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tay, 23, any pronouns

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happy birthday xyx!! have some lifeguard! xyx dialogue teaser as a treat

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rui is so fine in this episode ugh i love him

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thought i was just getting a new clusband (clown husband) with jo but it turns out i also got a clife

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and what if i want dan hang to sit between my legs leaning back against me while he reads a book and i run my hands through his hair huh? what then

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haa lifeguard xyx teaching you how to surf…

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pov you’re scrolling through tiktok and see a thirst trap by tobias to super freaky girl on your fyp

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This and Unholy

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MOMMY DONT KNOW TOBYS GETTING HOT AT THE BODYSHOP DOING SOMETHING UNHOLY

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pov you’re scrolling through tiktok and see a thirst trap by tobias to super freaky girl on your fyp

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nothing pleased nightowl more than to hear words of praise fall from your lips. awarding him with a simple ‘good job’ did wonders for him. and you never minded telling him so even for doing the simplest task because his proud and loving smile was a reward for you as well. despite how supportive you were of him, he was never satisfied with the idea that he was good enough for you. because of that, little things that nagged you in the back of your mind stayed there. it became frustrating. most days you spent your time avoiding him because you knew you couldn’t confront him. and it was tiring. because god damn it, nightowl. if i can’t make a comment about your shoes being left out without you crying how the fuck do you expect me to have an open conversation with you? it wasn’t his fault. you knew this. years and years of pressure and being told you weren’t enough would do that to you. so you two had your fights, screaming at each other and letting it all out. and then you spent your nights lying together in bed, him tracing shapes on your skin as you held him tight because i’m sorry i didn’t mean all that. those were long nights. neither of you wanting to fall asleep first as guilt hung on your shoulders. and the next day, when neither of you said a word to each other about the night before, but stayed close to each other, mindful of your actions, that’s what the two of you called love.

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Hey hey !!! Its been a bit, but I hope you've been good !!! (Ps saw all the bloomic stuff,,, and let me tell u,, i fell so hard for that game and everyone in it) anyways !!! <3 have a good day/night/time is a construct

omg hi!! hope you’re doing well! and yes bloomic has a grip on my heart 😅 miss u and hope life is treating you well!!

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hi xyx obsession so true

lifeguard xyx sitting in my drafts 🙏🙏🙏

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crossposting this on tumblr bc i need more research ✍️✍️✍️

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i’ll answer these in a bit i’m at dinner rn 😅

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crossposting this on tumblr bc i need more research ✍️✍️✍️

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i posted this in the bloomic server months ago and forgot about it so uh take some content while i stall for lack of disney hcs

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happy birthday nightowl but you have the idea to surprise him by flying the other blooming panic server members out to visit and celebrate and in the weeks leading up nightowl sees how you've been more secretive and almost avoiding him and one day he hears you talking about how "this is getting so hard to hide this from him" and that "his clinginess is going to be my downfall" which is followed by you describing how you wouldn't want to have it any other way. you adore nightowl and the attention he gives but god is it hard to plan a surprise for someone always around. he doesn't hear this though. his heart was shattered when he realized he's not good enough for yet another person who he thought loved him. when he starts to become distant following this you don't quite notice either as all your free time has been dedicated to organizing flights and hotel rooms and catering. nightowl never brings up what he hears either, not wanting confrontation to be the final straw in your relationship with him. instead he bottles it in each night as he lays in your grasp wondering if there's another person you do this with. it wasn't until his actual birthday that you notice something is off. you had taken him out for an arcade date while the server members set up everything for the party. you were patient with his slightly off attitude, since you knew he didn't have the best memories attached with the birthdays of his younger self. nightowl, on the other hand, couldn't help but notice how often you checked your phone throughout the day. he didn't want to be jealous; he didn't want to revert to his irrational younger self, but it was hard not to when he couldn't fathom any other possible explanation. then you finally get the all clear message from biglady letting you know everything is setup for the two of you to return. when nightowl opens the door to the apartment he's showered in confetti and shouts of happy birthday! from the inside. then he starts to cry. you're instantly worried because oh god was this a bad idea does he not like it but then he throws his arms around you, his face settling into the crook of your neck as hot tears soak the collar of your shirt. part of those tears were from relief as everything clicked in his mind, part was guilt for ever believing you were low enough to cheat, but the primary reason was just joy for the people he has in his life. he never tells you any of this, instead just opting for a simple

"i love you"

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no thoughts just xyx carrying you when your feet start to hurt and your head starts spinning after a night out and you’re laid out on his back, your head resting in the crook of his neck just taking in his smell and warmth and feeling so safe

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okay this is my bloomic acct now ig

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continuation on my last ramble but running your hands through his hair while he places the softest kisses on your face and just getting lost in the moment because god damn everything just feels perfect when you’re with him but the kitchen timer goes off and he has to pull away because “the cookies are gonna burn, doll”