Mrsbehavin

The life of a biker chick,stoma mama!

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Sorry (not sorry) but I will forever be TeamTaylor. Kim is talentless trash. Haters gonna hate hate hate baby.

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Tiny House...

I don't get the tiny house craze! I mean I live in a smallish house but I just don't get it. Even 2 people need space to get away from each other! I would love to only have the little space to clean but I also need my stuff...

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Oh yeah

That's why I didn't like DaVonne last season!

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Paul will be my favorite this season for 2 obvious reasons!

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CBS All Access Giveaway!

Hello you guys. Im planning to give out a few CBS All Access though you this season of Big Brother. CBS all access not only gives you live feed access but it will also give you access to watch any CBS show like anytime you want. It even works as local live stream to your local CBS station. —–RULES—- 1 LIKE AND REBLOG PER PERSON NO GIVEAWAY BLOGS YOU DONT HAVE TO FOLLOW ME TO ENTER. GIVEAWAY ENDS ON FRIDAY JUNE 24th 2016 at 7pm EST. ( restriction may come if you happen to win and live outside the United States)

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I would love to win this!!

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May 31

Still staying with the in laws during the week since hubby works 3rd shift and I'm 7 weeks post op and still on the freaking wound vac! My hubby doesn't want me to be alone in case I get a fever or start to feel ill at night. Well I get up this morning aaannnddd the freaking air conditioner is OUT! The windows are open and all the ceiling fans are on its misery! Someone decided to go ahead and cook a full dinner instead of getting takeout so it went from 74 to 81 in a matter of 30 minutes with the oven on, skillets on the stove and a electric skillet frying potatoes! That someone was not me. It was a steamy 81 degrees when I finally gave up and went to bed. I hope someone can come and fix it tomorrow. I might have to insist on going home. It's a chill 68 in my house currently and that is only reason #100 I wish I was there instead of here.

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Short but sweet

I went home today for the first time since my last hospital stay. I have been again recovering at my in laws home so someone can be with me at night and so my dog doesn't accidentally hurt me. I haven't seen my sweet baboo in a little over a month. I have been talking to him on face time (it's not weird my dog knows my voice and my face and he loves me too) but that's not the same. I was welcomed home with so many sweet doggie kisses all over my face and then more kisses to get the tears. I don't usually let my dog lick my face but I took his show of affection 100% because I have missed him so! I didn't get to stay long I just had to get a few personal care items from home but my short sweet time was amazing and makes me more eager to get well and get home.

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Can't

Take much more of being cooped up in the house! I've been here 2 weeks now? I'm going to pull my hair out no joke

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Who's got day 1 under her belt?? #crohns #FSMRC

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So sick

Of being in pain! If I could have one damn day with no pain would be fantastic! OVER IT

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I would rather

I would rather watch paint dry than watch one more episode of Counting fucking Cars. Eye roll so hard it hurts

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Happy Valentines Day

And now that that's out of the way...I am at my wits end. I'm not well and it seems like I cannot stop the crumbling from happening around me. Pain is out of control, hurt feelings are all around, and the fucking snow won't stop falling. I feel like I have been trapped in my body and trapped in my house FOREVER now. My downward spiral began with my grandfathers passing and nothing has been ok in my life since. Nothing. I am more in love with my husband today than ever, my job is still the same most things are still the same. My health is deteriorating and it feels like my whole life is deteriorating as well. I pray for my joy to return, my hope to return, my happy to return.

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Don't mind me

I'll just be right here swinging wildly at the end of my rope. I'm over it all of it

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Am I really? I had to ask my coworker to put my sock on my foot for me when I got to work this morning, I haven't slept well in a month and my CRS just made a terrible noise when he looked at my rump. Yeah I'm headed into another flare, yeah we caught it early this time, yeah I will have good days and bad days...I don't even know how to feel right now. I feel like a stiff drink might help, and then do more damage to my gut than it was worth. Sheesh 😴🙄👊🏻

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Christmas 2015

This has been an amazing Christmas! Only one person tried to ruin it for me with her super lazy self and her butt hurt bitchy attitude. Other than my sister in law 😂😂 everything was great. My niece and nephew loved their gifts. I saw my sister for a few minutes. I surprised my husband for the very first time in 18 Christmases together. My casserole turned out good and I'm now cozy sitting by the tree listening to my fellas snore. Merry Christmas everyone, except my sister in law...not you... you are an ungrateful lazy rude jealous individual and you cannot have my joy.

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What

The hell is with Odell Beckham Jr today ? Is he on crack? He better get his shit together before Tom Caughlin gets ahold of him! Jeez what is happening out there?