How do I win/start to win?
I have spent the majority of this morning mopping around, feeling down and giving myself shit excuses(Basically, I have been bullshiting and I know it). Finally, around 12:50pm I have taken a walk to buy something and try to knock some sense into my head.
How can I win?... Are you kidding? I know how to win. At the very least, I know how to start to win.
Study, practice, book a gig (gig, presentation, show, whatever. Just execute).
I mean, I made a list of stuff I need to know to be a communications specialist. Let's say I pick "writing" to work on. I know my punctuations are not good, so I Google how to use punctuations. I study. I practice with this blog... Ish. I use my new skills at work when writing (study, practice, execute). It's a no brainer right? Yet, I bullshit.
Well, after this rant, I have gotten angry enough to get shit done.
Raahhh!!!! .... Or Is it arggggh!!!?