonin.

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its time boys ✌🏻 with @heroiclives

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going to the states 28th-1st

i would like to apologize for the inactivity once again, my world has been wild these past months so we are ridding through it. thanks for the patience. it is a shame i wasn't here for more spooky stuff as it is october but :/ it is what it is. gimmie stuff in november??

that being said, i do plan to be here soon but not till i come back from denver! yeah thats right your boy is getting on a plane to go to fanexpo & spending the weekend with @heroiclives uwu. i've been waiting since march to meet up with them so safe to say from the 28th-1st my attention will be all on them.

i'll have my phone on me & i will be posting updates on my blog throughout the weekend, but as i said most of my attention will be occupied.

thank you for sticking by your boy genesis, we will return to all the fuckery soon!