ariel writes stuff

infected by words

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S(alt)

One day, can we go to the beach and feel the sand between our toes and taste the sea on our bitter tongues. Fall into the sea with no remorse, in salt soaked clothes and tangled hair, just lay down as the sea laps our eyes can't stay open anymore

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(nestle)

I wish you where here Just holding me Silently. Pure love No resivations. Come nestle with me in my pillow fortress; Where time stands And our breathing is the only noise that sounds. Darkness isn’t scary with your arms holding me close to your warm body.

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What if we are both too fucked up to save each other

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(stars)

fatigued exhausted with life. space; so full of stars so quiet I need to lay to rest my body no breath return to the sky where lost souls are kept where peace can be found and no harm can become because the stars are crystallised corpses forever on show for star gazers and galaxy travellers to admire that we tried to be strong but were overcome by the pain of living.

[forgetfulsurf]

He stood majestically on my drive barefoot glass around resisting temptation to enter his forlorn feet. reciting poetry; with the passion of a thousand hungry lovers desperate for ecstasy. ‘it reminds me of you’ he says calmly, the last to lines it’s you.

'Be with me, darling, early…

[devilwearsnadaa]

app(lies)

kissing me hard to R U Mine? made me wonder if that song applies are you ever actually mine because you belong to the earth you’re the sun of the moon

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my head is a tornado in a crowded room,

and you are all storm clouds.

i am imprisoned for as long as i will take

to explode into a hurricane, everything in my path

will be hit by the nuclear bomb of my

barely beating heart, listen close, you can

hear the tick-tock of a detonator counting down.

5,4,3,2,1-

fog chases me as rain drops form a blanket

that ties me up, a jail that keeps me still and

a blindfold that keeps me silent.

i do not know how long i will be here,

for i will never get out.

[forgetfulsurf]

standing arms crossed in front of me on a frame head nestled in between said arms praying for it to end, for space, for oxygen. (let me off) I feel you behind holding me even though you’re close the fear is still rising (let me out) ~ there’s now over 50+ people crammed on a bus (I can’t...

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Heav(ily)

Your tongue traces my breast plate Working your way up teasing, slow, painful. Kissing biting your way to my broken lips Your hips sink deeper into mine You bite my lip and breathe heavily into my mouth Trying to bare and control Finally you cannot take it anymore Pulse racing, you go deeper And finally whist kissing my neck once again you finally Exhale.

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Repli(cat)ing

When my eyes won't cry And my heart aches I chew my wet soaked hair And the beads of water trickle onto my smoke-broken tongue. Thus replicating the tears that will not form.

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Sup(port)

I love you more than oxygen because it does not sufficiently support me like you do.

[poison-tequila]

For(bid)den

I wish you were here More than the sun wishes it could stay with the forbidden moon for just one lovely night.

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Vulner(ability)

Close your eyes Forget the darkness; it all in your head. Sarcastic you may be but deep inside all is frail Let your vulnerability shine to those who care They can clear the path for a stronger tomorrow Let them help Resilience to overcome is the true weakness

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Cr(own)

sometimes* i just want to sit next to you

hold your soft hands 

kiss your unshaven cheek

~

have you hold me and kiss the crown in my hair

tilt my chin up

brush my hair behind my left ear gaze into my eyes

run you hand around to the back of my head 

and kiss me so softly; so gently

and love me till i'm happy again 

*Always

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B(links)

Head slightly tilted to the left Lips lightly pursed Eyes blue like sapphire; the glow of my light reflecting in them Slow blinks You just stare All I can see is love in your eyes In your face Slowly you smile And without a word Leans in and slowly holds me tight

[poison-tequila]

I am a barely functioning arctic monkeys song

[arielwritesstuff-blog]

Ho(over)

"I'm not okay" three words rush through my head at a rate that no one could explain faster and faster it repeats through my mind those three words I try to focus try to stay calm flick through the clothes on the sale rail but the people on the other sides conversation triggered me and I can't stop I stare at the ceiling "concentrate you can do this" begins to flow through my mind like the Hoover Dam rushing water though gallons a second now the two statements brawl trying to decide which way to consume me then silence I drop to the floor everything slow I ran out of oxygen noting matters now I'm unconscious their brawl stops their quite now