Me Myself & I

Nothing serious unless u read it that way

[areyouthere325]

Every time this song .....my mind goes strait to him. Ur pride is in the way & I miss my best friend too much to not say something.

[areyouthere325]

BFF!?? ....NOPE!

I love being a female and all don't get me wrong, but to be totally honest, if my vagina were an actual person.......I'd hate that bitch!

[qillermeme]

[areyouthere325]

Just a Thought

She honestly wasn't sure when "good enough" was actually going to be just good enough at the end of the day. Honestly, she didn't care either. More depressing was that she had allowed herself some personal freedom finally and she still couldn't get out of this space she had unknowingly created. Suffocating feels lighter she thought and crying just took too much effort. Watching the clock she asked herself, "What did I even do today?" Then she thought "I wonder what he did today?"

[areyouthere325]

She loves him. All of him and it wasnt as if she had thought it out or had been given the chance to make space for those feelings. No it just happened. This unexplainable terrifying feeling of not bliss or hope but sadness. Intolerable death gripping you from the inside to turn you inside out over and over type of sadness and yet the pain wasnt for her. No it was for him.

[areyouthere325]

HIM

Repetitions is all she heard out of his mouth every other word to the next conversation spoke only about his ex or Ex's, whichever came first, but never of her. Not knowing if any of it was real, choking down his bullshit like it was her last meal. Her facial expressions screaming her thoughts, filled with Does He and Does He Nots? The pain of hoping it hadn't all been a lie. All of it a lie every time he was deep between her thighs, locked onto her eyes. Her eyes that could disguise how she really felt and wanted to tell him but decided to wait. Loving their hours of laughter together, it was enough to distract her from the silence she loathed. The silence gave her mind a chance to wander and question herself. What was she doing there, and did he even want her there and why? What is he doing? What should she be doing instead? Who could he be doing instead? The last one left her mind tortured and her heart broke. Not for herself, but for him. What he thinks is real love is a mind fuck Hes been trained to believe. No one was going to see him for him actually. She had no tricks, no gimmicks, no deep seeded motive. She just wanted Him. All of him. However, he never listened when she would tell him this and would end up hurting what he could have had. At times when his mind was calm and still, he would remember her and how she made him feel. He would remember how she asked for nothing from him, and she was happy if he was breathing. That was all it took and to him it made no sense how someone could be that content with another. Then he would take another hit and forget her just for a little while, but she always came back to cloud his thoughts. Passing the time and watching the clock spending it with his own insecurities. She would be waiting until he was ready to have her again. Because what is life without a Her and a Him.

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[areyouthere325]

Its not that I hate people....I just really dont like people whose name start with any letter from A to Z, Number or Symbol, and was born at any point of time.