Junk... and feelings.. and stuff..
Not the sort of love where you hate each other but love each other.
I want the kind of love where you wake up with someone next to you, or at least on your mind, you spend all day thinking about them and the cute things you're going to do for and with them.. Then when you get home to them or you see them, and they are sweet to you. And at the end of the day, you're thinking "How did I ever get someone so amazing?". Then, you fall asleep next to them.
I want someone who is going to knock me off my feet, just by holding my hand when we walk.. or stops me mid-walk just to kiss me -- someone that isn't afraid to hurt me when I've done something good, or praise me when I've done something fantastic.
I don't just want a friend, I want a soulmate. I want someone that will stick it out till the end whether we're bound by law or just love.. No on and off shit. No "I hate you, oh wait. no I don't"..
But mostly, I just want you.. Because, every time I see you, I want a piggy back ride and long, loving stares. I want those stupid matching tattoos and matching zombie shirts. I want other people to see that I love you and you love me back... But not because I want to brag about you or because I want to warn others to back off, because I'm certain you're mine and you'll always be just mine.
I want to love, and to love, we have to trust each other. I want that. I want to go a month without you and still feel like you love me just as much as the first time you wanted to say it but were too shy. I want to look at the most attractive girl/guy in the world and know you're a million times better. I want to hear about the richest man/woman and know you are a billion times better.
But I don't have to, because I can hear your voice and know you are the best I'll ever know. And it's all because you met me when I was falling apart and I could barely stand you. I was a cheating, lying cunt and you were a bi polar, anti-social asshole, but we still loved each other.
We both knew that underneath the broken, bullying children we had become, their was a sad, lonely person trying to be better for the other. And it has been a hard 2 years, but that's why I need you. You make me better, I give you a reason to be better, and that's real love.
The kind of love where you need and trust the other person. ^__^
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