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welcome to this page, one thing to say: have fun!
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canine intuition | đŹđŁđČ
àšà§ pairing: sim (jake) jaeyun x fem!reader àšà§ word count: 1.4k àšà§ genre: fluff, hints of comedy àšà§ tags: established relationship, marriage!au, expecting!reader, layla's basically the smartest girl in the room àšà§ synopsis: Sometimes your dog knows what's going on before you do. And shenanigans ensue when she uses her knowledge to protect you, whether you want her to or not. âž For the birthday boy and his beautiful fur baby âĄ
âLayla, youâre not coming back inside until you use the bathroom, missy,â you warn the pup. With her head angled to the side, staring up at you in confusion, she must be wondering why youâre refusing to let her back into the house. And you typically would cave if it werenât for the fact it wasnât so early in the morning.
When you began dating Jake, you wondered if and how Layla would warm up to you. It scared you more than meeting his parents, if you were being honest. Canines, like their feline counterparts, had a supernatural intuition about people. If she didnât like you, what did that say about where your relationship would end up in a few months?
Luckily, you both got on perfectly. The two of you were practically thick as thieves by the time Jake proposed and eventually added the wedding band to your finger.
Now, with a beautiful house and adjoining backyard, walks with Layla have become a less-frequent occurrence. She gets more than enough exercise in her new, grassy oasis. Itâs only when she needs to go out and come in that either you or Jake have to get up and tend to her physically.
Today, though, she has yet to use the bathroom. Jake had to head out early for a meeting with his business partners and left you to take over the household duties.
Despite your orders, she doesnât seem to budge on her stance to come back inside. Her persistence mirrors her fatherâs to the letter, making you smile.
âLayla, once you use the bathroom then Iâllââ You feel a sudden rush of bile hit the back of your throat, causing you to press your hand to your mouth. Was it the coffee you just drank, or the quick breakfast burrito you scarfed down before letting Layla out?
âI might have toââ The next second, youâre running to the bathroom at lightning speed. Your knees slam against the tile floor as you bury your head inside the toilet, the contents of your stomach emptied out in a second. Layla scratches on the back door with rapid paws. You can hear a whine behind the screen as you wipe your face with a piece of toilet paper.
Layla runs through the door once youâve cleaned yourself up, and she jumps up to check on you in an instant. Her paws press lightly on your stomach, her head tilted again at that signature angle when sheâs concerned.
âDonât worry, honey. Iâm alright.â You scratch her behind the ears, hoping to appease her anxiety. There are lingering traces of queasiness, but you decide to rest on the couch for a while in hopes of making it go away. Layla doesnât leave your side for the rest of the morning, forgoing her breakfast to keep her head nestled warmly in your lap.
Laylaâs odd behavior continues into the next day.
Itâs a modern marvel for Jake to leave work early. Client meetings run long enough as it is, so getting alone time with him at this point in his career is a gift you contable treasure.
Youâre cooking a quick lunch for the two of you when Jake wraps his arms around you. Your husband presses sloppy kisses into your neck, his hands exploring your body as he holds you snug against him.
âHoney,â you chide him, trying to mix the macaroni in the pot without letting any stick to the bottom. It will be a bitch to cleanâand much less scrape outâif you donât keep a close eye on it. He knows this, but he clearly has other plans on his mind.
âWe can eat later. Right now, Iâd rather have dessert,â Jake whispers into the crook of your neck. He reaches around you to turn the stove off, his mind made up.
When you turn around to face him, youâre met with his signature grin, the cheshire cat smile that made you fall in love with him without much effort plastered across his face.
âMaybe I wanted to eat mac and cheese, how about that?â You counter as you run your fingers under his shirt. His skin is warm to the touch, the ripples of his muscles igniting a fire deep in your stomach.
âI think I can change your mind,â he teases.
When he grazes his lips against yours, pressing you harder against him, thatâs when Layla loses it.
She begins barking loudly at her father, making him immediately take his hands from your body to lean down to her level. She stands in between you two with fierce attention, the fur on her back brushing your legs.
âWhatâs wrong, girly girl?â He asks, all sensuality gone from his expression. His concern for her welfare and yours was one of the many reasons you loved him, his affection and loving words for âhis favorite girlsâ always squeezing your heart in a vice grip.
Layla nuzzles her snout against Jakeâs palm, but she makes no move to stray from her spot against you. You cross your arms, frowning. âLayla, whatâs up with you lately? Mommyâs fine,â you assure her.
âMaybe she wants to go for a W-A-L-K.â Jake spells out the words, wiggling his eyebrows and walking in the direction of the hooks that hold his coats and her leash. âIs that what you want, baby? You want to go for a walk?â
Laylaâs ears perk up instantly, her tail wagging in all directions before Jake puts her in her harness. The moment forgotten as the two of them head out the door, you wonder whatâs up with her and how to help her feel better moving forward.
The next week, you feel worse for wear. You think back to that day in the kitchen, realizing how oblivious you were to the way your body would turn against you. The nausea was something you could handle. But now, your body is all kinds of sore, mostly in your chest and pelvic region.
You would pass it off as normal premenstrual symptoms, but the pain is foreign on some level you canât explain. If only you could put a proper name to it, maybe it wouldnât nag you so much.
Layla whimpers the entire day, snuggled into your side as though she believes her body can provide some relief for your aching one.
By the afternoon, you call Jake to take your mind off of the overbearing discomfort. He begins to talk about the newest project at the firm and his role in landing the contract, but once he hears Laylaâs array of cries, he changes his focus.
âIs something going on?â You hear the concern in your husbandâs voice immediately, and your heart clenches at his tone.
âNo, no, baby, Iâm fine. She probably just needs to pee.â At the worst time possible, a cramp makes you gasp in pain.
âIâm coming home,â Jake says with finality, no room for any further discussion.
By the time he makes it home, he brings a large bowl of chicken noodle soup and a brand new heating pad to your bedside.
He runs his hands through your hair as you cry, reminding you to eat as much of the soup as you can stomach.
âNext time, please donât make Layla the messenger,â Jake jokes, kissing the crown of your head. The girl in question sits nestled against yours and Jakeâs feet, satisfied sheâs done her job to make sure you got the help you needed.
The sun peers into the bathroom and shines down on the two pink lines staring back at you. The truth of whatâs been in development for the past few weeks hits you with full force. Any normal woman would be hyper emotional at the news or terrified at her life changing as she knows it. For you, all you can do is stare down at your dog and laugh.
âYou knew this entire time, didnât you?â You ask Layla although she canât reply, tears of joy and humor running down your cheeks. She just looks up at you with the same cocked head and wagging tail.
You turn back to the three pregnancy tests that rest on top of the marble counter, all of them confirming what the pup knew to be true many days ago.
Call it canine intuition, feminine senses, or a little bit of both. Itâs anyoneâs guess.
What isnât up for debate is whether or not youâll tell the man you love the news when he gets home.
When he does, he carries a bouquet of flowers in his hands. âSaw these on my way home and thought of you,â he says, beaming.
You grin and press your mouth to his softly. âI actually have something for you too.â
You guide him into the bathroom, his eyes immediately locking onto the tests near the sink. In classic Jake Sim fashion, his eyes go wide and his billion-megawatt grin appears on his lips. âAre you serious?â
You nod your head, the waterworks from earlier coming back.
He encases you in a tight hug, his body shaking with his own barrage of emotions. His voice is trembling when he says, âIâm gonna be a dad.â
He kisses every free space of your face, landing finally on your lips in a tear-stained but beautiful kiss. âHow long have you known?â
âJust for a few hours.â You see Layla in the doorway, your pup smiling at the two of you. âBut someone actually knew a long time ago.â
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Youâve Got This (SJY)
PAIRING †sim jaeyun x afab!reader
GENRE †fluff
WARNINGS †kisses, reader is overthinking, stressed out, proofread but i'm sorry if there's mistakes! (Imk if i missed something pls!!)
WORD COUNT †1.2k
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The night before your big presentation, the room feels like itâs closing in around you. Notes are scattered everywhereâon the bed, on the table, some even in your handsâbut no matter how much you read them, the words just wonât stick. The reality of speaking in front of over 50 people looms over you, making your stomach twist with dread. Each time you try to rehearse a line, your heart races, and itâs as if the very air in the room is too thick to breathe.
Jakeâs been watching you silently for a while, his gaze soft and worried. Finally, he stands up, crossing the room and gently places a hand on your shoulder, his touch instantly grounding you. âHey, babe,â he says softly, his voice like a balm against the tension in the air. âYouâre doing that thing again.â
You blink, glancing at him with wide, slightly panicked eyes. âWhat thing?â
âThe thing where you get so in your head that you forget to breathe,â he says, smiling a little as he rubs small, soothing circles on your shoulder. âCome on. Sit down with me for a sec.â
He leads you over to the edge of the bed, where he sits down beside you, keeping his arm around your shoulder, his other hand moving to rest gently on your knee. You feel the warmth of his touch, the steady rhythm of his breaths, and some of the tightness in your chest begins to ease.
âJake⊠I donât think I can do this,â you mumble, barely above a whisper, your eyes fixed on your notes. âEvery time I think about all those people watching me, I freeze. What if I completely mess up? What if I stand there and just⊠go blank?â
Jakeâs hand moves from your shoulder to your back, his palm pressing softly against you in a comforting rhythm. âYouâre not going to mess up. Youâve been practicing for this for weeks. You know this material inside and out.â His voice is steady, gentle, but filled with conviction. âAnd even if you do stumble, it wonât matter, because everyone in that room is there to listen, not to judge.â
You bite your lip, still feeling the knot of worry that refuses to leave. âBut what if I forget everything? What if I just⊠blank out?â
He takes your hand in his, bringing it to his lips and pressing a soft kiss to your knuckles. âThen you take a deep breath, and you remember that you have a whole room of people waiting to hear something incredible from you. If you need a moment, take it. You donât have to be perfect.â His eyes meet yours, filled with a warmth that makes your heart stutter. âYouâre going to do amazing, because youâre you. And thatâs enough.â
You close your eyes, his words sinking in, but the anxiety is stubborn. âIt doesnât feel like itâs enough, Jake⊠Iâm so scared of disappointing everyone. Disappointing⊠myself.â
He moves closer, wrapping both arms around you and pulling you fully into his embrace. âHey,â he murmurs, his voice a comforting whisper in your ear. âYou wonât disappoint anyone. Least of all yourself. You care so much about this, and thatâs whatâs going to make you shine up there. People can tell when someoneâs passionate about something.â
You can feel your heart begin to calm just a little, lulled by his closeness, his steady breathing. âI just⊠Iâve never felt this kind of pressure before. It feels like all these expectations are suffocating me.â
Jake tightens his hold on you, one of his hands moving to gently rub your back. âThen let me take some of that pressure off you. How about this? Tomorrow, when youâre up there, Iâll be right in the front row, smiling at you the entire time. Every time you look at me, youâll know youâre not alone.â His voice is so sure, so steady, that for a moment, you let yourself believe it too.
You pull back slightly, looking into his eyes, and find a soft smile spreading across your face. âYou really believe in me that much?â
He grins, brushing a strand of hair from your face. âMore than you know. Youâre one of the most amazing people Iâve ever met, and I donât just say that to make you feel better.â He tucks the strand behind your ear, his fingers lingering just a little longer against your skin. âI know youâre scared. And thatâs okay. Being nervous just means this matters to you.â
You sigh, feeling a mix of relief and lingering nerves. âWhat if I lose my place? What if I stammer and forget where I am?â
Jakeâs hand moves to cradle your cheek, his thumb gently brushing over your skin. âThen youâll pause, take a deep breath, and just keep going. Nobody will judge you for needing a moment.â He tilts his head, his gaze tender. âYouâre human, babe. Youâre allowed to not be perfect.â
You close your eyes, leaning into his touch, feeling some of the weight finally lifting. âItâs just⊠itâs hard to believe that everyone else will be as understanding as you.â
âWell,â he says with a playful glint in his eye, âif anyone isnât, Iâll just have to take a stern talk with them afterward.â He winks, and you canât help but laugh, a sound that feels freeing, even if just for a moment.
âThanks, Jake. I really donât know what Iâd do without you.â
He smiles, leaning in and pressing a soft, lingering kiss to your forehead. âLuckily, you donât have to find out,â he murmurs, his lips warm against your skin. He wraps his arms around you again, pulling you into his chest as he rests his chin on top of your head. âNow, hereâs the plan. Youâre going to get a good nightâs sleep, and tomorrow, when you walk out there, youâre going to remember that youâre not alone. Iâll be right there. And when you finish, Iâll be the first one standing up, clapping my hands like a madman.â
You laugh softly, imagining Jake cheering for you in the audience, his face lit up with pride. âYouâre really going to clap like a madman?â
He chuckles, nodding with a mischievous grin. âAbsolutely. I might even embarrass you a little by yelling out how amazing you were.â
You shake your head, feeling the last bits of tension slip away, replaced by warmth and gratitude. âYouâre ridiculous.â
âAnd you love it.â He kisses you again, this time on the tip of your nose, and you feel your cheeks flush. âNow, promise me youâll at least try to sleep? You need your rest, or youâll end up overthinking everything again.â
You nod, feeling genuinely relaxed for the first time that evening. âIâll try. But⊠will you stay with me?â
He smiles, pulling the covers back and guiding you to lie down beside him. âOf course. Iâm not going anywhere.â He wraps his arm around you, pulling you close as you nestle against his chest, his warmth surrounding you like a cocoon. âJust close your eyes, okay? And remember⊠youâve got this.â
With his hand gently stroking your hair, his steady heartbeat in your ear, and his quiet, comforting presence beside you, you start to feel the last remnants of fear melt away. As you drift off, his words echo softly in your mind: Youâve got this. And somehow, with him beside you, it starts to feel like the truth.
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reassurance â sjy
sim jake x reader
warnings: mentions of nightmare and break-up, pet names, lowcase written, one kiss, not proofread (if more pls lmk!)
wc: 916
synopsis: your boyfriend always knows how to reassure you
a/n: donât ask me anything please i just felt the need to have a lovable jake moment đđ» feedbacks are appreciated đ
âjake.â
âjakey.â
âjaeyun.â
âsim jaeyun.â you call out his name for the fourth time, but your boyfriend remains fast asleep, one hand tucked under your head and the other draped over your waist, holding you close.
you sigh softly, your breath shaky as you stare at jakeâs peaceful face. his lips are slightly parted, his soft newly dyed blonde hair falling messily over his forehead. he looks so calm, so content and you feel a pang in your chest.
the remnants of the dream cling to you like a suffocating weight. it was vivid, so painfully real. you can still hear his voice â cold and distant âas he said the words you never thought youâd hear: "weâre over. i canât do this anymore."
in the dream, you stood frozen, staring at him in disbelief. the way he avoided your eyes, the way he pulled away when you reached for him â every moment felt like a stab to your heart. you tried to ask why, tried to understand, but he wouldnât explain. he just kept saying it was over, that he needed space, that you werenât enough anymore.
your chest had tightened, your throat constricted with sobs you couldnât release. you felt your world crumbling, breaking apart, and no matter how much you begged him to stay, to tell you what went wrong, he just⊠left.
the ache from that dream still lingers, gnawing at your thoughts, making your heart race even though you know â you know â was just a dream. but it doesnât stop the doubt, the fear that maybe, deep down, he might feel that way.
you glance up at jake again, his features soft and relaxed in his sleep, the complete opposite of how heâd been in the nightmare. you feel the warmth of his arm around your waist, the weight of his body pressed gently against yours, but it doesnât chase away the unease. what if, one day, he wakes up and realizes he doesnât love you anymore.
tears sting your eyes. you hate how much that dream affected you, but it felt too real. you gently place your hand on his chest, feeling the steady rise and fall of his breathing, but itâs not enough to soothe the turmoil inside you.
"jake," you whisper, your voice barely audible, as if speaking any louder might make the dream real. "jakey, please wake up."
he doesnât stir, still lost in his deep slumber. you bite your lip, trying to keep your emotions in check, but your voice cracks as you say his name again, a little louder this time. "jake."
you feel him shift slightly beside you, a soft groan escaping his lips. his eyes flutter open, blinking slowly as he tries to shake off the remnants of sleep. "babe?" his voice is hoarse, thick with drowsiness. "whatâs wrong?"
his hand moves from your waist to cup your face, his thumb brushing away the tear that had slipped down your cheek. the concern in his gaze is instant, and it makes your heart ache even more.
"i had a⊠i had a bad dream," you admit, your voice trembling. "you⊠you broke up with me." saying the words out loud feels like reopening the wound. "you said you didnât love me anymore. that you didnât want me."
jakeâs eyes widen, fully awake now, and in an instant, heâs pulling you closer, his arms wrapping around you protectively. "no, no, baby," he whispers, his lips pressing softly against your forehead. "thatâs not true. it will never be true."
you bury your face in his chest, the steady beat of his heart grounding you, but the fear still lingers, clinging to your mind like a shadow. "it felt so real," you murmur, your fingers clutching his shirt tightly. "i tried to stop you, but you just⊠left. like i didnât matter."
jake pulls back slightly, just enough to look into your eyes, his expression serious but filled with so much love. "hey," he says softly, his voice steady. "look at me." his fingers gently tilt your chin up so your eyes meet his.
â iâm not going anywhere. ever. okay? i love you. i love you more than anything."
you nod, but the tears keep coming. "what ifââ
"no, stop," he interrupts gently, his thumb wiping away more of your tears. "thereâs no âwhat if.â i love you, and thatâs not going to change. not today, not tomorrow, not ever. you matter to me. you are everything to me."
his words wrap around your heart, soothing the raw ache left by the dream. his gaze never wavers, filled with sincerity, and the warmth of his love radiates through every word, every touch.
jake leans in, pressing his lips softly against yours, a kiss filled with comfort and reassurance. " iâm right here," he whispers when he pulls away, his forehead resting against yours. "always."
you take a deep breath, feeling the heaviness lift slightly, his presence grounding you. " iâm sorry," you whisper. " i didnât mean to wake you."
"donât be sorry," jake murmurs, his arms pulling you even closer. " iâm glad you did. i never want you to feel like that. ever." he kisses your forehead again, lingering as if to chase away any lingering traces of your nightmare. "youâll never lose me, yn. i promise."
and for the first time since waking up, you believe him. you let yourself sink into his warmth, into the love that flows between you, and slowly, the fear begins to fade.
UGHđ we all need a jake in our life âčïžâčïž
three men & a crib | đđđ
àšà§ pairing: park sunghoon x fem!reader àšà§ word count: 1.2k àšà§ genre: fluff, comedy àšà§ tags: established relationship, soontobedad!sunghoon, married!au, pregnant!reader. àšà§ synopsis: Sunghoon is wasting time not building the furniture in the nursery, mainly the terrifyingly intricate crib his pregnant wife ordered. What else can he do besides call Jake and Jay to help him?
How did he end up in this situation? Sunghoon is staring down the cardboard box in his living room, armed with a handful of tools and an instruction manual that might as well have been written in an alien language.
âI can do it when I get home from the shower,â you told him two hours ago, pouting at the fact the crib still had yet to be constructed. The baby would be arriving in less than three months and there was still so much of the nursery that needed to be completed. The main piece being the place your child was meant to sleep.
Sunghoon shrugged off the idea. No way were you going to try building furniture when you should be focusing solely on relaxing. Your belly was too swollen at this point for Sunghoon to let you even carry in a heavy bag of groceries without assistance. What kind of husband would he be if he let you do manual labor in your condition?
âNo, baby,â he said, kissing your forehead with reassurance. âI promise to finish it. Just focus on having fun today and when you get home itâll all be done, youâll see.â
With a sigh and a kiss to his lips, you were off with your mother to your baby shower. Heeseungâs wife Yunjin organized the entire day for you, and Sunghoon wouldnât let something as simple as a piece of infant furniture get in the way of your good time.
But now, staring down the dismantled pieces of the crib, heâs starting to grow anxious at the thought of you coming home to his empty promises and utter disappointment. He reads over the first step of the instructions again, and the words practically bleed over and into each other on the page. Admittedly, Sunghoon was not well-versed in carpentry, but surely it shouldnât be this hard to understand.
Whatever he has to do to figure it out, he wonât let you down. And he wonât look like an incompetent father because of some measly, complex instructions.
So, he does the next best thing he can: he calls in backup.
Jake and Jay sit next to Sunghoon on the living room floor, looking over the parts of the crib that theyâve agreed go together first and have to be constructed in the proper order.Â
After forty-five minutes of assembly, the three men feel an acceptable amount of confidence they completed the crib.
Except for the fact thereâs a random piece of wood sticking out in the center of the crib itself.
âIâm telling you the directions said that that was supposed to go there,â Jay insists, skimming the manual.
Sunghoon groans. âTell me exactly Jay what the fuck that is supposed to do.â He emphasizes his argument by pointing directly at the block of wood in the middle of the crib.
âI donât know, man, to keep the baby from moving?â Jay retorts.
âOkay, letâs just start over,â Jake says to both men, tired of their bickering already.
Just when the men think theyâre getting somewhere, they read the next line of instructions and feel like idiots for putting this piece of wood with that screw.
âThis might as well have been written in ancient Egyptian, man. Why did she have to buy the most annoying crib in existence?â Jay grumbles and flips through the manual again.
âShe said it comes with a lot of safety features,â Sunghoon answers, taking apart the two pieces of wood that Jake put together initially. Sunghoon wishes he could go back in time and stop you from buying it in the first place. Of course he also wanted the best for your child, but did the damn bed need to come with so many bells and whistles for all of this hassle?
By the time Sunghoon dismantles the pieces and puts them back in an organized pile on the floor, Jake looks ready to give up and raid the fridge.
âWe could just find the model online and order it assembled,â Jake suggests. A yawn leaves his lips, already fatigued at the minimal effort he put in.
âAnd say what to my wife?â Sunghoon asks with a scoff. âThat I was too stupid to make it without help?â
Jay and Jake look at Sunghoon without a word, their stares saying enough.
âYou know what I mean, assholes.â Sunghoon looks at the instructions over Jayâs shoulder again and grunts. âWe are three strong and capable men. We can do this!â
Less than an hour later, Jake is on the manufacturerâs website. Thankfully, the model number was written in bold font on the front of the manual. And even better, crib assembly and one-day delivery is only an extra hundred dollars.
âIâll name the next kid after you, man.â Sunghoon pats Jake on the back as the older one puts his card information into the order.
âWhatever. Just donât expect me to not spill the beans if your wife asks me about this.â
Jay chuckles and helps Sunghoon put the pieces of the original crib back in the cardboard packaging.
Three hours later, two delivery guys come up the elevator with the crib to bring into Sunghoonâs apartment. It fits with the rest of the nursery, the color of the wood matching well with the decorations you had already put up for the babyâs arrival.
You walk into the apartment later in the day to find Sunghoon sitting at the couch waiting for you. You smile at him and immediately snuggle in close to his chest.
âHow was the shower?â Sunghoon kisses the crown of your head as his hand runs across the center of your stomach. His warmth immediately calms you after the long day of greeting family and friends.
âFun, but a lot. By the third hour I was over talking about breastfeeding.â
Sunghoon chuckles and kisses your cheek. Even now, after four years of marriage and a baby on the way, he still managed to make you feel like the same lovesick teenager you were when you first met. The feeling sank deep into your bones and made you even more sure that you picked the right person to spend forever with.
âThank you for putting the crib together,â you say. You squeeze the hand thatâs on your stomach with your own. âWe appreciate you so much.â
Sunghoon smiles earnestly and kisses you on the lips. âAnd I appreciate you. None of this would be possible without you, you know.â
You grin. âLikewise.â
When you wake in the middle of the night later on, waddling to the nursery and admiring the quality of the crib, you chuckle quietly to yourself.
Sunghoon was completely unaware of how cute he looked in the Ring camera helping the delivery guys bring in the assembled crib. He also had no idea that you had watched from the comfort of Heeseungâs couch as the gentlemen, with Jake and Jay in tow, all shuffled into the apartment hours ago with the second crib.
Maybe the biggest lesson of parenthood was that sometimes it was better to work smarter and not harder. And regardless, Sunghoon would do anything to make sure you and your child were happy. What more could you ask for?
I LOVE THIS SMM THIS IS SO CUTEEBFJEBD omg.
ilysm my queen <3 <3 <3
ily so much more my queen <33â€ïž
lips of an angel | đđđ
àšà§ pairing: lee heeseung x reader àšà§ word count: 0.9k àšà§ genre: angst àšà§ tags: exes!au, established (previous) relationship àšà§ synopsis: He's not supposed to be calling you in the middle of the night after months of silence. And yet you fall back into the same feelings like nothing has changed.
You wake up in the middle of the night to the vibrations of your phone. It was tucked closely underneath your pillow due to you falling asleep earlier than expected, usually putting it on the nightstand to charge.
A face you had not seen in so long lights up your phoneâs screen in the darkness of your bedroom.
The impromptu photo you took of Heeseung that ultimately became his contact photo breaks a fragment of your heart. His shy smile, the hair falling in his face, the corner of his thumb that was caught in the frame from him trying to stop you from capturing the moment. That day is like muscle memory, but you have to remember the past is the past for a reason.
Your present is none the wiser, Jake sleeping peacefully next to you and not being stirred by you waking. Unaware your ex-boyfriend's calling in the middle of the night and you're leaving your bedroom to answer him.
When you press the button to answer the call, itâs chaotic. You hear muffled voices in the background and some kind of upbeat pop music. Heeseung has to be in a bar drinking or doing things that have no relation to you. But your breath catches nonetheless when he slurs out your name. âHey,â Heeseung whispers.
âHi.â
The line goes silent, the only sounds being Heeseungâs deep breaths and the pulse of a beat.
âHee, why are you calling me?â you ask, whispering in your dimly-lit kitchen. The light above the stovetop is the only thing guiding your steps as you pace across the tile floor.
âI just needed to hear your voice,â he croaks out. He curses and steps farther away from the noise of the occupants around him.
How did he still have this power over you? You shouldnât feel your heart sink in this way, so deeply you brace one hand on the counter to avoid losing your balance.Â
Eight months ago was the last time you had seen him. You parted mutually, but both of you possessed less than ecstatic feelings about the end of your relationship. Trying to move on was a success, so it seemed. You have Jake now, and from the words of friends' friends, Heeseung had been dating around and doing just fine doing so.
And yet hearing his voice and the way he still needed you in some capacity makes your knees weak and a part of you anxious for the end of the call.
You never wanted to say goodbye to him in the first place. Loving each other was never the problem. The complications of life were what ultimately made you go in different directions.
Was it so bad to think about what could have been, and how much he meant to you still? Even now? Even if you spent most of your time denying it so the feelings never resurfaced at all?
âSorry Iâm calling so late,â Heeseung cuts through your thoughts, his words taking on more than their face value.
âWe canât do this, Heeseung,â you respond, your voice thick yet hollow from the emotions that canât be expressed without tearing you apart inside.
âI know, Iâm sorry.â
âItâs 2 AM andââ You stop short before mentioning Jake. You didnât want to twist the knife in this moment when Heeseung was clearly vulnerable.
You didnât have to, though. âHeâs with you, isnât he?â Heeseung asks. Mutual friends must have discussed your current relationship status, but hearing it from his own mouthâthe fact he knowsâturns the knife back on you, cutting without mercy.
You shake your head, something close to a chuckle leaving your lips. âThatâs none of your business and you know it.â
âYouâre right.â He laughs too, and somehow youâre sharing the same sad, ironic humor regarding the situation.
âYou know, I dreamt of you last night. Thatâs why Iâm out, I justâ I didnât know how else to forget about it besides going out with the guys. Yet, itâs just fucking impossible to get you out of my head.â Heeseungâs voice cracks toward the end. The tears well up to the point one rolls down your cheek, but you donât wipe it away.
Why did this have to be as complicated as when you were together? If you loved someone, wasnât everything else that made up your life supposed to be background noise? Why couldnât it have worked out the first time, then this situation you were in wouldnât exist?
âWanna tell me what it was about?â Itâs cruel to ask, but you canât help it.
âYou tried baking those mixed cookie-brownie things again.â
âBrookies.â
Heeseung laughs. âYeah, those. But you couldnât find the ingredients for it. And you thought the salt was sugar, and of course the end result was shit, just like the first time.â
His breath catches, and something on the other end of the line rustles. His voice is muffled when he says, âChrist, I shouldnât be doing this.â
You sigh and hold the phone tighter to your ear. âNeither of us should.â
Yet there it was. That gravitational pull you both had done a good job keeping at bay, avoiding each other all this time. Denial seemed to be the best and only route here, but time proved the truth would come out one way or another.
You would always find a way back to each other, even if it was at the worst possible moments, and it seemed like it was too late.
But was it too late if it never truly ended to begin with?
i loved it sm, i just know that despite whatever happened, they were cute together fhzjbfje :( đ„č
MY BBY LEXI DID SO WELLâ€ïžâ€ïž
pottery date (sjy)
WARNINGS. pet names, kisses, proofread but i'm sorry if there's mistakes! (Imk if i missed something pls!!)
anonâs req. âcan i request a pottery date w jaeyun?â
genre. fluff
pairing. bf!jake x afab!reader
wc. 1.6k
A soft hum escapes you as you scroll through your phone, lounging on the couch in your cozy living room. Jake sits beside you, his arm lazily draped around your shoulders. You can feel the weight of his gaze, and when you glance up, he's staring at you with that familiar smirk playing on his lips.
"What?" you ask, playfully nudging him with your elbow.
He laughs, shaking his head. "Nothing, just thinking about something."
You raise an eyebrow. "And what would that be?"
Instead of answering, he leans in and presses a soft kiss to your temple, letting his lips linger a little longer than usual. His warmth seeps into your skin, and you close your eyes, enjoying the way his touch makes you feel safe and loved.
"Come on," he suddenly says, standing up and tugging on your hand. "Weâre going out."
You blink, a little caught off guard. "Going where?"
He doesnât give you an answer, just grins and pulls you to your feet. "Youâll see. Itâs a surprise."
âJake, I hate surprises,â you say, narrowing your eyes but smiling despite yourself.
"Youâll like this one, I promise." He gives you that boyish grin that you can never resist and pulls you closer, his hands sliding down to your waist before giving your hips a soft squeeze. "Now, hurry up and change into something comfortable."
Curiosity piqued, you donât argue. You grab a simple outfitâsomething casual but nice enough for whatever Jake has in mind. As you get ready, your mind races with possibilities, but knowing Jake, it could be anything.
Once youâre dressed, Jake grabs his keys and leads you out to the car. He keeps the destination a secret the entire drive, and every time you try to pry it out of him, he just laughs and shakes his head.
âJake, seriously, where are we going?â you ask again, a hint of impatience in your voice. âYouâre killing me.â
He glances over at you with a soft smile. âTrust me, youâll love it. Just a bit more patience.â
You sit back in your seat, crossing your arms but giving him a playful pout. âFine. But if I donât, Iâm holding this against you for life.â
He chuckles and reaches over, grabbing your hand and intertwining your fingers. âDeal.â
The car pulls up in front of a small studio, and as you step out, your eyes widen. âPottery?â you breathe, looking up at the sign. âYou remembered.â
Jakeâs grin widens, and he pulls you into his chest, wrapping his arms around you. âOf course I did. You used to talk about how much you loved doing it when you were little.â
Warmth blooms in your chest as you bury your face in his shirt, the familiar scent of him grounding you. âYouâre the best,â you mumble against his chest.
âYeah, I know,â he teases, pressing a kiss to the top of your head before guiding you inside.
The studio is warm and inviting, the smell of clay filling the air as youâre led to your own little space. Jake helps you put on the apron, his fingers brushing against your sides as he ties it behind you.
âYou ready to get your hands dirty?â he asks, his voice soft and low in your ear.
You nod, excitement bubbling inside you. As you sit next to Jake, spinning the clay between your fingers, your eyes drift toward his hands. The veins on the back of them stand out as he expertly works the wheel, guiding the clay with precision. Thereâs something captivating about the way his hands move, each motion fluid, strong, and confident. You canât help but stare, mesmerized by the way the veins flex with each subtle adjustment.
Jake glances at you from the corner of his eye, a small smirk pulling at his lips. âYou keep looking at my hands, babe. Something on your mind?â His voice carries a teasing edge, but the warmth in his eyes shows he knows exactly why youâre watching.
Your cheeks flush, caught in the act. âMaybe I just like watching you work,â you tease back, trying to play it cool.
He chuckles softly, his eyes flicking between you and the clay. âOr maybe itâs because you have a thing for my hands,â he says, his tone playful but with a hint of something deeper behind it. He flexes his fingers slightly as if showing off for you, and you bite your lip, pretending to focus on the clay in front of you again.
Jake leans in a little closer, whispering, âIâll remember that for later.â The heat in his voice sends a shiver through you, but before you can respond, he presses a soft kiss to your temple, making your heart race.
âI missed this,â you whisper, looking over at Jake. âThank you.â
His eyes soften as he leans in, pressing a kiss to your cheek. âAnything for you.â
After a while, your creations start to take shape. Jakeâs, though a little lopsided, has its own charm. You canât stop laughing as he tries to fix it, muttering curses under his breath in that Australian accent you adore.
âYouâre not bad,â you tease, nudging him with your shoulder. âA little more practice and youâll be a pro.â
âYeah, yeah,â he grumbles, though the smile on his face says heâs enjoying himself. âIâm still blaming you if it collapses.â
When your hands are both covered in clay, Jake takes the opportunity to smear a little on your nose, laughing when you gasp in mock horror.
âJake!â you exclaim, trying to wipe it off but only succeeding in smudging it further. âYouâre gonna pay for that.â
âOh, yeah?â He grins mischievously, leaning in closer. âAnd how exactly are you gonna make me pay?â
Without thinking, you reach out and smear some clay across his cheek. He freezes for a moment, his mouth hanging open in disbelief, before he bursts into laughter.
âAlright, now itâs on,â he says, grabbing more clay and chasing you around the small space.
By the end of it, youâre both covered, laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Jake finally catches you, pulling you into his arms and holding you close. His lips find yours in a soft, lingering kiss, the world around you fading away as he cradles your face in his hands.
âI love you,â he whispers against your lips, his forehead resting against yours.
âI love you, too,â you breathe, smiling as he wipes a bit of clay from your cheek.
âBest date ever?â he asks with a wink.
You nod, heart full. âBest date ever.â
When you both get home, still covered in clay, Jake takes charge. âLetâs get you cleaned up,â he murmurs, guiding you towards the bathroom.
He grabs a wet towel and some wipes, carefully running the cloth over your arms, gently wiping away the dried clay. His touch is delicate, but every now and then, his fingers linger, brushing over your skin with tenderness. You watch as his hands work, your eyes tracing the veins that stand out against his tanned skin. He notices again and smirks to himself but doesnât say a word this time.
Once youâre mostly clean, Jake hands you one of his oversized shirts to change into. âYouâll be more comfortable in this,â he says, kissing your cheek as you slip into the soft fabric. His hands linger on your waist as he helps adjust the shirt on you, the faintest hint of possessiveness in his touch that makes your heart skip.
After he changes into something comfortable as well, he pulls you toward the living room. âCome here,â he says softly, leading you to the couch and draping a blanket over you both.
Snuggling up close, you feel the weight of the day melt away. The warmth of Jakeâs body next to yours, his soft kisses on your lips, and the way his hand rests protectively on your hipâit all makes you feel so loved and cared for.
âFeeling better now?â he asks, his voice low as he presses his lips to the top of your head.
You nod, smiling. âYeah, much better. Thank you, Jake.â
He chuckles softly, kissing you again, this time letting the kiss linger a little longer. âAnytime, baby. You know Iâd do anything for you.â
You both make your way to the living room, where you kick off your shoes and snuggle up on the couch. Jake grabs a couple of soft blankets, draping them over you both, and then reaches for the TV remote.
âMovie night?â he suggests, his eyes twinkling with anticipation.
âSounds perfect,â you reply, settling into his side.
The movie starts, but your attention is mostly on Jake. His arm is around you, and every now and then, he leans in to steal a kiss. Each touch of his lips is tender, full of warmth and affection. You respond eagerly, letting the kisses deepen, your fingers playing with the hem of his shirt.
Every kiss feels like a little reminder of how much he cares, and you find yourself savoring each one. Jakeâs hands gently caress your back, pulling you closer, as if heâs trying to make the moment last forever.
âYou know,â you whisper between kisses, âtonight was amazing. Thank you.â
Jakeâs lips find yours again, this time with a more lingering, passionate kiss. âIâm glad you think so. I had a great time too.â
As the movie continues in the background, you both become more relaxed, the clay on your clothes and skin forgotten as you focus on each other. The kisses become slower and more meaningful, each one expressing the love and connection you share.
When the movie ends, you stay wrapped in each otherâs arms, feeling the softness of his touch and the warmth of his body against yours. Jakeâs fingers gently play with your hair as you both drift into a comfortable silence.
Eventually, you both fall asleep on the couch, Jakeâs last kiss of the night soft and full of promise. The peacefulness of the moment, combined with his presence, makes for a perfect end to a perfect evening.
© sjylouvre 2024, do not copy, steal, remake or brand my content as yours.
Can I request a pottery date w jaeyun?
hi anon! of course ty for the req!!
Heyyy, are feeling better?
hi honey, a little bit? i still have a migraine tho <3 ill get better soon! thank you for asking mwah!
"your ult bias and how you need to be loved"
tw // burns , death this is self indulgent i think :p
(saw this on twt not so long ago, so thought of doing it here)
thank you for tagging me @hobeemin!! I got:
like the snow melts
you need to be loved patiently. you need to feel the love slowly creeping in, a warning, a way to back away if youâre too scared. you need to be loved cautiously, as if youâre fragile. you need to be loved gently, because love is messy and muddy and makes your socks wet and hurts if the sun gets too close. but you need to let yourself be loved, because when you do, itâll feel like spring.
tagging: @yoongihan @temptaetions @varietae @theharrowing @shuadotcom and anyone else who wants to! đ
thank u isi! âĄ
till the end of forever
you need to be loved unconditionally. you need to be reminded that love is not temporary, that you deserve it. that those who love you will not leave. you need to be loved the way angels love humanity. or how devils love angels. you need to be loved in greatness, in fullness, you need to be loved hard and fierce. loud, shout it to the ends of the earth, your love wonât leave. you need to be loved when nothing else will be. you need to realize you are worthy even through the end.
tagging: @inkchwe @seokgyuu @highvern @jenoslutie @beomcoups @shadowkoo @yvnempire @tomodachiii
ty my love!! â€ïžâ€ïž
til the end of forever
you need to be loved unconditionally. you need to be reminded that love is not temporary, that you deserve it. that those who love you will not leave. you need to be loved the way angels love humanity. or how devils love angels. you need to be loved in greatness, in fullness, you need to be loved hard and fierce. loud, shout it to the ends of the earth, your love wonât leave. you need to be loved when nothing else will be. you need to realize you are worthy even through the end
tagging @sjylouvre @sjyfave @cheolism-main and anyone else who wants to do it!
thank you @temptaetions & @inkchwe <33
like you can love again
you need to be loved in a way that shows you love is sacred, it is divine. you need to be loved so purely, so lightly, so you can learn to love. you need to be loved in the way oceans rise, but also fall. you need to be loved in the way wind rushes through leaves. you need to be loved gently, and patiently, and understanding. you need to be loved in a way that even if you cannot love, you will still be loved.
tagging @jakesangel @ja3yun @heebear @surrik-i @trizdoniki and who else wants to do it! <33
so amazing so talented so much love for u MWAH
ILYSM MY LEXIII âčïžâčïžđ
youre the talented one here <33
always (lhs)
WARNINGS: pet names, kisses, proofread but i'm sorry if there's mistakes! (Imk if i missed something pls!!)
anonâs req: âhiiii can i request boyfriend hee taking care of reader that isn't feeling wellâ
genre: fluff
pairing: bf!heeseung x afab!reader
wc: 1.3k
Youâve been feeling mentally off all dayâa strange, heavy weight you canât quite shake. Itâs not physical pain, but the emotional exhaustion has made even the simplest tasks seem impossible. Youâve been trying to distract yourself, pushing through the day as best as you can, but nothing seems to help.
Heeseung texts you earlier, asking how youâre doing, but you didnât want to worry him. So, you kept it short, saying you were just tired. Itâs easier that way, or at least thatâs what you tell yourself.
By the time late afternoon rolls around, you canât ignore it anymore. The ache in your chest is too much, and you find yourself curled up on the couch, barely able to focus on anything. The phone buzzes in your hand, and this time, itâs not just a message. Heeseung is calling.
âHello?â Your voice is barely above a whisper, thick with emotion youâve been holding back.
âY/N? Are you okay?â Heeseungâs voice is instantly laced with concern, no playful banter like usual.
You try to brush it off, not wanting to worry him. âYeah⊠Iâm fine. Just feeling a little down.â
Thereâs a pause, and you can almost hear him thinking, weighing whether or not to believe you. âIâm coming over,â he finally says, his tone firm but gentle. âIâll be there soon.â
You try to protest, but you know itâs no use. When Heeseung makes up his mind, thereâs no changing it. And deep down, youâre relieved. The idea of him being there, even if youâre not sure how to explain what youâre feeling, brings a small sense of comfort.
Itâs not long before you hear a soft knock on the door, followed by the familiar sound of Heeseung letting himself in. He steps inside, his eyes immediately finding you on the couch.
âHey,â he says softly, making his way over. âYou didnât have to pretend everything was okay.â
You sit up, your heart sinking as he kneels in front of you. âI didnât want to bother you, Hee. Youâre always so busy, and I didnât want to drag you into this.â
âY/N, donât say that.â He reaches out, cupping your face with one hand, his thumb brushing over your cheek gently. âYou could never bother me. I want to know when youâre feeling like this. Youâre my girlâIâm supposed to take care of you.â
At his words, a lump forms in your throat, and you blink rapidly, trying to hold back the tears that are threatening to spill. But Heeseung sees the shift in your expression, and before you can hide it, he leans in, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead.
âItâs okay to feel down,â he whispers, his voice so soothing it makes your heart ache even more. âIâm here now, okay? You donât have to go through this alone.â
He pulls you closer, wrapping his arms around you and holding you tightly against his chest. The warmth of his embrace, the steady rhythm of his breathing, it all starts to ease the weight youâve been carrying. Your fingers clutch the fabric of his shirt, and the tears finally spill over.
âIâm sorry,â you murmur, your voice trembling.
âFor what?â Heeseung asks, his lips brushing against the top of your head.
âFor being like this⊠for making you come all the way here.â
âHey,â he pulls back just enough to look at you, his hands gently wiping away your tears. âYou donât ever have to apologize for feeling this way. Iâm your boyfriendâI want to be here for you.â
His words hit you hard, and for a moment, you canât speak. Heeseungâs thumb continues to brush lightly against your cheek, and his eyes never leave yours. âYou donât always have to be strong, Y/N. Itâs okay to lean on me sometimes.â
You swallow, trying to get your emotions under control, but itâs impossible. The way heâs looking at you, the tenderness in his voiceâitâs too much. Youâre overwhelmed by how much he cares, and it brings fresh tears to your eyes.
âI donât deserve you,â you whisper, your voice breaking.
Heeseungâs expression softens even more, and he shakes his head, leaning in to press a soft kiss to your lips. Itâs gentle, comforting, and full of the love heâs been showing you all night. When he pulls back, he looks at you with such intensity that it makes your heart skip a beat.
âYou deserve everything, Y/N,â he says quietly. âAnd Iâm going to keep reminding you of that, every day.â
He kisses you again, deeper this time, his lips lingering on yours as if to reassure you that heâs not going anywhere. When he finally pulls away, he rests his forehead against yours, his hand cradling your face.
âI love you, okay? You mean everything to me.â
Your breath hitches at his words, and you nod, feeling the overwhelming emotion settle in your chest again. âI love you too, Hee.â
Heeseung gives you a small, tender smile before guiding you to lie back down on the couch. He adjusts the pillow behind your head and tucks the blanket around you with such care that it nearly brings you to tears again. Then, he kneels beside the couch, brushing your hair back as he looks at you.
âTry to rest, baby,â he murmurs softly. âIâll be right here.â
You want to protest, to tell him that he doesnât need to sit on the floor, but the exhaustion is finally catching up to you. The warmth of his hand stroking your hair is lulling you to sleep, and before you know it, your eyes flutter shut.
Hours later, when you stir awake, the room is dim, the only light coming from a lamp in the corner. You shift slightly, trying to stretch, but then you notice Heeseung.
Heâs still there, sitting on the floor beside the couch, his head resting on his folded arms, his legs stretched out in front of him. His breathing is soft and even, completely asleep in the most uncomfortable position imaginable. The sight makes your heart ache.
Without thinking, you carefully sit up, moving as quietly as you can. You reach out, gently placing a hand on his arm, hoping to help him onto the couch so he can rest more comfortably. But as you start to move him, Heeseung stirs, his eyes slowly blinking open.
âY/N?â His voice is groggy, his eyes bleary with sleep. âWhat are you doing?â
You give him a sheepish smile, whispering, âI was trying to help you up so you could sleep here. You fell asleep on the floor, and I didnât want you to stay like that.â
Heeseung looks at you, still half-asleep, but a soft smile tugs at the corners of his lips. âYouâre sweet,â he murmurs, sitting up with your help. He stretches, letting out a small groan as he rubs the back of his neck. âI didnât mean to fall asleep like that.â
âI know,â you whisper back, âbut you were watching over me. I couldnât just let you stay like that.â
Heeseung chuckles softly and sits down beside you on the couch, wrapping an arm around your shoulders. âYou shouldâve woken me up sooner,â he says, pressing a kiss to your temple. âYouâre the one who needs the rest.â
You shake your head, leaning into his warmth. âYou need it too, Hee. We both do.â
Heeseung hums in agreement, pulling the blanket over both of you as he settles in beside you. âOkay, but weâll rest together then.â
His arm tightens around you, and you snuggle closer to him, resting your head on his chest. The steady beat of his heart is soothing, and with his warmth surrounding you, the heaviness from earlier in the day begins to fade.
âThank you,â you murmur, your voice soft as sleep starts to take over again.
Heeseung presses another kiss to your forehead. âYou donât need to thank me, my princess. Iâm always here for you. Always.â
With that, you both drift off to sleep, your bodies curled together on the couch, the weight of the world a little lighter with Heeseung by your side.
© sjylouvre 2024, do not copy, steal, remake or brand my content as yours.
hiiii can i request boyfriend hee taking care of reader that isnât feeling well đ„ș
hi anon! gotcha!!!!
merry almost christmas (sjy)
WARNINGS: pet names, kisses, proofread but i'm sorry if there's mistakes! (Imk if i missed something pls!!)
desc: as the holidays approach, you and jake decorate the house together. he lifts you up to put the star on the tree, and you share a sweet kiss under the mistletoe.
genre: fluff
pairing: bf!jake x afab!reader
wc: 2k
the scent of cinnamon and pine filled the air, mingling with the soft crackle of the fireplace as you and jake sat amidst a sea of holiday decorations. the twinkling lights from the christmas tree, still bare, reflected in his eyes as he pulled out the first ornament from the box. this was your first christmas together in your new home, and you both wanted to make it perfect. the anticipation of creating something special, something that would become a cherished tradition, filled the room with a quiet excitement.
jake tilted his head, examining the delicate ornamentâa small, glass snowflake that caught the light and sparkled in his hand. this oneâs from our first trip to the mountains, remember? he said, his voice soft with nostalgia.
you leaned closer, your shoulder brushing against his as you looked at the snowflake. the memory of that tripâgetting snowed in at the cabin, the long walks through the woods, the way heâd held you close to keep you warmâbrought a smile to your face. i remember. you insisted we needed to buy a souvenir from that tiny shop in town.
and you thought it was cheesy, he added with a grin, carefully hanging the snowflake on one of the lower branches. but now look at itâfirst one on our tree.
cheesy or not, itâs perfect, you agreed, reaching into the box for the next ornament.
as you both continued unpacking the ornaments, each one brought with it a flood of memories. there was the tiny reindeer youâd had since you were a kid, its antlers a little bent from years of being carefully wrapped and unwrapped. jake gently straightened the antlers before finding a prominent spot for it on the tree.
this oneâs seen a lot of christmases, he said, stepping back to admire it. iâm glad itâs with us for this one.
you nodded, feeling a wave of warmth wash over you. you been with me through everything. but this is the first time it feels like itâs truly at home.
jake glanced at you, his eyes softening. he didnât say anything, but the way he reached out to take your hand said everything. you squeezed his hand, feeling the connection between you grow even stronger.
together, you hung each ornament with care, sharing stories and laughter as you decorated the tree. every so often, jake would pull you close for a quick kiss, his lips brushing against yours in a way that made your heart flutter. the warmth of his touch, the way he looked at you with so much love and affection, made the room feel even cozier.
when you reached for the lights, jake paused, holding up a tangled mess of wires and tiny bulbs. why do these things always end up like this? he asked with a mock sigh, though there was a playful glint in his eyes.
you laughed, taking the other end of the lights. itâs a holiday mystery. no matter how carefully we pack them away, they somehow manage to tangle themselves up.
maybe they get bored in the box and decide to have a party, jake suggested, his tone light and teasing as he began to work on the knots.
you shook your head, smiling at his silly explanation. and here I thought it was just bad luck.
as you both worked to untangle the lights, your fingers brushed against his, sending a small thrill through you each time. the task, though tedious, felt less like a chore and more like an opportunity to be close to him, to share in the simple joy of doing something together. when you finally got the lights untangled, jake draped them over his shoulders like a glowing scarf.
how do I look? he asked with a grin, striking a dramatic pose.
you giggled, reaching up to adjust the lights around his neck. like the most festive person Iâve ever seen.
he leaned down, his face inches from yours, the lights casting a warm glow on his features. thatâs all I wanted to hear, he murmured before closing the distance and kissing you softly, the lights between you twinkling like stars.
when the kiss ended, he pulled back just enough to look into your eyes, his expression tender. i love kissing your soft lips.
me too, you whispered, feeling your heart swell with emotion.
with the lights finally ready, you both began winding them around the tree, carefully spacing them out so that every branch was covered. the tree slowly came to life, its dark green needles illuminated by the soft glow of the lights. you both stepped back to admire your work, jakeâs arm slipping around your waist as he pulled you close.
itâs starting to look like christmas in here, you said softly, resting your head against his shoulder.
yeah, it is, he agreed, his voice just as soft. but I think itâs missing somethingâŠ
you looked up at him, one eyebrow raised. oh? and what might that be?
jakeâs grin widened as he reached into his pocket and pulled out a small sprig of mistletoe. this.
you couldnât help but laugh, shaking your head. youâre so predictable.
maybe, he admitted, holding the mistletoe above your head, but you love it.
before you could respond, he leaned in and captured your lips in a kiss that was soft and sweet, yet filled with the promise of more to come. his free hand found its way to your waist, pulling you closer as you melted into the kiss. the warmth of the moment wrapped around you both, making the world outside feel like a distant memory.
when he finally pulled back, his forehead resting against yours, you couldnât help but smile. you really did plan this, didnât you?
maybe just a little, jake admitted, his voice low and affectionate. i couldnât resist. you look too cute standing there, waiting for me to kiss you.
you playfully swatted his arm, though you were still smiling. alright, letâs finish this tree before we get too distracted.
together, you continued decorating, hanging the ornaments with care and occasionally pausing to share a memory or a quick kiss. each ornament seemed to tell a story, from the tiny silver bell youâd found at a flea market to the handmade wooden star that jakeâs grandfather had carved. every piece had its own place on the tree, and by the time you were finished, it felt like you had built something that was not just beautiful, but meaningful as well.
finally, it was time to place the star on top of the tree. you picked it up, turning it over in your hands to admire the delicate craftsmanship. this was one of the first things you and jake had bought together for the house, and it felt fitting that it would be the finishing touch on your first christmas tree.
want to do the honors? jake asked, his voice warm and inviting as he looked at you.
you smiled, but instead of answering, you handed the star to him. actually, i think you should do it.
jake took the star, but he shook his head, his eyes twinkling with that familiar mischievous glint. i think this is a two-person job.
before you could protest, jake had already scooped you up into his arms, lifting you effortlessly as if you weighed nothing at all. you yelped in surprise, your arms instinctively wrapping around his neck for balance. jake! you couldâve warned me!
he grinned, holding you steady as he brought you closer to the top of the tree. whereâs the fun in that?
you laughed, but the sound was breathless, a mix of surprise and the fluttering in your chest from being so close to him. with a smile, you reached out and carefully placed the star on the highest branch, adjusting it until it was perfectly aligned. once it was secure, jake slowly lowered you back down, his hands lingering on your waist as your feet touched the ground.
perfect, he said softly, his voice full of warmth as he looked at the tree, then back at you. just like you.
you felt your cheeks flush at his words, and before you could say anything, jake leaned in and kissed you again. this kiss was different from the others, deeper and more intense, as if he was pouring all the love and happiness he felt in that moment into you. his hands tightened around your waist, pulling you impossibly closer, and you responded by threading your fingers through his hair, losing yourself in the feel of him.
when he finally pulled back, you were both breathless, your heart racing in the best way possible. you looked up at him, your fingers still tangled in his hair, and couldnât help but smile. merry almost christmas, you whispered, your voice filled with affection.
jake grinned, his eyes sparkling as he leaned in to kiss you again, this time on the tip of your nose. merry almost christmas babe, he echoed, his voice just as soft. i couldnât have asked for a better way to start the holidays.
you leaned into him, resting your head on his chest as you both stood there, basking in the warmth of the moment. the room was quiet except for the soft hum of the christmas lights and the gentle crackling of the fire in the fireplace. it was one of those moments that felt like it could last forever, where everything was just right, and you were exactly where you were meant to be.
after a while, jake pulled back slightly, his hands sliding up to cup your face. i love you, you know that?
you looked up at him, your heart swelling with emotion. i love you too, jake. more than anything.
he smiled, his thumb brushing gently over your cheek. iâm really glad weâre doing this together. I know itâs just a tree, but it feels like so much more.
it is more, you agreed, your voice soft but full of meaning. itâs our first christmas in our first home. itâs the beginning of everything weâre going to build together.
jakeâs smile widened, and he leaned in to press another kiss to your lips, this one slow and lingering, full of all the love and promises for the future. when he finally pulled back, his eyes were filled with so much warmth and affection that it made your heart skip a beat.
come on, he said, his voice low and intimate as he took your hand. letâs go enjoy our work.
he led you over to the couch, where a pile of soft blankets and pillows waited. the firelight cast a warm glow over everything, and the room felt cozy and inviting. jake pulled you down onto his lap, wrapping a blanket around you both as you settled into the cushions. the soft glow of the christmas tree lights bathed the room in a warm, golden light, making everything feel even more magical.
you snuggled into jakeâs chest, feeling his arms tighten around you as you both got comfortable. his warmth surrounded you, and you could feel the steady rhythm of his heartbeat against your cheek, a soothing reminder of how connected you were. every so often, he would press a soft kiss to your hair, and you would smile, feeling completely at ease in his arms.
as you sat there together, watching the tree twinkle and the fire burn low, you couldnât help but feel grateful for everything you had. it was more than just the decorations or the gifts youâd eventually exchange. it was the love, the connection, the sense of home that you had built together. this was more than just a moment; it was the beginning of a lifetime of memories, and you couldnât wait to see what the future held.
jakeâs voice broke the comfortable silence, his tone soft and full of affection. this is the best christmas Iâve ever had, and it hasnât even officially started yet.
you smiled, tilting your head up to look at him. me too. and I canât wait to spend many more just like this with you.
he leaned down, pressing a tender kiss to your lips, one that spoke of promises for the future and the love you would continue to share. when he pulled back, his eyes were filled with so much warmth and affection it made your heart skip a beat.
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