Jules of Nature
Cosmic Funnies
Sade Olutola
i don't do bad sauce passes
Origami Around
$LAYYYTER
Sweet Seals For You, Always
JBB: An Artblog!
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda
noise dept.
2025 on Tumblr: Trends That Defined the Year
No title available
YOU ARE THE REASON
AnasAbdin
Peter Solarz
Product Placement
trying on a metaphor
Show & Tell
hello vonnie
★
seen from Argentina
seen from Romania
seen from South Korea
seen from Morocco
seen from Spain
seen from Netherlands
seen from United States
seen from United Kingdom
seen from China
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Thailand
seen from Canada
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Spain
seen from Türkiye
seen from Australia
@ark-angel
I'm a believer / Nothing could be worse
Evil Angel - Breaking Benjamin
Shadow // ♟️ // He/they // Adult // Nonbinary Aroace Aplatonic // In-system sex worker // Fallen angelkin // Luciferian
Merlot // 🍒 // They/he // Adult // Nonbinary // Alienkin
We post about our exomemories and spirituality, and sometimes mundane life as Shadow is one of our system's hosts. We also share art here. Our bodily age is 25 if that matters to you. Also Ex-christian and cannot shut up about it.
Shadow says 
average day in my life as a demon /silly
nooo. noo its okay that you tried to yank my cutie angel halo while we were having sex except you ended up grabbing at air because my halo isn't like a Tangible thing. i still think its hot
They say chess isn't an intelligence game - It's a pattern recognition game.
"They go to SEX CLUBS and pretend to be DOGS!"
Yeah well you go to church every Sunday and pretend to be a good person
Proselytizers came to the door this morning and I was so brave about it.
local woman receives life changing advice from gay cartoon hedgehogs
It's funny that I'm the one that gets along best with our body's father given that I am also the religious trauma alter. Man directly caused a lot of problems for me when he decided to bring me to church every week but I can't argue with his music taste
🔞 Nsft/kink talk. Musing about an old dynamic and kin identities in sex
A while back I had a very, VERY brief fling with a headmate that has very grandiose ideas about Xemself. We played around with a god/worshipper dynamic literally once. And outside of that we almost never interact. I don't think we ever even talked about the roleplay, it just kind of... started.
At the time, I think it was something I did for my own pleasure - and while I almost always do get pleasure out of my work as a sexual alter, I didn't do it out of a desire to help my headmate in this case. I was feeling listless, I think, looking for something to be my everything, even if just for a little while. It was mutually beneficial, even if I cringe reading back the roleplay today.
And now, it's like. Okay, I know I'm fallen, I know I'm an angel. How much of this was related to that? And I don't know. It feels like it should be connected, but I don't think it is? As a fallen angel I do not desire to worship, I do not desire to return to a state of "holiness", of mindlessness, even if it's pleasurable. I DO desire those things, but those feelings are far, far closer to my alien identity, which is an extremely sexual aspect of myself. My alien identity is something I percieve as biological (in headspace and my memories), something that influences my hormone cycle and uncontrollable physical responses. Most significantly, it influences my deeper desires to lose myself in "something greater" - hiveminds and mind control, namely. Typical elements of normative sexuality for my species. Instinct.
And generally, when submission is the desire that rises up in me, I find it's connected to that alien identity, these concepts of what my body is "for", what I was "meant for". I don't carry these ideas around all the time, thankfully - they're a very sexual thing.
I experience a more neutral sexual feeling when I do my work for my headmates. I'm often attracted to them and get plenty of pleasure from it - oftentimes getting "lost" in the moment. Sometimes I feel more dominant in these situations, especially when compared to my alien-influenced sexuality. But it's usually quite neutral. I tend to top because that's what my partners enjoy, but I'm not opposed to bottoming at all if that's what they desire.
It just creates this fascinating split between what feels like my two sexualities - the "Black Arms" me and the "system sex worker" me. Now that I think about it, that definitely contributed to Merlot's splitting.
As far as where my angel identity fits into my sexuality, I'm not sure. Maybe a more autosexual feeling - I find myself quite beautiful when my wings are emphasized. I also have a thing for "holiness" or "purity" being visibly and obviously tarnished - a halo being broken (by hand. Preferably. H), radiance dimming. Signs of falling or "corruption" as euphoric. Species euphoria and sexual euphoria. I suppose in that crossover is where I find the most fulfilling experiences. I adore deeply when my kin identities are taken into account by my sexual partners. And when they break my halo with their bare fucking hands holy shit
I have memories of "shifts". Problem, though: I can't tell if they were phantom sensation shifts or physical body changes I was experiencing.
I would wake up in the night, in pain. Uncomfortable in my skin, in my place. I remember feeling my body shift, eyes growing, limbs changing. My wings bursting from me - very painful. I remember also experiencing alien instincts, having strong desires, familiar and unfamiliar.
Rouge was there to comfort me, sometimes. But she isn't here to tell me whether she could see what I felt happening to me. Maybe I was hallucinating. Maybe it was like a kinshift. Maybe it actually, literally happened to me. I just don't know at this point.
HOW do people keep their nail polish nice and unchipped. I put it on 4 hours ago and its chipping, infuriating
The solution was a base coat.
"are you a boy or a girl" i'm literally something beyond your comprehension. also i have sickass wings
"Angels don't understand sex because they're Pure" is out angels have concepts of abstract 5D eroticism you couldn't imagine
horsey :)
It's truly an honor to use transition to shed the weight of christian girlhood forever. I first started worrying about other people's eyes on my body at ten years old. I stopped wearing shorts at eleven. I stopped wearing v-neck shirts at fourteen. I do not remember a time when my body felt like solely my own.
Now, I will become something utterly repulsive to the kind of person who would look at my child's body with any motive at all. I will become fat, and hairy, and stronger than I was. I will destroy what predators tried to cultivate for their own tastes. I will ignore the perfect plan their god set out for me. I will become useless to them, barren, unappealing to the eye, un-wifely. Unfeminine. I will force them to look at a person and not a body. When they see me, they will turn their eyes away, and I will finally be fucking free from their gaze.
of course you have wings and are a transgender allegory
