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๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐โ her expression becomes sharp, severe, and brilliant as shards of broken glass. Thereโs no answer offered to any part of his response beyond a hum of acknowledgement here and there. That final comment especially - fuck it - hangs uselessly in the air, unaddressed, unacknowledged. Kayeโs silences are every ounce as expressive as anything she saysโ A beat of a pre-tornadic stillness passes, quiet disapproval seeping out of her skin and into the quiet, suffusing it with tension like an electric crackle, a shimmer in the air. She just smiles, stretching the silence like an elastic band until itโs near breaking point.ย
And then, her whole demeanor shifts in an instant, any strained distaste abruptly disappearing as though a light switch flicked off. โFuck it?โ she repeats, her tone suddenly completely slack and blasรฉ, edging on bored, as though she were just absently saying anything to fill the silence. โHm, fair enough. I thought you could handleย this, but everyoneโs suited for different extracurriculars; If this is too much for you, perhaps something like book club or acapella might be more your speed?โ
Kaye steps closer, traces her finger up over the undone buttons of his shirt until her hand alights on his jacket lapel. โBut come on, darling, I know you.โ Her voice simpers and simmers, her eyes smoulder. โI know you want this.โ She knew intimately the weaponization of want they were both fluent inโ and what was there to do with weapons except put them to use? She found his dissension intolerable and respectable in equal measure. โThatโs why I picked you. Letโs not be ungrateful now, shall we? Maybe show some respect?โ
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๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐. and it takes less than a heartbeat for andrรฉs to sense the change in kayeโs demeanor. it wouldnโt be the first time heโs on the receiving end of those icy glares. and although itโs not enough to scare him away, andrรฉs brings his glass to his lips to finish its contents in one quick swig.
deep inside, thereโs a kind of twisted delight floating through him. he can still get under her skin fairly easy. or so it seems. a low chuckle dripping in sarcasm leaves his lips. him in a book club, yeah right. the image is both ridiculous and amusing. he would never admit how much he is enjoying this exchange. but most importantly, he would never admit kaye is right. for the first time since he arrived at carlyle, and probably for the first time in years, andrรฉs has finally found something that intrigues him, at last something that has his blood cursing with something akin to exhilaration. something thatโs not some chemical, that is.
kaye saysย โi know you want this,โ and he confirms, for the second time tonight, that she knows him too well. his eyes follow her slim fingers on his jacket and he knows she is right. he can feel it again, that golden thrill, a kind of anticipated high for whatโs about to come.
at last, he relents.ย โis this the part where i say thanks?โ his voice is above a whisper when he looks up to find those unrelenting eyes again.ย โiโm honored,โ he admits. he might not be too sure about the nine yet, but having kaye choose him as her possible successor, well, that kinda feels like a victory.ย ย
however, just for the hell of it, he adds with a grimace ,ย โjust donโt make me sacrifice baby goats. their blood is NEVER going to come off and this is authentic silk.โ
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kaye arrives to congratulateย her fledgling protรฉgรฉย ย โ ย closed for @aresfmยท
๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ in the perceptions of people who forget thatย war also belongs in her domain. Though Kaye is draped in shimmering golden silk that ripples and flows like water with even the most minute of her movements and dotted with iridescent, winking diamonds, she nonetheless retains all the moores of a predator, her cold eyes burning like arson, seeming every bit a mythological monster cast in the svelte silhouette of a girl. And when she appears in flourish of diaphanous fabric and amber perfume alongside her Ares at the party, the heir apparent to her mantle of Hydra, the duo must seem utterly gloriousโ Not the glory tinted by Christian connotations, accompanied by visions of saints equipped with patience, mercy, and all the virtues of the meek, but the roaring, unyielding glory of a bygone age: the Grecian Kleos, the Roman Virtus, the Norse Herrlof, bold and blood-steeped. Not mortals, not demi-gods, but incendiary Gods of war in their own right, emerging from their sumptuous, empyrean paradises to graciously deign to attend a mortal affair.
โAndres, sweetheart, there you are,โ Kaye practically purrs once she reaches his side, swiftly bypassing all the usual formality of a greeting, opting instead to push a fizzing flute of ice-cold Dom into Andreโs hands, โNow I know what youโre going to ask firstโ Majors arenโt off limits, so have fun with that.โ
Her smile is paradoxically warm and dangerous, somehow both promising and terribly ambiguous. One the other hand, her icy, clinically appraising gaze is transparently expectant. Kaye finds history is so terribly dull, the same song replayed in a billion different voices: People tear themselves apart warring over riches, fame, and opportunities like the one Kaye has afforded Andres, and while the former two can be compensated for, the latter is something so extraordinary that there can be no substitute. And, as Kaye knows better than most, anything truly extraordinary carries a price to match. โOh, and congratulations on all this, by the way. Itโs so droll, no?โ
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๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.ย when the jet-black cloak revealed none other than katharina de kloet in all her ethereal glory. she looks the same as the last time he saw her : intimidating. but it doesnโt matter. andrรฉs takes pride in knowing heโs immune to her bewitching devices. or thatโs that he likes to think. kaye, his acasia, from now on, she isย one that shall lead him into whatever this is. in a way, itโs kind of poetic. reminds him of decadent parties and the naivetรฉ of his teenage years.
the cold wind brings chills to every inch of andrรฉsโ skin. the emerald jacket of his suit is barely doing anything to protect him from the cold, especially if the thin silken shirt underneath is barely unbuttoned. however, andrรฉs is not complaining. the chilly breeze is numbing, in a way, it helps him take the edge off.ย
so when kaye shows up handing him a flute of champagne,ย andrรฉs is quick to reach out for it with a grateful smile.ย she knows him too well. โso i can ask their majors but not their names?โ he questions. as if he would actually follow the rules.ย
โdroll,โ he repeats, his lips lifting up into a smirk.ย โi almost feel like i am joining a cult, with everyone wearing their black cloaks,โ he pauses, โthat or some off brand rendition of macbethโ.ย andrรฉs takes the time to sip on his champagne, reveling in the feel of liquid diamonds down his throat.ย โiโd say it better be worth the ridiculous donations from my grandmother, but you know what?โ he pauses, a look of mischief taking over his features.ย โfuck it.โ
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โ Andrei Tarkovsky, from Sculpting in Time
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Tell me, father, which to ask forgiveness for: what I am, or what Iโm not? Tell me, mother, which should I regret: what I became, or what I didnโt?
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