#lovehimstill

[misspineleaves]

I like the way you laugh.

It makes me smile.

I love the way you joke around.

Even though it's not funny.

It still makes me laugh.

I'm not inlove with you.

But you're special to me.

I hope you know that.

[misspineleaves]

One day you'll realize, there's someone who was there for you every step of the way, but it's already too late because you focused yourself on someone who never saw your value.

[misspineleaves]

[areyouthere325]

HIM

Repetitions is all she heard out of his mouth every other word to the next conversation spoke only about his ex or Ex's, whichever came first, but never of her. Not knowing if any of it was real, choking down his bullshit like it was her last meal. Her facial expressions screaming her thoughts, filled with Does He and Does He Nots? The pain of hoping it hadn't all been a lie. All of it a lie every time he was deep between her thighs, locked onto her eyes. Her eyes that could disguise how she really felt and wanted to tell him but decided to wait. Loving their hours of laughter together, it was enough to distract her from the silence she loathed. The silence gave her mind a chance to wander and question herself. What was she doing there, and did he even want her there and why? What is he doing? What should she be doing instead? Who could he be doing instead? The last one left her mind tortured and her heart broke. Not for herself, but for him. What he thinks is real love is a mind fuck Hes been trained to believe. No one was going to see him for him actually. She had no tricks, no gimmicks, no deep seeded motive. She just wanted Him. All of him. However, he never listened when she would tell him this and would end up hurting what he could have had. At times when his mind was calm and still, he would remember her and how she made him feel. He would remember how she asked for nothing from him, and she was happy if he was breathing. That was all it took and to him it made no sense how someone could be that content with another. Then he would take another hit and forget her just for a little while, but she always came back to cloud his thoughts. Passing the time and watching the clock spending it with his own insecurities. She would be waiting until he was ready to have her again. Because what is life without a Her and a Him.

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[queenjchel]

Love

I’m in love with my ex boyfriend Lalo, not in love like i want to marry him, more like i want to give our relationship another chance. I know he doesnt feel the same way, i wish he did though. Lalo was my first boyfriend in 3 years, we were together for a bit, Our problem is that we fought about the lil things, instead of just doing what we had to do, we picked a fight on the lil shit to fix. That was on both of us, I want to tell him that i love him, and if there is a way to talk to him about this, i want us to work it out. My feelings for him are still there. When i message him, i want to say, can we talk? like about us, can we try and fix things between us? i’m not asking to move in with you, just asking if we can work things out and see where it goes. I know we still have a connection, i know there is something still there. I want to know if you have feelings for me too? Why did we throw in the towel so early? Why is it like this right now? 

WE share a puppy together, our brownie. Our German Shepherd, i love him so much, and it sucks that he lives with you. Honestly i want to see both of you guys, i want to hangout and talk, see how life is, see if we can work this out. Come to a understanding. We dont have to see each-other everyday, or talk everyday, just see where this takes us. Baby steps? That’s what im hopng for, or i can say i want, i haven’t really said anything to you. Because i am afraid of rejection from you, and i dont want it to be like that. Can we talk about this?? 

[queenjchel]

Journal

i dont have a journal! If i did, i wouldnt keep it in the house, because everyone here is very nosy. I moved back to my hometown after me and my ex boyfriend broke up, were still friends, but i miss him as my boyfriend. I was comfortable and want him in my life again, not just as a friend. I want more from him. The only thing about our relationship was he didnt wanna have sex? yea you heard me right, he didnt wanna have sex, alot of people thought he was cheating on me, he wasnt. then they thought he was gay. A lot of my people think he is gay lol. Honestly not gonna lie, at first i thought he was, but we met on tinder. He actually liked me first, i almost didnt like his profile, but then i went for it and we matched. we talked for a bit on there before we actually met and went out on our first date. the rest is history. I still love him, i wont ever stop loving him. I can say all this on here, but it wont change the fact he wants to be alone.

[lashondrad]

Okay. We. Are. On. A. MidWeek. Trip. To. NewOrleans. Then. To. Shreveport. And. We. Both. Packed. Our. Own. OverNight. Bags. 😂😂😂 His. Back. Is. Brand. New. But. . . . . Hilti? ? ? #SuchAMan #LoveHimStill #Blessed #BirthDayPrincess #Pisces #Happy Kudos! (at Shreveport, Louisiana)

[reinacee]

Is Kanye trying to apologise to Taylor Swift (😴😷) or is he dissing award shows? 😭