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MOVED . you can find your local lich on his own solo blog now @koschyei !
considering..... moving koschei to a solo blog at some point this month. not that he deserves it, but i think it's safe to say this parasite has crawled in through the ear and is going to be my strongest brainrot for the foreseeable future.
send β«Β for a dynamic playlist β. from the hoard : π±π₯π’ π°π¬π« π¬π£ πππ¬π©π©π¬ ( @daylighter ) , accepting
001 succession, hbo opening credits theme (too relevant idc idc)
002 no angels, bastille: no, i don't want your number / no, i don't wanna give you mine, and / no, i don't wanna meet you nowhere / no, don't want none of your time / no, i don't want no scrub / a scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me / hangin' out the passenger side / of his best friend's ride / trying to holla at me / [...][we're all in our private traps] / [clamped in them and none of us can ever get out] / [sometimes we deliberately step into those traps] / [i was born in mine, i don't mind it anymore]
003 arsonist's lullaby, hozier: when i was a child / i heard voices / some would sing and some would scream / you soon find you have few choices / i learned the voices died with me / when I was a child / i'd sit for hours / staring into open flame / something in it had a power / could barely tear my eyes away / all you have is your fire / and the place you need to reach / don't you ever tame your demons / but always keep 'em on a leash
send β«Β for a dynamic playlist β. from the hoard : π±π₯π’ π±π°ππ―π¦π±π°π π¬π£ π΄ππ±π’π― ( @zmeydeva ) , accepting
001 alkaline, sleep token: let's talk about chemistry / 'cause i'm dying to melt through / to the heart of her molecules / 'til the particles part like holy water / if anything / she's an undiscovered element / either born in hell or heaven-sent / but either way i'm into it / she's not acid nor alkaline / caught between black and white / not quite either day or night / she's perfectly misaligned / i'm caught up in her design / and how it connects to mine / i see in a different light / the objects of my desire
002 a pearl, mitski: sorry, i don't want your touch / it's not that i don't want you / sorry, i can't take your touch / there's a hole that you fill / you fill, you fill / but it's just that i fell in love with a war / and nobody told me it ended / and it left a pearl in my head / and i roll it around every night / just to watch it glow / every night, baby, that's where i go / just to watch it glow
send β«Β for a dynamic playlist β. from the hoard : πͺππ―πΆπ πͺπ¬π―π’π³π«π ( @starsdreamt ) , accepting
001 throne, saint mesa: believe, you and me / it's more than drums / i'll burn your ship alive / i'm coming home / you hate my bad behavior / you cut my lips and tongue / you play the part of savior / i watch you come undone / you hate my bad behavior / you cut my lips and tongue / you play the part of savior / i watch you come undone
002 here come the wolves, lola blanc: when you think your wounds are greater / a victim can be perpetrator / doΠ΅s the name of justice justify? / hΠ΅re come the wolves / they're coming to get ya / i run through the woods / i'm not gonna let you go / i'm baring my teeth, i'm ready / my tongue is a sharp machete / so why do i feel unsteady? / you can run, run, run, little lamb / and it's not, not, not who i am / but i'm a wolf now / guess I'm a wolf now / so i run, run out for some love / and i hate this / but push came to shove
areΒ youΒ myΒ soldier ?Β areΒ youΒ myΒ prince ?Β β. from the hoard : π©π¦π°π¦π π₯π¨π ( @verdraste ) , accepting
this is the effigy of lovers entombed and entangled in the night's final resting place β remembering and memorializing what was, trying to find ways to refit into what is. her cheek, alive with warmth and dewed with sweat, is pressed to the grey stone of his chest, tracing the myriad scars of undeath as if somewhere among them she could still carve the shape of the name time forgot ( asking: is it here where her ivan lies ? her soldier ? her prince ? ) the question haunts a moment before his rigid stillness is cut with a deep breath, a soft downward stroke of a cold finger down the bridge of her spine.
it's a delay to answer because he is not ivan tsarevich; he is not the cuman soldier who had ridden into moscow with a promise to serve it well; he is not that golden prince who had thought to build a kingdom for two in a wheat field of endless sun. he is koschei the deathless, the commander of his own chyerti army, the tsar who would rule thrice-nine kingdoms, and he would not deign to lie to evelyn or pretend to be anything else. especially not when, from his view, the names and the roles he'd played were all just filigree surrounding the one vital and undeniable truth: ββ i am yours. as i was before, and as i always will be. ββ
but who was she ? not yelena the bright. not the witch who was made to cater to an uninvited guest and then serve as tribute; not the abducted princess who couldn't be saved. she was someone else now too, but no less his equal and no less the missing piece he was trying to get back. ββ are you still mine ? ββ he asks, and here it should go without saying, when he finds her grafted to his side, as close as bare flesh allows; but when he keeps her there with an arm built like a drawbar, when a knuckle bone lifts her chin to let him look at her ( soberly, lovingly, and almost pleading ) what he really means to ask is: ββ will you stay in buyan with me ? to be my tsaritsa ? to be my bride after the snow thaws like we'd planned ? ββ
what gets me so feral is thinking about how deathless is pretty much a huge nod to dante's inferno when you consider buyan is both the paradisal country of life and the ninth circle of hell and at the center of it is both the fatherly tsar who once was a creator deity embodying earth's fertility and the sun's life sustaining energy, and the deathless traitor, who really is not the ruler of anything anymore.
he's the primary prisoner of the hell that he created when he started this war; he comes on feathered wings, looks like an angel, pretends to be eternally young, but is also unbearably cold because he's fallen and so far away from buyan's original light. he's the winged dragon demon trapped in a frozen place, devoid of love and warmth, weeping because he can't stop eating, because no matter what he does or how hard he tries to escape, all he's doing is keeping himself even more frozen in place. and i just IGFUJDIFUJSID
delilah begging for silas' life like "you can't! i broke the world for us!" and koschei on the other side of the orb like: ( read β )
koschei is already .... sort of fae-like but... what if i made a proper fae verse for him? likely as the seelie king of the summer court except .... only because he usurped the last monarch. and i find it so funny bc the bastard and his magic is so unseelie beneath all that gold and bounty, and it's likely throwing off the balance between courts and corrupting summer, but does he give a shit? absolutely not.
Legend (1985) | dir. Ridley Scott
ββΒ with better management than you, of course.Β Β ββ she bristles at the mention of zahΔk's history, how he had wrought her city into near ruins with his four-legged lies. viziera feels her memory jolt at the picture of her sister as well, rustling beneath a fog of refusal as if she wished to out-run the image of her wasted remains. she looks away from the towering pillar of him and into the lake again, the other great horror to capture her imagination instead. ββΒ we died to protect those who relied on us. she may not have silenced the fire, but it did not silence her either. Β ββ
for a dryad's dying words had warned the city in the nick of time. viziera strains a sigh, her hitched shoulders a fortress of their own. for all his feigned innocence, he was a trickster with words and a tongue twice as charming. ββΒ now you compare a young life to that of your own? old wisdom, intelligent magic, and yet β¦ did you silence the fires that nipped at innocent girls? did you save this land from the wrath of such pyrrhic wars? Β Β ββ
she whirls on him again, heart pounding and eyes flushed to a paler green. the veins along her neck have grown dark, glimmer of bark and indignant blush.
ββΒ do not mistake civility for passivity. if your methods are cruel it is because you have given up on compassion.Β Β ββ one step closer, then three more; warrior to man made myth to the backdrop of a screaming witch. she studies him from this up close, eye to eye like steel to a smith's fire in challenge or perfect understanding, one couldn't be certain. with a hand, she sets it to his sternum and pushes him back a step. ββΒ my war and girls will not follow this sordid pattern, lord, for it won't have you. take me through your lake, that innocent girl does not have to die.Β Β ββ
there was no comparison here to his own life. the sorcerer had always found a way to outrun his pyre. ( but when did you manage to save anyone other than yourself ? ) once, where he could, he had, but he never managed to save his brothers, nor the witch he treasured most. there, an assault of words flung recklessly finds the gap in his armor, and he stiffens behind her back, nostrils flaring with an intake of a breath, a swipe of a tongue along a fuming maw that would be just as quick to retaliate... but he does not engage.
instead he holds, watches how the dryad's own wounded temper whirls and weeds through her mettle; how boldly she dares the first intruding step; how she postures her heroics to oppose his darkened silhouette, as if rage in contrasting colors isn't the same righteous knife, forged from the same means, honed for the same ends. koschei's stare meets hers, knowing enough now to see theirs was not a difference of heart, but perspective. the distance between there and here ? penumbral and workable, if he played this right.
a hard shove would call it an impassable sky. he half-expected the rejection, but the insult cuts too deep into his pride. something red and serpentine slithers beneath the thin ice of his eyes, cautioning and boiling with impatience. even the larch trees seem to rustle and shrink away from the tsar as he makes his sudden advance: one step forward, then five more, until his invasive and unnerving closeness pushes her to the water's edge. the swords within their reach are all too apparent when the base of his palm sits at the top of a black hilt. a moment passes, lingers too long into another. ( if he wanted to hurt her, by now he would have. )
ββ she is already dead, ββ he says caustically. a low and metallic trill hums within his scabbard, then crimson plumes of magic diffuse from the rested palm that raises from his side towards the scene. it ripples with the water, unbraids itself back to the beginning and starts again, but the harsh twist of a gold-cuffed wrist whips a second wind to banish it away. ββ in buyan, the water renews or remembers a life. ββ the lake was a shared focal point between the chyerti realms; elsewhere, the dead water foresees and possesses every ending.
ββ had i the wisdom and ability to not tolerate their ignorance from the start, this war could have ended much sooner. but i know how to bide my time and live with an enemy so that i might learn them; to strike unsparingly only where and when it counts, not when a bleeding conscience compels it. that is how you will end up a martyr, while your treacherous sorcerer continues to grow in power. ββ he cocks his head, surveying her with a detached smile, then returns dryly: ββ . . . but what would i know of it ? in fact, you are right to refuse my help. i think i should like to see what enough time makes of your shining armor, and what you'll make of all your compassion. ββ
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summer pervades the alder wood with a sulfurous heat, stirring the colors to turn too early to dullness, and the detritus to molder too quickly for consumption. yet the demon at the center of this insolence is frozen; in time, in appearance, and in his core. he knows he is not welcome. the sound of wood snapping, roots weaving and unweaving, at once too near and inexplicably far, speaks to a destination that will always evade him. the path to the heart of this house matters little. what the deathless wizard seeks are the spaces between the trees, amalgamating with a heaviness that bares teeth. he knows what comes next. ( they did warn him, after all. )
like an unwanted weed, the upsweep of a scythe catches koschei by the navel, hooks through the stomach, and pushes his spine up against the nearest oak with a crack of bark and bone. his racked groan tapers to an irritated grunt, incongruous to the agony that persists; a show of a body that had been hacked, charred, and beaten too many times to be intolerable to pain. it's his sputtering magic that betrays the true damage, disintegrating a winter sun's virility, a pretense they unpeel like apple-skin to reveal the browning leperose and desiccation beneath.
ββ no prelude, then? straight to the main act? ββ the retort grinds out though a taunting exposure of bloodied teeth. finger bones wrap firmly around the neck of the scythe with a meager resistance, knowing there was no need to stop here. if he wanted to, fiadhaΓch could have made a splitgill out of him against this tree. they still could, if he wasn't careful. ( but where would be the fun in that? ) ββ i'm not surprised. you take your close encounters like any woodland beast, don't you, wyrdrin? ββ here, his glamor stitches itself back together around the invasive object, until he is made golden again and only his gauzy blue eyes linger. they leer at the sinister face of the forest with a wolf's hunch, a silence that lifts the sound of blood dripping thick as saliva. ββ well, you made your point, lout. now will you let me make mine ? ββ
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β SEE HOW HE BRINGS FORTH EVERY MANNER OF BEAST WITH HIM,Β Β KIN AND UNAKIN, Β it only ever is the dragon with the ruler of waves.Β Β that is who greets him now both serpent of sea and sky. Β β Β only one of us should be allowed to be vain in this marriage.Β Β it is troublesome if it remains otherwise. Β βΒ Β their past union aimed like shrapnel and it lodges where intended.Β Β another false house constructed to create the myth of a war that spoke to their harmony rather than division. Β O' ENEMY OF MY ENEMY,Β Β THAT IS WHERE WE FIND OURSELVES.Β Β yet she beckons him forth as she has through each age without fail,Β Β the amalgamation of all her rueful games of escape.Β Β she tempts life,Β Β she courts a death she cannot attainΒ Β ( Β the impossibility;Β Β is that what keeps you,Β Β witch?Β Β )Β Β all those drops of rain and none of them seem to touch him;Β Β he is never drenched,Β Β ever-dry.Β Β blood endures,Β Β his only bath and the red finds her too; Β in rage and in violence.Β Β Β Β
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β β Β distant...Β Β is this distant to you? Β βΒ Β she holds him,Β Β in the way a beast does. Β mindful of that snapping mouth and none too distracted by the bareness of her figure.Β Β THE SHAPE THAT PLEASES YOU AND THEN IT IS THE PEARLS ALONE DRESSED UPON ME. Β each chain strung together tears;Β Β all the ivory un-wept. Β no matter the pale warning he pursues her further sending the rusalki attendants into a scatter. Β they will not stand between her and the wretched magician.Β Β β Β i want you to be reminded of your failure every time you look at me.Β Β i want you to be reminded how you begged for my mercy,Β Β how you begged for my return. Β βΒ Β he may stand before her presently but those knees in the dirt;Β Β an imprint on her mind
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β β Β how you will continue to come to me with your words like precious jewels and promise me glory or revenge and still none of it will bring back what has been taken. Β β Β mourn with me,Β Β be with me in grief,Β Β i cannot fight by your side like a creature of stone. Β though she does beg him;Β Β she cannot as pride was the true blade that severed all tenderness between them. Β her teeth outshine every strewn oyster heart;Β Β a warning as he draws nearer and he seems to invite her wrath to mingle with his own malcontent. Β β Β it is not you who feeds at this hour but me,Β Β moi tsar.Β Β βΒ Β to show her such a vulnerable throat,Β Β he knew this would come.Β Β the tearing of that untearable flesh;Β Β the steel of her bones clashing against sinew and artery. Β she swallows,Β Β and she swallows,Β Β and she swallows. Β
the hold of a dragon is not a tenderness; it is a tenderizing of her meal and tribute. relentless, she pummels and scratches against a heart built like a mausoleum, knowing that marble house will never open by his own volition. it is no less true. her face is a reminder of all the battles he'd lost, but also of the war he will do anything to win. he will beg her, scold her, chase her, bleed his reptant apologies and promises to see this severance assuaged -- but he cannot mourn with her. that is the decisive weakness, the precise entry point the enemy waits for. viy must be denied it out of vindictive necessity. she is denied it out of collateral consequence.
ββ i will always come on bended knee with a proposal. is that not the husband's endeavor? a bride's choice to deny him ? but you don't, do you? ββ ( not when it counts. not when the rage and the ages starve us out. ) he spurs her with the same gun aimed at him, waiting for her to bring on the cacophonous display of what their marriage will always look and sound like. after all, what is the power of a wave without the immovable bluff to beat against ? who else could endure and sustain all the shapes of her nature so well as him ? they could have pride and vanity in abundance, draw a shoreline between territories, but they were both beasts made more of hunger than of flesh. how could she hope to live at an impasse, when the earth drinks on the rain, and water eats at the rock?
as if in vindication, her teeth sink into the dryness of his neck, a horror that endears more than it shocks. the violence of the rusalka queen is the digging, coiled closeness he craves too much to resist. he finds his purchase from the back of her skull and bareness of her back, where a raking touch takes its fill by the riverful from her dewed skin. now meat grows supple and granular blood runs like an endless fountain from a punctured artery. once, the blood was sweeter than the fruits he planted in their garden, but here it is all bitterness, blacker than the void in his chest where it filters through. ββ be it here or at my table, it makes no difference. take your fill and spare no drop, ββ he strains, and a chuckle rumbles in his throat against her soiled cheek, its own form of caress, meant to challenge and encourage. ( crack the shell of my rib open. eat what you find there. it is all yours if you have the stomach for it. )
koschei weighs her down as limbs drain of balance. over her shoulder, vision blurs to a vignette, obscured at the borders, focused ahead on the film floating above her pool. stark in some places, delicate in others, he knows the blood is not only his. sees now how she tries to depollute herself without a cleanser. and it is only here, where he hangs precariously over the precipice of death that rain can eat the marble to softness; that he can feel close to her and his own aching. ββ we will get her back, ββ he whispers into her crown, breaths growing shallow and broken with the coming of his true rotted visage. ββ kill me if it helps you understand my resolve. i will not die. i will not tire of your torrents. i will not let him take any more from you, moi zmeya. ββ
a fine day sunday, so im just gonna come out and say it. koschei is a brat disguised as a dom idc what he or anyone else has to say about it. like sir you are purposely tempting everyone to flip the switch, chain you up, throw you around like a rag doll between their teeth, eat you alive. it's too obvious.
[indulge] + reverse β. from the hoard : π±π₯π’ ππ’ππ― π©π¬π―π‘ ( @serenaderain ) , accepting
koschei had spent two days cleaning up the mess, healing open sores, gathering scythes to clear the strange overgrowth, and visiting each home with an offering to their domovoy. the salted bread had been laced with a temporary cantrip to rewrite the festival's events. spreading the enchantment through a bloodline's chyert seemed the better course than to track every individual who could betray the night's unfortunate culmination. however, a simple cantrip would not be enough to convince the dogmatic priest set to wake at any moment. of course, he'd seek an audience with the lord, both on high and of flesh, to offer him clarity for the gap in his memory and an explanation for the lingering fear in his heart.
but mishka was no where to be found, or so koschei had been told. an edge of acrimony cuts into his patience. he stands to lose too much to pretend otherwise. these months had been the first to show him uninterrupted peace; this place had become the closest thing to a home; and these two people, so like him, who were regarded as dear to him as family . . . all of it was now at risk. ( and over what? a single night spent reveling in a wedding that wasn't real ? ) that pulsing red jewel, tucked beneath his cassock, leads the way into the forest, where not even the bear can hide from a summer noon's burning eye.
ββ drunk this early, brother ? ββ he says, light in his approach in a way he wasn't with his words. ββ is your blood so thin. . . ? ββ here, the gibe falls flat. seeing mishka now, it didn't please koschei to find his friend so despondent. no more than it pleased him to leave lebedeva distraught in her chambers. . . but surely, they must see the absurdity of their situation. he quiets the thought for now with a tight lipped frown, a relenting breath, and then a tired murmur. ββ -- or can we agree you've been torturing yourself for longer than you should have ? ββ
something about medieval/fantasy verse koschei wearing a dragon faceplate in battle inspired by his polovtsy ancestors is just π€Β