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Top 3 people?

Daniel Radcliffe, Will Smith, and Halsey.

thoughts on zayn leaving 1d?

I’m going to log out of Arizona’s account on my phone. My heart broke just typing this out. I’ll absolutely not delete Arizona’s account. I’m not deleting it because of the memories. This will be the last post on Arizona’s account. We shall remember Miss Arizona Rhodes, who was depressed when she got here, but left happy. To the burnt cookies and cold pizza. Goodbye MissAri. You will forever be in our hearts.

#out of cacti #CRYING BC THIS IS THE LAST TIME ILL USE THAT OOC TAG

@MissAri: goodbye everyone. I'll miss you all even you Melanie. Also one more thing. I, Arizona Rhodes, is in love with Samantha Ryan.Burnt cookies and cold pizza to all. :*

#ARI FASNNSNDND #it had to be done bc I'm on mobile and phone is gonna die soon #tweets

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#saving all of y'all's kiks before my battery dies #out of cacti

This is a might be a bad timing to post this but I love you guys so much. I never wanted this role play to end to be honest. Because of this rp. I wake up in the morning happy. I go to bed happy. This rp changed my life. I used to be in another rp before this one. I felt unwanted there. I used to rp a few years back like on quotev and shit like that. Then I tried tumblr rping. I left the tumblr rp community due to depression. All the rps I was in I felt unwanted. I remember the day that I applied as Melody here. I was so excited because I always wanted to join this rp but I didn’t want to to be like the another’s. I was in deep depression and I tired to commit suicide a few times when I joined. Everyone here was so nice and welcoming. It made me feel wanted the first time in my life. Does anyone remember the sad phase from Melody? I do. I was having personal problems and I just wanted to seem happy for you guys. Anyways, Arizona. She is me. Mostly everything about Arizona was based on me. Everything she said that was deep was from me, all the pain she felt was the exact was how I felt. The voices actually real. I still hear voices in my head. Guys, if it wasn’t for you all, I would be dead by now. I’m so sorry if I made you cry or something. I don’t know how to express how I’m feeling right now. I hope I’ll talk to you all in the future. If you want to stay in touch (which I would love for you to do because you all are family to me now. A family that thinks I’m beautiful and cares about me), my kik is yasschrista is you wanted to add me and just talk and stay in touch. If you have an aim just tell me what it is bc idk how to work aim. Sorry.

#tw: depression and suicide #out of cacti #I'm crying I'm sorry darlings

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#I made an emotional ooc post but it won't load #-_- sighs #out of cacti

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#WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING #IM SO CONFUSED #MY BRAIN HURTS SO MUCH #out of cacti

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#im was tricked into babysitting like a whole class of sixth graders but they act like five year olds #sighs help me and I been stuck here for the next 3 hours #that might not make any sense bc I'm typing really fast so no on can see me on my phone #out of cacti

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#brb lovelies im going to get something to eat #out of cacti