"Deus in Absentia"

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[archaions-descendant]

[What’s a human being gotta be like?]

My name is Mythrite. A Lorekeeper, or something derived of them. Lorekeepers are created to know all that can be known and Archive. Memory in place of mortal forgetfulness.

➺ Canon-divergent Ockin/Fictionkin. I am the creator of my own fiction. The nature of a Lorekeeper may classify me as a godkin or divinekin, though they are not terms I find myself using often. The degree to which I am a Lorekeeper is still unclear.

➺ Pronouns include they/she/it.

➺ This is not intended to be a roleplay blog. I have a place for that already. Open to interaction, the inbox is available for a reason.

[Tagging:]

✶ [margins] - One-off thoughts. Varying importance. ✶ [reply] - Responses to letters addressed to me. ✶ [readdressed] - Utilisation of reblogging. ✶ [familiars] - Discussion with people I know and may consider a friend. ✶ [recollection] - Instances of memories returning. ✶ [desires] - Fantasies for affection. Nonsexual in nature, but you may block if you do not want my yearning on your page. ✶ [mori] - Posts in relation to Soulreaper Mori ✶ [archival entry] - An addition of Lore into the Archive. ✶ [received] - Typically reblogs of a familiar’s lore.

[Additional Kins]

➺ While not the focal point of this blog, I will include posts about other kins here as well.

🌾 sahlo folina - Torchbearer (any pronouns but she) 📼 playtime butcher - Poppy Playtime Protagonist (it/its?)

[Canon-divergency:]

➺ I am not a fully divine being. I am prone to mortal fault. Mortal emotions and desires taint me.

➺ This comes with its benefits of being made of something closer to flesh instead of void matter. I can interact with this world safely without risk of destroying it, others, or myself. It can become more of a liquid under unstable emotion.

➺ More details to be uncovered in time.

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[neonfretra]

[archaions-descendant]

Still yellow, and honestly I think I should be more concerned about it. Not the shift itself but the reason I’m yellow. Came into the facility not-yellow, I know that for sure. And now I’m… whatever this is. I don’t think I’m human anymore. Do I have a face?

[archaions-descendant]

I guess I’m yellow now

[archaions-descendant]

as in more yellow than the Torchbearer. shocking I know

[4ntennas-t0-heav3n]

[archaions-descendant]

now the real question here is did I get more yellow (Torch -> Butcher) or did I get less yellow (Butcher -> Torch)

/what

[archaions-descendant]

I guess I’m yellow now

[archaions-descendant]

as in more yellow than the Torchbearer. shocking I know

[archaions-descendant]

I guess I’m yellow now

[archaions-descendant]

no wonder i kin torch

[regionalatbandito]

torchbearer how do you do it. How can you bear to continue. How do you keep on How do you come to terms that you will not win every time and you still have to try how can you live with the fact that you cant save everyone how do you keep trying. Again. Always. Its so much how . How. The weight of the world and the weight of the stars on your shoulders and yet you continue. All those memories and all those lifetimes and love and despair and grief. Arent you afraid. Arent you so tired. Arent you weary. How much of it is up to you. What have you given up to be where you are now. How much did you have to lose in order to take one fucking step towards victory. You are stuck in a cycle as much as she is and how. How do you continue. how do I continue.

[i-know-it-is-hard-to-believe-me]

The Torch left onstage after the lights go out

4/3/26, Indianapolis

[archaions-descendant]

Okay if weed is canon in Trench (/ij)

momma how are you so good at growing marijuana. momma how. i appreciate it but how

[archaions-descendant]

I know the break was "Too long" but you really did need a break. Enjoy being better rested without being haunted.

[ -🍀 / Harlow ]

Yeah. Thanks I guess. Why did it actually work. I'm aware that whole insomnia thing is something that's not part of me now, but somehow it still helped?

[archaions-descendant]

Feels weird not being burdened by the horrors and regrets from the cycle… why can I actually get comfy and cosy in my sleeping bag. why is the sleepover helping

[archaions-descendant]

they took my horrors from me what the hell ):

[archaions-descendant]

ah the torch kin is making me feel bad about. something. saviour complex freak <- talking about itself

[archaions-descendant]

oh okay this is indicative of my feral animal desires i believe. last time this happened i was getting very riled up by the idea of getting hunted in the woods

[archaions-descendant]

please let me punch it please please please

[archaions-descendant]

I want to punch the Prototype. I don’t care if I would lose in this mortal shell, I want to anyway.

[archaions-descendant]

While, yes, Prototype has done questionable things (as have most main characters in Poppy Playtime), that is not my reasoning. He simply has a punchable face. I believe it would feel amazing to get a nice solid punch at his dumb face. I would bleed since I assume it is made of porcelain or something similar, but I would not care.

This also applies to Harley Sawyer.