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𝙴𝙰𝚃 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙷𝙴𝙰𝚁𝚃 𝙾𝚄𝚃

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PARTGHOUL  is  a  selective  fandomless  original  character  blog.  HARU  AHN  is  also  known  by  the  stage  name  CHERRY  ,  a  one-eyed (half) ghoul  and  the  lead  singer  of  FRUITPUNCH  ,  a  band  that  is  quickly  rising  to  fame.  produced  by  nemo ( 21,  he/xe,  est  ).  a  study  in  identity  ,  the  rise  to  stardom  ,  and  hunger.  this  blog  explores  horror  themes.  it  is  not  advised  to  follow  if  you  are  triggered  by  the  topics  of  death  and  violence.

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still on hiatus on this blog but im active on multi muse & my canon single muse

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might be ia here soon for a bit because 1) most of my regular writing partners are ia and 2) idk im just a little bored of cherry 3) work is kicking my ass 4) im having more fun on my multi TT___TT

if you see another single muse blog pop up written by nemo 21 he/xe but this time for a canon character i want u to look away <3

[soulprompts]

“𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒” 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.

so i started listening to music, and reading poems, and my vibes were very shippy for a while, and then my sims got married so obviously that didn’t help??? anyway, none of these are written by me, aside from the third one. i saw them on insta or i read them in lyrics or smth, they’re incredibly romantic, very eloquent and passionate and sincere, so i hope you shippy angels like them!! as always, please DO NOT ADD ANY MORE PROMPTS TO THIS LIST!!! i will make more!! i am a simp!! 

“ you are half my soul. “

“ i wish i could tell you what you are to me. “

“ you say you’re dangerous. that you destroy everything you touch. so destroy me. ruin me. tear me apart, and let me love you all the same. “

“ our “almost” will always haunt me. “

“ only love can hurt like this. “

“ i just want you to be happy. if that’s with me or with someone else or with nobody… i just want you to be happy. “

“ i love you. i feel as though we were never strangers, you and i, not even for a moment. “

“ if anyone else were to kiss me, all they would taste is your name. “

“ the stars will go out before i forget you. “

“ i will love you if i never see you again, and i will love you if i see you every day. “

“ if i loved you less, i might be able to talk about it more. “

“ there’s nothing i wouldn’t do for you. “

“ i just realized i don’t care if they’re the most perfect person in the world. they’re not you. “

“ you know how i feel about you… you’ve always known. “

“ i forget every beauty in the universe, the moment you smile. “

“ i say it all the time, i just say it very very quietly. i tell you when you’re in another room, or right after we hang up the phone. i say it after you shut the door behind you. i say it in my head every time you look at me. i love you. of course i love you. i never stopped. “

“ i feel like a part of my soul has loved you since the beginning of everything. maybe we’re from the same star. “

“ my only hope is that one day i can love myself as much as i love you. “

“ in the space, the pause, between this breath and the one that follows, you have made a home in me. “ 

“ i loved the way you touched me with your eyes and felt me with mine. “

“ you’ve always seen me. and i think that’s all that anyone wants. seeing someone. really seeing someone. that’s love. “

“ you kissed my cheek. and then i knew, that you could be homesick for people, too. “

“ all i’ve known are temporary people, the leaving and the hoping, the begging someone to stay… so forgive me if i break apart when you say the word “forever”. “

“ sometimes i wonder if love is worth fighting for. and then i look at you and i’m ready for war. “

“ my darling, you will never be unloved by me. you are too well entangled in my soul. “

“ i climb into my bathtub the same way i’ll keep loving you; until my skin is wrinkled. “

“ and if i could ever ask for one more blessing in this life of mine, i’d pray for a thousand years to see you one more time. “

“ when i am near you, i finally know how it feels to breathe without worry, without caution. i just feel safe with you… “

“ you kissed me goodbye, but you never left. i’ve been seeing you every time i close my eyes. “

“ what cloud did you fall from? because you taste like stardust and eternity. “

“ all i know is, when i think of you, i feel like singing. and i feel like i could run miles to find you. all i’m sure of is, i love you, entirely as you are. “

“ i will never regret us, because you taught me i could love and be loved without the fear of loss. “

“ i wanna spend the rest of my sunsets with you. “

“ let’s do something crazy. like grow old together. let’s show everyone how to do forever. “

“ and i’m not afraid to love you. only afraid my love won’t be enough. “

“ the universe has existed for billions of years, and by chance, we ended up living at the same time. that counts for something. “

“ the sky exploded into a thousand moonbeams dazzling with stars, and as you stared quietly above, i couldn’t help but stare at you, falling in love. “

“ there is a little bit of you in all the words i write. maybe you’re the language of love my heart speaks. “

“ you deserve someone who isn’t okay with losing you. “

“ they named a black hole after you, and i’d be lying if i said you weren’t pulling me in. “

“ i thought i knew what love was, until i felt your arms around me, and realized what it truly was. “

“ i wish you were here. or… or i was there, or something… i don’t know. i just wish i was with you. “

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fruitpunch dark romance/breakup valentines day song out at midnight yasss who’s staying up for the release

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cherry deserves some inbox memes to celebrate i think

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fruitpunch dark romance/breakup valentines day song out at midnight yasss who’s staying up for the release

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% ₊˚. “ i’ll save any life so long as it isn’t not my own. “

          “     how  do  you  plan  on  saving  people  if  you’re  dead     ?     ”     this  is  the  funny  thing  ,  haru  can’t  say  he  hasn’t  had  similar  thoughts  before.  he’ll  do  everything  but  take  his  own  advice.     “     no  one’s  asking  you  to  save  their  life  either.  worry  about  yourself  before  diving  head  first  into  something  you’ve  got  no  business  being  in.     ”     she  doesn’t  mean  to  come  off  so  harsh.  xe  just  refuses  to  dilute  the  truth  for  the  benefit  of  making  it  easier  to  digest.

IDK  THE  MEME  /  NOT  ACCEPTING

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random writing prompts pt. i.

“ aw, that’s cute. did you think that i really loved you? “

“ i didn’t want to do this. but you betrayed my trust. “

“ this hurts me more than it will ever hurt you. “

“ you reap what you sow. “

“ what did i do? what’s so wrong with me that you can’t just love me? “

“ if nothing else, let’s make the most of being alive and together. “

“ i think i fall in love every day. “

“ i’ll save any life so long as it isn’t not my own. “

“ they didn’t bury you deep enough. “

“ my god, what’s become of you? “

“ enough of your games already. “

“ be careful what you wish for, ____. “

“ i know exactly what’s best for you. “

“ maybe if you weren’t so damn stubborn, we could get something done around here. “

“ you promised me. you promised. “

“ let’s play a game. it’ll be fun. “

“ if this is you when you’re calm, then i’m terrified of what you’re like when you’re actually upset. “

“ i didn’t mean to hurt anyone. i just wanted to help. “

“ i know i’m guilty. i am. i’m guilty. “

“ i don’t know what you want from me. i can’t fix you. “

“ it hurts, doesn’t it? i can make it hurt more. “

“ try not to get yourself killed or i’ll bring you back just to kill you again myself. “

“ you were the only person who understood me. you were my only friend. “

“ i know i shouldn’t care about what you do or who you do it with, but… i’m just—so lonely. “

“ you don’t know what you’re doing. you could kill someone. “

“ just let me help you. you don’t have to do this alone. “

“ aw, you’re no fun. no fun at all. “

“ you’re making me look like an idiot, i hope you know that. “

“ since when did you come back from the dead? “

“ i can rip you apart just as well as i can put you back together. “

“ there’s always something worth fighting for. “

“ pull yourself together, please. i can only afford one of us being a mess. “

“ stay with me. you’ll be fine. “

“ you clearly don’t belong here. “

“ you’re better off dead than alive, ____. “

“ do what you’ve been told. “

“ i can’t just sit around and let people get hurt. it’s my responsibility. “

“ you’re so busy taking care of everyone else that you can’t even take care of yourself! “

“ can i pay you to leave me alone? “

“ you’re running out of excuses and i’m running out of patience. “

“ is it really worth it? is all the blood and the death worth it? “

“ ____. you’re bleeding again. “

“ don’t act like you love me. “

“ i can’t feel anything. “

“ you’re going to tear yourself apart. “

“ i just want you to be safe. is that so much to ask for? “

“ i don’t think there is a right choice, just a choice you have to make. “

“ i could really hurt you, you know. “

“ am i even a person to you? “

“ you don’t even care. they’re just something for you to use and discard. “

“ don’t treat me like a child. “

“ i need to feel alive. “

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wwyd if i hypothetically were to write a character from an obscure novel that ive only read 100 out of 550 chapters of 😀

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❝ I couldn’t get the boy to kill me, but I wore his jacket for the longest time. ❞ ⿻ 𓂃 ‍⁺ ⨯ from virgo

          a  slow  blink.  he  leans  forward  ,  forearms  resting  over  knees  as  he  does.     “     did  you  mean  love     ?     tell  me  you  meant  love.     ”     a  glance  towards  the  jacket  she  has  wrapped  around  her.     “     it’s  not  that  right     ?     ”     his  head  hurts  ,  he  doesn’t  have  time  for  riddles  or  metaphors  right  now.     “     are  you  ,  like  ,  okay     ?     do  you  need  me  to  kick  some  guy’s  ass  or  something     ?     you  know  you can  tell  me  anything  right     ?     ”

RICHARD  SIKEN  SENTENCE  STARTERS  /  ACCEPTING

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❝ I can tell you already think I’m the dragon, that would be so like me, but I’m not. I’m not the dragon. I’m not the prince either. ❞ ⿻ 𓂃 ‍⁺ ⨯ from jihun

          “     if  you’re  not  the  hero...     ”     cautious  as  always  as  xe  picks  and  chooses  words.  there’s  nothing  worse  than  a  lyricist  fucking  up  intentions  because  he  misspoke.     “     …or  the  villain  ,  that  makes  you  the  person  that  needs  to  be  saved.     ”     lips  downturn  as  xe  looks  over  at  him.  it’s  always  around  this  time     —     when  you’ve  stayed  up  late  enough  you’re  able  to  catch  the  rays  of  the  rising  sun     —     that  the  most  heartfelt  conversations  seem  to  happen.

          xe  looks  away  ,  stares  at  literally  anything  else  as  xe  waits  for  him  continue.  when  nothing  happens  ,  cherry  nods  like  xe’s  made  up  xer  mind.     “     what...  what  is  your  dragon  then     ?     and  who  are  you  waiting  to  save  you     ?     ”     the  last  thing  xe  wants  is  to  push  when  it’s  welcome.  analogies  tend  to  make  these  things  a  touch  easier.

RICHARD  SIKEN  SENTENCE  STARTERS  /  ACCEPTING

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‹  🍒  ›     —     jihun

☄. *. ⋆ partghoul  ⋆·˚ ༘ *

      ♡｡ﾟﾉ  his  fingers  continue  to  run  over  the  bar,  wiping  down  the  dust  from  its  surface  and  the  residue  of  spilled  alcohol  left  behind  by  clumsy  customers  and  dancers  that  got  too  close.  it  forced  him  to  turn  his  back  to  cherry,  though  it  seemed  he  didn’t  much  mind  the  idea  of  not  having  to  fall  victim  to  so  much  begging  in  the  form  of  puppy  eyes  and  pouty  lips.  “  and  leave  my  girls  to  fend  for  themselves  ?  not  a  chance,  hotshot.  “  his  chuckle  vibrated  outward  from  his  chest,  reaching  above  the  music  that  had  been  turned  down  for  the  sake  of  ease.  “  did  you  pick  the  lock  or  have  you  befriended  one  of  the  younger  staff  ?  “

          “     i’d  never  ask  you  to  do  that.     ”     xe’s  more  than  aware  of  how  seriously  he  takes  his  job  and  xe  really  respects  him  for  it.  that  doesn’t  mean  xe  won’t  mess  with  him  about  how  much  time  and  effort  he  puts  into  this  place.  leaning  forward  ,  xe  offers  him  a  toothy  grin  despite  his  back  turns  towards  xem.     “     ouch  …  i  don’t  know  how  to  do  that.  hurts  that  you  think  i  do.     ”     liar.  what  was  the  point  of  hair  held  back  with  clips  and  clothes  held  together  with  safety  pins  if  xe  didn’t  know  how  to  pick  locks     ?     “     nah  ,  that  new  staff  member  looked  a  little  starstruck  when  i  showed  up.  didn’t  really  ask  questions  when  i  said  that  i  was  a  friend  of  yours.     ”     whether  jihun  saw  xem  as  a  friend  or  not  was  immaterial  ,  cherry’s  already  made  the  executive  decision.     “     but  that’s  neither  here  nor  there.  i  wanted  to  ask  if  you  were  busy  valentine’s  day  ,  and  if  you  are  ,  cancel  your  plans.  they’re  not  more  important  than  me.     ”

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RICHARD SIKEN SENTENCE STARTERS [EXTENDED]

– So I really liked the original meme here, so much that I ended up buying the poet’s book Crush to read. 

Inspiration hit and here are 79 lines, categorized by poem. Feel free to change pronouns and any names!

SCHEHERAZADE

❝Tell me about the dream where we pull the bodies out of the lake and dress them in warm clothes again.❞ ❝Look at the light through the windowpane. That means it’s noon, that means we’re inconsolable.❞ ❝Tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us.❞ ❝Tell me we’ll never get used to it.❞

DIRTY VALENTINE

❝There’s a part in the movie where you can see right through the acting, where you can tell that I’m about to burst into tears.❞ ❝I swallow your heart and it crawls right out of my mouth.❞ ❝You swallow my heart and flee, but I want it back now, baby. I want it back.❞ ❝I’m sorry. We know how it works. The world is no longer mysterious.❞

LITTLE BEAST

❝I like him and I want to be like him, my hands no longer an afterthought.❞ ❝Someone once told me than explaining is an admission of failure.❞ ❝I’m sure you remember, I was on the phone with you, sweetheart.❞ ❝History repeats itself.❞ ❝There are many names in history but none of them are ours.❞ ❝You could drown in those eyes, I said.❞ ❝But damn if there isn’t anything sexier than a slender boy with a handgun, a fast car, a bottle of pills.❞ ❝What would you like? I’d like my money’s worth.❞ ❝Sorry about the blood in your mouth. I wish it was mine.❞     ❝I couldn’t get the boy to kill me, but I wore his jacket for the longest time.❞

SEASIDE IMPROVISATION

❝Tell me you love this, tell me you’re not miserable.❞ ❝You do the math, you expect the trouble.❞ ❝Draw a circle with a piece of chalk. Imagine standing in a constant cone of light. Imagine surrender. Imagine being useless.❞ ❝A stone on the path means the tea’s not ready, a stone in the hand means somebody’s angry.❞ ❝The stone inside you still hasn’t hit bottom.❞

THE TORN-UP ROAD

❝There is no way to make this story interesting.❞ ❝I want to tell you this story without having to confess anything, without having to say that I ran out into the street to prove something.❞ ❝Tell me we’re dead and I’ll love you even more.❞ ❝And he knew it wasn’t going to be okay, and he told me it wasn’t going to be okay.❞ ❝But the minutes don’t stop.❞ ❝And words, little words, words too small for any hope or promise, not really soothing but soothing nonetheless.❞

LITANY IN WHICH CERTAIN THINGS ARE CROSSED OUT

❝You will be alone always and then you will die.❞ ❝So maybe I wanted to give you something more than a catalog of non-definitive acts, something other than the desperation.❞ ❝I’m sorry I came to your party and seduced you and left you bruised and ruined, you poor sad thing.❞ ❝You want a better story. Who wouldn’t?❞ ❝I can tell you already think I’m the dragon, that would be so like me, but I’m not. I’m not the dragon. I’m not the princess either.❞ ❝Who am I? I’m just a writer. I write things down. I walk through your dreams and invent the future.❞ ❝And yes, I swallow glass, but that comes later.❞ ❝Shut up. I’m getting to it.❞ ❝For a while I thought I was the dragon.❞ ❝Okay, so I’m the dragon. Big deal.❞ ❝You still get to be the hero.❞ ❝What more do you want?❞ ❝Are you there, sweetheart? Do you know me?❞ ❝Here is the repeated image of the lover destroyed.❞ ❝There is something underneath the floorboards.❞ ❝I arrived in the city and you met me at the station, smiling in a way that made me frightened.❞ ❝This doesn’t look that much different from home.❞ ❝Love, for you, is more than the usual romantic love. It’s like a religion. It’s terrifying.❞ ❝Okay, if you’re so great, you do it–❞ ❝Unfortunately, we don’t have that kind of time.❞ ❝I have told you where I’m coming from, so put it together.❞ ❝When I say this, it should mean laughter, not poison.❞

A PRIMER FOR THE SMALL WEIRD LOVES

❝And you know that a boy who likes boys is a dead boy, unless he keeps his mouth shut, which is what you didn’t do.❞ ❝Because you are weak and hollow and it doesn’t matter anymore.❞ ❝And the boy who loves you the wrong way is filthy.❞

UNFINISHED DUET

❝He wants to be tender and merciful.❞ ❝He meaning you.❞ ❝Do you love yourself?❞ ❝I don’t have to answer that.❞ ❝It should matter.❞

I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YOU

❝I don’t think I can take this much longer.❞ ❝In the dream I don’t tell anyone, you put your head in my lap.❞ ❝In these dreams it’s always you: the boy in the sweatshirt, the boy on the bridge, the boy who always keeps me from jumping off the bridge.❞ ❝Oh, the things we invent when we are scared and want to be rescued.❞ ❝I borrowed your shoes and didn’t put them away.❞ ❝You didn’t show up. I kept waiting.❞

STRAW HOUSE, STRAW DOG

❝You have a cold cold smile.❞ ❝Watch me, just watch me.❞ ❝I swallowed crushed ice pretending it was glass.❞ ❝I don’t really blame you for being dead but you can’t have your sweater back.❞ ❝You can sleep now, you said. You said that. I had a dream where you said that. Thanks for saying that. You weren’t supposed to.❞

PLANET OF LOVE

❝And you play along, because you want to die for love, you always have.❞

WISHBONE

❝You saved my life. I owe you, I owe you everything.❞ ❝Let’s not talk about it, let’s just not talk.❞ ❝Don’t bother. You never mean it anyway, not really, and it only makes me that much more ashamed.❞ ❝Please, for just one night, will you lie down next to me, we can leave our clothes on, we can stay all buttoned up…❞ ❝Do you see what I mean? Do you see what I’m getting at?❞ ❝If you love me, _____ , you don’t love me in a way I understand.❞ ❝Do you want to go home now?❞

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‹  🍒  ›     —     jihun

        ♡｡ﾟﾉ  "  please  tell  me  you’re  not  here  to  bother  me.  “  despite   the  disappointment  underlining  his  tone,  jihun’s  lips  betrayed  him  in  their  plush  display  of  a  smile  as  he  turned  to  the  source  of  his  current  amusement,  “  im  working.  “

         cherry  sticks  xer  tongue  out  in  a  childish  display  of  retaliation  at  jihun’s  reaction.     “     when  have  i  ever  been  a  bother     ?     ”     the  answer  is  always.  one  hand  waves  him  off  as  xe  finds  somewhere  to  sit  nearby.     “     don’t  you  ever  get  bored  of  working  all  the  time     ?     take  a  break  ,  do  something  fun.  pleaseeee.     ”     bottom  lip  juts  out  in  a  half-assed  pout.     “     whatever  you’re  doing  right  now  can’t  be  that  important.     ”

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OFFICIAL  TEASER.  FRUITPUNCH’s  new  digital  single  ‘  surrender  the  night  ’  out  february  fourteenth.  

COMMENTS  UNDER  ARTICLES.

[ANONYMOUS001] leave it to fruitpunch to release a dark song on valentines lol

[ANONYMOUS002] It’s scary how fast they’ve managed to rise... definitely thinking industry plant. no one just appears out of nowhere like that and gets 200k views on a teaser the day it drops.  … replying to anonymous002 …  [ANONYMOUS003] LMFAOOOO they’re just that talented? they literally sold 10 albums on their first release before their hiatus. that’s organic growth.

[ANONYMOUS004] OMG! This is my first time being here for a release as a fan! Super excited to see how they’ll top Dear Summer.

[ANONYMOUS005] Who are these people?

[naberiie]

i am, at my core, just….. such a complete sucker for the ‘bodyguard and person they’re protecting slowly falling in love’ trope. i love it, i love it so much