coziest gal

love makes you want to be better but maybe love, also gives you permission to just be person you are.

[earthstory]

quintner

Hi, it’s been a while 👋🏻😊 My first-ever ‚pool walk video‘ to a nice golden morning view of Mt Pilatus, watch until the end🏔☀️. Got up really early but it was worth doing.

[ttv]

Take Me to This Pool…

By: Quintner

Date: April 16, 2019

Location: Mt. Pilatus, Lucerne, Switzerland

Playlist: Lake | Pool | Swing | Home

[write-crawler]

I’m the help

At 7 years old, I stopped playing with dolls

Because I got a real life doll

I bathed her

Helped her get dressed

I gave her milk 

Heard her crying and screaming

I’m the eldest daughter now

At 12 years old, my second sister was born

Take them to school

Pick them up from school

Did they brush their teeth? 

Make their school lunch

Buy school supplies 

Take them to birthday parties

Talk to the other moms 

Moms, never dads

Expensive those books, huh? What about their homework of last night? 

I was a mother

To children that weren’t mine

Take them to ballet class

Gymnastics class

Fashion class

Help them study

You’re bilingual, teach them another language

I’m a mother

I was too young to be a mother

I am too young to be a mother

You asked for it, you wanted a sister

Sisters, I said

Not a daughters

I’m the eldest daughter

Then, there comes the resentment

Towards my parents

My sisters

You resent your family? What kind of daughter are you? 

The eldest

They need new coats

I put on my 7 year old coat 

And go out to buy them new ones

Trendy coats

This coat makes you look like one of those homeless kids, I hear

They need new clothes every two months

I want it, I want it, they say

It’s been over a year since I bought something new

But for 7 years they only spent money on me

Now I have to pay them back

I’m the help

The help, helps

The help doesn’t demand

I’m the eldest daughter

So I keep it inside

Don’t ask for nothing

Don’t say anything

I help 

Petty jealousy, possessiveness, resentment

Eldest daughter traits

Petty and bitter

Look, your sister’s taken an interest in flower patterns and polaroid pictures

I look at my pinterest boards

Boards much older than she is

I see flower patterns and polaroid pictures

I like those things

They are my things

She’s a hipster! She likes vintage things!

I like vintage

I explained to you what vintage was

But I never asked for it

Because I can’t ask

I’m the help 

The help doesn’t ask

And don’t you know your family is going through financial trouble? 

I can’t ask 

I always went to the best schools of the neighbourhood

Private schools

Expensive schools

My sisters aren’t in expensive schools

I have to be thankful

Keep the bad feelings in

Get into a good college

The kind of good that is cheap

Or get a scholarship 

They can’t pay for it

They need your help

I’m the eldest daughter

I’m the test drive

It’s okay if they make mistakes

They have two more tries

But I can’t make mistakes

Mistakes aren’t helpful

Why won’t you help them? 

I’m the eldest daughter

I’m the help 

Money’s short, nannies are expensive

So I look after them 

I can’t go out on weekdays

I need to take care of my sisters

The need to get home at the right time because my sisters can’t be home alone

My children can’t be home alone

I need to be there with them

Every thursday there’s a party at my campus

I can’t go, my sisters will be alone at home

Friends stop asking me to hang out with them

We know you have to take care of your sisters

My schedule revolves around whether my sisters will need me or not

You need help, mom?

Tie their shoes

Get them dressed

Did they get all their stuff?

It’s okay, dad, you can go play soccer, I’ll stay with the girls

Anger, pettiness, jealousy

I don’t have afternoon classes

I don’t have appointments in the afternoon 

Because they have their classes

Because they have their appointments 

And they need help

I’m the eldest daughter

And when I grow up 

And when I get married

And when they ask me about children, about sons, and daughters

I’ll tell them

I already have children, I have two daughters

Because I’m the eldest daughter

- Tati Leonias 

July 28th, 2019

[3elyak]

yes mom I know I’m not good enough for you.

no mom you don’t have to remind me constantly.

[valtsv]

the only genuinely funny people on this bitch of an earth are either eldest siblings, people with bastard dads, or gays

[animations-daily]

Aren’t you just as pretty as a Magnolia in May.

The Princess and The Frog 2009 | John Musker, Ron Clements

[nefertiris]

❞Serves me right, wishing on stars. The only way to get what you want in this world is through hard work!❞

[delicateinnocentrottenporcelain]

Happy Black History Month!

[coutureicons]

canary

[coutureicons]

michiko

[coutureicons]

black anime characters

[iclosed]

water signs are known to be the most sensitive and to experience very intense emotional pain when they’re hurt by someone they love; fire signs are famous for their dramatic and loud emotional reactions; earth signs are the ones that have the hardest time getting over stuff, because they have the most stable/long term feelings and it’s difficult for them to express them. 

it seems as if air signs are the ones that suffer the least when a loved one does something hurtful. i believe that’s not true though. air signs have the hardest time dealing with heartbreak and emotional pain. it is because they don’t understand feelings, including their own. we can see water signs being wrecked by heartbreak but they understand people hurt each other and can bare it and eventually grow stronger from it (and i’m not just talking about scorpio here). fire signs suffer loudly but this helps them get it out of their system easier. earth signs repress their feelings but in order to repress them, you need to understand them and the danger that comes from them. air signs, however…they just don’t understand feelings, therefore are not equipped in any way to handle them. this is why air signs are known to “ghost” people when they show any signs of emotional attachment - air signs simply don’t get people’s emotions and feel compelled to leave any situation where reasonable laws don’t work anymore. they need to live by some logical system of rules one can LEARN and APPLY and we all know this is not how emotions work. water signs hurt a lot from emotional pain, but in the end, they understand this is how life works and they accept feelings don’t follow rules and you can’t defend yourself from the pain they may cause you sometimes, you just gotta live through it. air signs are puzzled by feelings and how they exist irrationally and out of any reasonable logic. on top of all, they have no way to express their emotional pain, because just like earth signs, they can’t let go easily of their ethics and allow themselves an open emotional release. it seems awkward to them to just have a fire emotional fit or a water self-pitying crying session. also they always try to stay fair and to see all viewpoints objectively, which doesn’t exactly motivate them to allow themselves to feel the pain they’re feeling freely. because pain is never objective or fair.

 it’s just air signs’ weak spot - emotions. in the end, libra, gemini, and aquarius people are just like kids - they can’t accept that it is possible for people to do terrible things to each other when they love each other. it doesn’t seem fair, it doesn’t seem right, it makes no sense, so they can’t accept it and feel their own feelings. and it fucks them up in the end.

[lovberry]

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[goodgirlargo]

x

[katiemcgrathstan]

I just realised she doesn't wear her glasses SHE JUST TOLD HER SHES SUPERGIRL

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[vivirenmexico]

Mazatlán, Sinaloa. México.

[xs-a-t-u-r-nx]

I believe that one of the most important things to remember and truly understand when it comes to the natal chart is that you, the native, always have and always will have the capacity to manifest your placements, aspects, and the different attributes of your chart is whatever way you choose to. Astrology is inherently neutral. Your natal chart is the malleable energy given to you at the moment of birth. What you choose to cultivate and create with that energy is entirely up to you.