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[arasiandsambar]

get to know me!

hey!!!!! my name's aaru, and i'm a chronically online 16 year old chalkfilled with playlists that are 30 hours long and niche references. i play around 6 instruments, and i love to read, listen to music, and watch shows/movies!!! i go by she/her, and i'm bisexual (for now.............) when it comes to fandoms the list is kiiiinda never ending LOL animes: jujutsu kaisen, attack on titan, chainsaw man (manga included), kimi ni todoke, ao haru ride, the ramparts of ice, cyberpunk edgerunners, alien stage (is it an anime? idk), banana fish, haikyuu, blue lock, ouran high school host club, the summer hikaru died, kamisama kiss, and many more!! shows&movies: the amazing digital circus, avatar: the last airbender, xo kitty (sigh.....), big bang theory, brooklynn nine-nine, gilmore girls, weak hero class, twinkling watermelon, when i fly towards you, the first frost, alice in borderland, stranger things (help), outer banks, heartstopper, dead poet's society, perks of being a wallflower, how to lose a guy in 10 days, (other romcoms), and SOOO MUCH MOREEEEEEEE books: percy jackson and the olympians, lord of the rings, a thousand splendid suns, turtles all the way down, crime and punishment, and others! hey!!!!! my name's aaru, and i'm a chronically online 16 year old chalkfilled with playlists that are 30 hours long and niche references. i play around 6 instruments, and i love to read, listen to music, and watch shows/movies!!! i go by she/her, and i'm bisexual (for now.............) when it comes to fandoms the list is kiiiinda never ending LOL animes: jujutsu kaisen, attack on titan, chainsaw man (manga included), kimi ni todoke, ao haru ride, the ramparts of ice, cyberpunk edgerunners, alien stage (is it an anime? idk), banana fish, haikyuu, blue lock, ouran high school host club, the summer hikaru died, kamisama kiss, and many more!! shows&movies: the amazing digital circus, avatar: the last airbender, xo kitty (sigh.....), big bang theory, brooklynn nine-nine, gilmore girls, weak hero class, twinkling watermelon, when i fly towards you, the first frost, alice in borderland, stranger things (help), outer banks, heartstopper, dead poet's society, perks of being a wallflower, how to lose a guy in 10 days, (other romcoms), and SOOO MUCH MOREEEEEEEE books: percy jackson and the olympians, lord of the rings, a thousand splendid suns, turtles all the way down, crime and punishment, and others! music: this one's a bit hard tbh... but frank ocean, olivia rodrigo, alice in chains, my chemical romance, pink floyd, cortis, enhypen, txt, joji, wave to earth, and many more :))

so... yeah!!! that's me in a nutshell. honestly, this list is so long, i can't even remember it unless i get an edit on my fyp and go "OH MY GOD I FORGOT ABOUT THIS FANDOM" and yeah, i'm sucked back in. also OH MY GODDDDDDDDD i have a huge fatass crush on walker scobell been obsessed with him since the adam project i just HAD to mention that hehehehehehehhe

don't hesitate to reach out to me ever :3 i have a shit ton of shower thoughts so HAH trust me this page is gonna be FIILLLLLLLED soon enough!

[rheaistireds]

"if I've was a zombie,I'll never eat you'r brain🧟‍♀️"

[lotusss518]

Goodbye, goodbye.

[shoelace4-48]

how do i kill these thoughts, before they kill me

[arasiandsambar]

YAYYYYYY HARVERY!!!,

These are my super cool awesome swag ocs, harvey and avery! And yes, they’re a couple. They’re the main characters in this new comic I’m planning on launching soon, currently untitled, but I’m super excited about it!! A small context post and individual character descriptions with the other members of the cast will be up soon hehehehhehehehehehehe

please lmk whatchu guys think!!

[maybeimjustawhimsicalqueer]

THE ULTIMATE COLLAB

so rice and i made a thing few months ago and we're finally done

OC COLLAB EVERYONE LOOK‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

Our individual parts: (mine and hers in that order)

ITS KYOKO AND AVERY!1!1!1!!!!! THEYRE THE COOLEST

[arasiandsambar]

ME AND TWIN MADE A COLLAB HAHAHAHAHAHAH

more on my ocs (avery, harvey, julian, and francis) soon!!!!! 😛😛🤞

[liro-art]

Maybe some locks were only meant for one key 👀

[arasiandsambar]

i genuinely don’t understand people who shit on the jax transfem theory. like, it was so hinted at toward the entirety of the show. jax being agitated in a maid costume, jax’s biggest fear being stripped of their identity being a metaphor for being trapped in the circus before figuring out their gender identity, and even the usage of the song ‘isn’t she lovely’ to describe pomni and jax’s relationship - LIKE COME ON HOW MUCH BLINDER DO YOU HAVE TO BE

jax is a character i genuinely see myself in. the emotional distancing, using humour to cope, the familial issues, and ugh so much more. oftentimes when i see jax hate it literally feels like people are talking shit sbout me directly i can’t take this FAHWNAH

[arasiandsambar]

sometimes i just wanna be a whimsical and carefree shoujo anime/manga character planning for the stupid culture festival and going to the fireworks shows and having a date with a crush

i’d say aquarium date but i’m strictly against aquariums

please i need this desperately. somehow they’re all always good at studying too and in most of them they’re all carefree and silly. not that i’m NOT. but. yk.

it’d be very nice to be in a 12 episode shoujo anime with no season 2 thay you binge in a whole night and it alters ur brain chemistry

[kyana313]

my fav t4t yuri couple… their ship name needs to be lillypad

[arasiandsambar]

the tadc finale came out like more than a week ago and bro i still can’t listen to ‘isn’t she lovely’

it used to unironically be one of my favorite songs until tadc episode 9 got to me and now i’m genuinely sad whenever i listen to it

oh my god i GENUINELY have so much to talk about when it comes to tadc this is like my fucking fixation rn HAHEVDBBSDBBS

live laugh love hot sexy purple rabbits!

[arasiandsambar]

i may not be into video games a shit ton (i’ve played half of omori, ddlc, and i’ve got tomodachi life) but HOLY SHIT is the music fire

my boyfriend put me onto undertale and deltarune music and i spent a whole night doing a musical analysis of the undertale soundtrack. toby fox, you fucking musical genius

it takes skill to fuck w time signatures like that dude

PEOPLE ARE ALSO SLEEPING ON OMORI OST like … i listen to ts chronically like it’s so banger

[arasiandsambar]

you can get all the clothes and piercings you want, you can learn to cut ur hair to that perfecr shaggy style the hairdressers can’t give you - but there will ALWAYS be a white boy who’s got better swag than you

[arasiandsambar]

i’ve been such a chud all weekend man

the only things i did the entire long weekend was finish a whole season and a half of big bang theory, see my friends (+ boyfriend) and attempt at cleaning my room

i’m a chud i’m a chud i’m a fat little chud

[maybeimjustawhimsicalqueer]

OPINION ALERT

i don't post about kpop much but i have to say my truth

le sserafim is LOWKEY the fast fashion of kpop. and katseye is also in the same genre even tho theyre not kpop

[arasiandsambar]

there’s a reason recent kpop has been going to SHIT lately and it’s cause of concepts like theirs i said what i said

[maybeimjustawhimsicalqueer]

i honestly can't keep up with kpop anymore cus of that reason bro T-T the few "trendy" grps i can actually tolerate are illit, cortis, etc. even for illit, i can listen to the songs but i will NOT go into the fandom cus id like to live with peace

i dont hate its me and i like their concept but if i hear this boompala bs ONE MORE TIME im gonna crash out

[arasiandsambar]

actually THERE IS SOME MUSICAL SHIT TO IT. songs these days lack bass. see, i love cortis too, genuinely one of my top 3 groups but songs like TNT have been lacking a bass boom in them which makes it sounds so shallow, or unlayered, almost like it’s missing something. same goes for boompala and stuff like it just sounds so unfinished that it sucks

[maybeimjustawhimsicalqueer]

OPINION ALERT

i don't post about kpop much but i have to say my truth

le sserafim is LOWKEY the fast fashion of kpop. and katseye is also in the same genre even tho theyre not kpop

[arasiandsambar]

there’s a reason recent kpop has been going to SHIT lately and it’s cause of concepts like theirs i said what i said

[arasiandsambar]

ouran high school host club: oversexualization and objectification

ouran high school host club (ohshc) is this early 2000s anime, the whole premise being centered around how this club of boys at a high school have to serve as hosts for the pleasure and satisfaction of women. and mind you - this anime is extremely beloved. these young boys practically sold their bodies and the idea of a pleasureable experience to these young women - how are we as a community watching this show and encouraging it?

ohshc is a funny show in the sense that it's disguised as a feel-good romcom with the typical shoujo humour that fans eat up -- but we also fail to acknowledge how it masks itself using this humour to talk about pedophilia and hypersexualization of LITERAL CHILDREN. each character appeals to different 'modern kink' as well; the most prominent example being honey, the literal embodiment of pedophilia and an allusion toward the lolita complex; how are we OKAY with this show dude? maybe it's because i'm talking about this a whole 20 years later, but i've seen little to NO people bring up how it is not okay to sugarcoat or dumb down these serious topics by masking it behind humour.

friendly reminder - if the EXACT SAME SHOW were made with a gender switch, this anime would cause riots. as individuals, i love each and every one of these characters; but the plot of this show GENUINELY makes me wanna go jump off of a cliff