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we're sort of getting a plan to hangout tnr trr :))

#the time keeps not getting finalized and i keep saying “so 5pm?” but no1s saying “yes thats good”

ok making new post to update hanging out plan making

A asked who else is free and when i asked her which street she said idk so i js suggested the one we havent been to as a group but i also asked if there was anyhting any1 thought was better

bro

this summer ive been skaed to hang out 3x and its like 5 weeks in and 2 of those times i was asked to hang out it was by ppl i talked to kinda a lot @ school but dont even text but they both texted me for seperate hangouts like private messages but w my friends i text literally daily ive been asked to hang out 1 time and that time i wasnt even included in the original plans like the plan was shopping street + movie and i only learned ab the hangout once they texted stuff ab the fact they were gonna do that on a groupchat im on and then i only got asked to go like after plans had been made :(

but yesterday i asked TWICE to hangout and the first time like i texted smt else which kinda created a convo right after so like it makes sense if they js didnt see the orignal text but later i replied to my text w a "." so that they could see it if they forgot and in reponse to that someone (A) asked whos in town but then nothing happened from there but then today i see on the gc that J+AX are hanging out together and its like. ok i meana i dont have to be at every hangout but if ur gonna text ab it on the gc u couldve at least invited me (+A !!) bc we're both in town and expressed interest in wanting to hangout sometime (yk. given that just yesterday i asked fucking two whole times) and so today i texted again like after i learned AX+J r hanging out to see if anyone wanted to and no1 responded so like a few mins later i replied to that text w "?" and A said yes and i asked if theres anything she wanted to do and she didnt reply so now i js texted like two shopping streets (one weve been to before) so yk i teted that other option if ppl were bored of the other so only one persons replied so far and she said "im omw" but she meant that as a joke bc shes in NY. but like. ive kept trying to hangout lately esp and no1s like.

ok actually update right after i posted: A said shed wanna gangout monday so i asked which st and also gonna say everyone else if theyre itnerested they can come too bc idk if it ooks like A+i are making 1:1 plans on a gc but thatd b crazy to do

#like idk do u guys wanna hangout. bc i rly wanna and it seems like no1 is very interested in fully intiating a plan w me iykwim #and like i mean i dont have to go to every hangout but also itd b kinda nice to be invited to stuff by like. the ppl i text daily??#like lwk insane ive been otifinally invited to hangout plans by ppl i dont text and haent seen in weeks more than ive been invited to hango #- by ppl i text daily (esp in the context of beng asked to hangout in the orifinal plans)#like. ok i know i havent been making an effort to hangout most of this summer so i cant rly b getting too mad but also like. im making effo #now and still wasnt invited today so like. idk. but plans r being made now at least :)#but also i wanna be invited to hangouts and in the original plans too yk like. i dont want any effort *i* make to b the only way i see #my friends this summer i want them to ask me to hangout too and to not include me only later after theyve bought movie tickets or wtv

js finished my last scheduled thing for the summer. have 3.5 weeks left of summer. kms

#technically i do have like. a gig im gonna play ?? so theres that + the rehearsal(s)#and an unscheduled hangout but no clue when thatll happen #and potentially a diff unscheduled hangout but that ones like to plan for our combo next yr so not exactly a hangout but kinda?#also a birthday party ig but no date established yet #but yk thsoe r like. 4 thiings. to fill almost 4 weeks. stll very sparse

tsy i got asked "yuri or yaoi" irl feom someonenive known for less thab a week

gaining some crazy lore this summer ngl

this is how long it takes ne to eo ny makeup btw if anyone else was interested

nekonfu

remember when the artemis II mission was happening and everyone had hope for the world

come back mister will you give me a hundred million dollars mister

im not that rich :(

what color is your hair right now are you going to dye it soon ever i need to update your tomodachi life living the dream mii

its like technically still pink but supperrrr faded so linda blondish on the tips but some of the tips r softer pink. and some of the brown in my bangs is like pinkish bit not rly. i dont thibk in dyeing it soon (wanna get more of it bleached so no dye yet)

show me the mii if u update it

nekonfu

i need to change my theme

neurodivergence already runs kinda strongly in my family on my moms side bc she ocd, my aunt is autistic/adhd, my grandma idk if she formally diganosed or no but probs adhd and my gradnpa potentialy is autistic but my mom js asked my dad when hes getting hsi austism test ?? so damn apparently it runs on BOTH sides of the family now ??

#is this why my mom gave me + my dad + i think the rest of her family too an online autism test

earlier my friend im calling was liek "i dont get how its romantic to fall asleep on call" and i waike "didnt u do tht when i told u a bedtime story a couple months ago" and she was liek "oh yeah" and ill nevr guess what happebed tbite...

#told some fuckass story ab a no flour baking comp but the winners secret ingredient was cocaine

arcas-st

my mom let me make the lunch i wanted

arcas-st

sourdough toast + peach 0 sugar chobani + one small peach + raspberries + chocolate chips

#(my mom told me to add smt for protein abd she uggested chocolye chips which r so fire in yogrt 🔥)

my mom let me make the lunch i wanted

going to a summer camp tmr 😞 its w L but idk im still kinda dreading it

#and my mom is waking me up at 8am despite it starting at 1pm so that she can feed me one of those milkshakes to make me eat more :/

debating changing my tiktok acc to the enail my parents know ab and changing the username (maybe) and basically js making it like presenyable well not rly but like. following my friends

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