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Despite my efforts, landing a job has been tough, and I've been primarily depending on writing to make a living. My health has also been very volatile and I'm barely able to make it a week without getting sick `(>﹏<)′

I mainly write for Jujutsu Kaisen, but I'm open to most fandoms I'm part of, OCs, and original fiction. There are no content restrictions as such (dead dove/nsfw/sfw). You can find my writing samples here or here!

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If you don't want to commission a fic, but would like to support me otherwise, you can find my ko-fi here!`(>﹏<)′

#writing commissions #fic commissions #commisions open #jujutsu kaisen #haikyuu!!#ocs #exo #...??? idek what to tag this

—he told me to (clean my act up)

tojigumi | E | alternate universe - modern setting

chapter count: 1/1

tags: parent/child incest, period sex, messy yearning (and messy sex), loss of virginity, the spectre of the zen'in hanging around toji and megumi

🔗 : https://archiveofourown.org/works/82206756

summary:

“Dad,” he mumbles, dragging Toji’s attention away from his phone. He feels small under Toji’s gaze, unfettered and unashamed as it sweeps over the naked expanse of Megumi’s thighs. “I need your help with something.” “Whatever you want, blessing. Your old man’s got you.” Megumi wonders how he does it. How he can ogle at Megumi one second and spend the next acting as though Megumi didn’t notice. But he’s not here to debate about the problems that he and Toji share, so he sighs, carefully choosing his words so nothing gets lost in the chasm that exists between them. “I’m on my period, and my—” “Tampon got stuck?” Megumi cringes at the ease with which Toji poses the question. “Did you lose the string?”

--or, megumi buys a menstrual cup, but it doesn't go as planned;

#tojigumi #jujutsu kaisen #jjk fic #fushiguro toji #fushiguro megumi #toji x megumi #mine: fic #i know i disappeared for a bit and i'll prolly stay away again but wrote a thing for the jjk exchange

ohnococo

As a mentally ill bitch, I think it’s interesting we were given toji’s unbelievably abusive childhood, grief for his spouse, and the fandom said “he’s a stinky loser who can’t hold down a job lololololol” with no further thought 🤨

ohnococo

This is not to say I don’t write Toji a certain way tho cause tbh I don’t think I have the skill to write him in romantic settings how I interpreted him pre-seeing fandom’s interpretation.

Like the whole “sleeping with women to have a place to stay” didn’t come across as “man whore” to me, I interpreted it as “disassociating through sex to have a roof over his head because he’s too volatile and depressed for traditional employment”

He’s not detached because he really doesn’t give a shit, it’s because he had to be to survive. And then he goes and starts caring and then his wife dies leaving him with a kid who is everything his shitty family has ever wanted. So he detaches again because that’s what he knows will help him survive.

Then he goes and acts emotionally again and gets himself killed.

#you got everything i want to say about toji down #i've been screaming about this in dms and like it bothers me so much that toji gets boiled down to a facet of him that's not entirely #representative of him or his struggles or his resolve #i genuinely think he struggled with dissociative amnesia or some form of it because you don't just forget names like that;;;#yes he's a horrible parent to megumi. yes he should have tried to be better but dont deny the effects of his abuse and how it impaired him #ALSO: HIS SLEEPING AROUND ISN'T JUST HIM BEING A MANWHORE;;; MAN WAS A SEX WORKER IN EVERY WAS POSSIBLE #ALL HIS JOBS INVOLVED HAVING HIS BODY AT THE DISPOSAL OF OTHERS;;; LIKE HOW DO YOU NOT SEE HE'S TRAUMATIZED???#his commitment to continue living despite everything reminds him of me lol cause i was telling a friend about how i did the same shit #of sleeping around and dissociating during sex because letting ppl use me made more sense to my brain than enjoying sex normally #i'm sick af rn i can't form coherent thoughts #but ily toji trauma and i will always be in your corner idc who calls you stinky #fushiguro toji #jujutsu kaisen

nightmarist

Shipping Headcanons! Send Numbers & Ships!

SFW

Who cooks?

Who’s the messiest? The cleanest?

Who fixes the vehicle after a breakdown?

Living space has a leak! Who fixes it?

Who buys the groceries?

Going out to eat: Who pays? Who orders the most food? And who has dessert?

Would they go to the beach?

Who knows how to swim? Who doesn’t?

Is someone multilingual? Do they try to teach another language to the other? How does it go?

Any pets? Or plants?

Baths or showers? Together or separate? Any bubbles or bubble fights?

Can they stand silence? Who talks the most? Who talks the least?

Who stays up late? Who sleeps the most? Does the other have to force them to sleep/wake up?

Who is the highest maintenance? Does the other mind?

Vacation ideas: who decides them? Where would they go, if anywhere?

NSFW

How often do they have sex, if at all?

Who brings ideas? Who initiates?

Any kinks they clash on?

Oddest place they’d have sex?

Favourite positions?

Dom/top? Sub/bottom? Any switches?

Genital headcanons?

Favourite erogenous zones?

Quickest turn ons? Immediate turn offs?

First to orgasm? Last to orgasm? Who comes the most? Does someone ever end up unfinished?

Favourite romantic gestures during sex/orgasm?

How are their afterglows?

Who’s loud? Who’s quiet? Does one try to make the other louder/quieter? How?

Lights on or off? Do they look at each other? Or is someone embarrassed?

Open or closed relationship? Do they sometimes share?

#guess who's sick again and needs distractions from the absolute garbage can my immune system is #ask games

selfish-machinesz

there is no 'incest' subtext to maki and mai btw its just incest likers pushing their dumb shit onto characters as always 🫤 yall wanna seem deep and intellectual when it's just you having a fetish for incest like

satorusmegumi

Call me gege the way I have a fetish for incest

arahabakix

isn't there literal proof that maki might have been mai's first love??? are we like choosing to ignore that 😭😭😭

even if it's not *maki,* saying mai doesn't have incestuous tendencies when this is what gege said...is certainly a choice

#i don't even go here dude #makimai #jujutsu kaisen #using my jjk fanbook reserve to justify incest...THE ONLY USE FOR IT

rorynni

gamer toge has not left my mind all week

#lols gamer toge is a vision #inumaki toge #jujutsu kaisen

elyonholic

「 A faint flower was blooming unnoticed, flickering serenely in red 」

#jigokuraku

fanfic trope ask game: arranged marriage; fake dating ?

heoooo shy!!!

arranged marriage: B+

it's not my main flavour and i rarely look for it, but when it hits, it hits so good!!! arranged marriage is something i loathe irl, but in fiction, it holds so many possibilities, especially in a world like jjk.

power struggle is one of my favourite things to read and explore in fiction, and when done right, arranged marriages are almost always a means to an end, no emotion attached at the start, but you learn to trust and find a confidante in your assigned partner and yeah...that's something i like reading. i will add that if it becomes a vehicle for fluff, i almost always check out 😭😭😭 but the slightly problematic ones where they're blurring the lines of dubcon/noncon, the "i'm only with you for the politics/an heir/im being forced into this/i have a lover"... i will eat it up (❤️´艸｀❤️)

fake dating: C-

not a huge fan. i don't hate it. i will read it, and will enjoy it if it's written well, but fake dating is never my first pick out of the trope cup. i do like it if it's an angst fest without fluff, because well done angst will make me read pretty much anything. i used to like the trope with certain pairings, but more often than not, it never heads in a direction i know i will enjoy ://

give me a fanfiction trope and I’ll grade it

#also as someone who has fake dated i get way too much second hand embarrassment while reading anything #ask games #.ask

impatvish

The myth of Jian bird made me think of the plant twins during their last fight in trimax.

The bird, a one-eyed, one-winged creature, is forever incomplete without its partner. Only when fused with its other half can it take flight. Become whole. Complete.

Because of that, the bird is a symbol of eternal bond in Chinese/East Asian mythology, and the resemblance between this illustration from Sancai Tuhui and that Trimax panel makes me so. emotional.