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vallcntina:

valentina knew she was being harsh. but if she’d pat the girl on her head and tell her it was just going to be fine, when she wasn’t even sure if it was going to - it wouldn’t do her any good either. valentina had learned things the hard way. the harder, the better - she had always thought. people couldn’t break her anymore like she used to. she wasn’t going to let anyone. “ trust me, i won’t. nobody got time for that shit. — they just want money. you really think i haven’t tried this before ? like - you really think they’re gonna believe you and put you somewhere else ? i’ve tried this long enough and came to the conclusion i was just wasting my whole life on trying to prove how bad they were. they don’t give a fuck, ” valentina said as she moved both her arms around each other. “ i’ll be gone here soon anyway, ” she said as she looked down the girl. realizing that she was just becoming like her mother. she saw how hurt the girl was, but decided to tell her she was going to move out soon anyway. this wasn’t going to help her at all. but she couldn’t help it, this was just how valentina was. 

      “can’t i like set them up or something?” ariel knew that others had run away before, why the services hadn’t questioned that was beyond her. “make them look really, really bad in a different way instead of telling the truth about them? it’s worth a shot, right?” she knew that it sounded ridiculous and wouldn’t benefit her at all if her social worker found out that she was trying to ‘sabotage’ the PERFECT family. it made ariel upset for the other to dismiss her, to act like she didn’t care about her by saying that she was moving. the girl felt stuck and she hated it. relatively independent, the redhead just needed an ounce of affection but she wasn’t going to get that from anyone, evidently... “are you for real? making me feel shittier about this and acting like it’s nothing? wow. you know what, i can’t wait for you to leave. at least there’ll be more space.”

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vallcntina:

that’s when valentina realized she fucked up. once again. she could see so much of herself in the girl. trying to survive at such a young age. having no one but your shadow by your side. the smirk suddenly disappeared from val’s lips. “ listen. ari, ” giving her a new nickname. “ i learned one big thing in life - which is ; no matter what - no matter fucking what you will always end up alone. if little things like this is going to bother you, you won’t make it, ” she explained the younger girl. it was like she was talking to her younger self. yes, she was harsh - but maybe that was for the best. because, bad girls can’t get hurt, right ? 

      it wasn’t what ariel wanted to hear but it was true. valentina knew what she was talking about and the sooner she followed her advice, the better. of course, the girl wanted to believe that she already knew that she could do it by herself but there was always a part of her that WANTED someone else to be there, to care for her so that she wouldn’t have to lash out at others and worry herself all the time. That was never going to happen, it was just disappointment after disappointment. “god, never become a motivational speaker. why do these people even have us here and why don’t we literally just tell the social worker how bad they are? like, we’re literally just there to make them look all charitable and for the money. never considered myself an actress.”

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zakiriisms:

“let me guess….your name is ariel?”

      “yeah, even got the hair to match. you can’t say my mother wasn’t trying to make me miserable from the start.”

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jjstblaze:

“i wasn’t suggesting I’M iconic, i was referring to the situation. it was sarcasm. guess you didn’t pick that up though.” 

            “no wonder i didn’t understand it. sarcasm is the lowest form of wit, blaze.”

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micahfvk:

“you do realize you don’t know the answer either, right?” he rolled his eyes. “asshole or not still sucks to be spending your night in the bathroom.”

         “yeah, well i’ve been to so many schools, excuse me if i’m a little lost.” raising an eyebrow, the little redhead crossed her arms. “sucks for us because we couldn’t use it.”

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micahfvk:

“you really think i’d be asking you if i already knew the answer? nah, i think there has to be a more solid reason.” he’d been thinking about this for a while. longer than he’d like to admit. “jesus. that sounds horrible. feel bad for that poor kid.”

      “so you’re just stupid, then? i’ll accept that.” ariel sighed. “you can look it up in your own time, i guess. yeah, i felt bad for a second but he was an asshole anyway.”

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micahfvk:

“yeah, i obviously know what that is. but i’m confused how eating an egg with runny yolk isn’t going to give you salmonella.” he explained, “sounds nasty. what happened to him?”

      “don’t ask questions you already know the answer to, they waste my time. bacteria and shit.” who knew. “let’s just say that the bathroom was preoccupied all night...disgusting.”

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vallcntina:

now, was she a proud sister. “ fine then, cinderella, ” she joked. “ damn, i’m not your mother - ariel. you’re just making it a damn big deal, ” she rolled her eyes. “ grow up. ”

         it was going fine and then it seemed that the older girl tried to make her feel pathetic. “i know you’re fucking now. we were literally just-” she cut herself off, it wasn’t worth it. why should she put effort into people when she’d hopefully be leaving soon, anyway? ariel believed she could do much better by herself. “cinderella, my ass. not cleaning any of your shit, ugly step-sister.”

[dakotaiiisms]

“i don’t get it.” he says, eyes looking past the person in front of him, “why is eating cookie dough dangerous, but if i want a sunny side up egg it’s fine to eat the yolk even though it’s all RUNNY and shit?”

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         “have you heard of salmonella, yeah?” the redhead shrugged towards the other. “it makes you ill and raw egg is one of the causes. i remember one of the boys had it in my old care home. we could have all done without...”

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vallcntina:

valentina couldn’t help but laugh softly out loud. “ yeah - you know what ? i should probably find you a new name first, since you – really need one, y’ know, ” the smirk on her lips never left.

         “right, yeah. i’ll give you two weeks but if you pick something like RAPUNZEL, i swear to god. i’ll knock you into next week. i’ve insisted that my teachers call me ri but they have a memory like a sieve.”

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vallcntina:

“ i would say, try me, ” she just loved to annoy the younger one. if she would get payed every time she did so, she would’ve probably be a millionaire by the time. “ who the fuck is called ARIEL, ” she tried to hold in her laughter. 

      the girl was trying really hard to not let it bother her, to not become too frustrated with valentina but she still wasn’t used to her and it seemed like the other girl wasn’t used to her yet either... “haha, very funny. now, can you actually find a sense of humour? i BEG you.”

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vallcntina:

she knows too well that her sister hates her name and of course valentina was the one to keep rubbing her name into the younger girls face. “ oh come on - little mermaid. it could’ve been worse. she could’ve called you – rapunzel or some shit, ” the latina shrugged her shoulders up a little. “ i don’t know whatever she had at that time, but i want that shit too. i’d probably come up with dope ass names like yours. ”  

      “are you asking for a punch in the face?” ariel raised her eyebrows. “who the fuck is called rapunzel? don’t think i’ve met anyone called that but hey, tangled is relatively new so give it ten years and we’ll see where it’s at.” sighing, she then narrowed her eyes. “shut up.”

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vallcntina:

“ why — ariel ? it’s not - that bad of a name, ” the twenty two years old latina said as the corner of her lips curled up into a small smirk.

      “you love this, don’t you?” although the girl found it annoying, it was somewhat different when it came from valentina. ariel looked up to her but she’d never say that out loud. maybe there was hope for her if val had survived this long in this household but she wasn’t hopeful. “is it all out of your system today? my mom was probably on crack or some shit when she named me.”

[jjstblaze]

“Fucking Mrs. Kometsky swung a bat at me today for ringing her doorbell. I was just trying to return her ugly ass I.D to her, but whatever. I’ll never try to be decent again. Set ONE fire and people start swinging bats at the sight of you. Iconic.”

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       frowning towards the other, ariel shook her head. “wouldn’t be the word that i’d use but SURE, you’re iconic. looks like news travels fast round here.”

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         “literally, if i hear ONE more mermaid joke, i won’t be responsible for my actions. i fuckin’ hate this new school shit...again.”