( alexander. )

Do you know what's worth f i g h t i n g for when it's not worth dying for? Does it take your breath away? And you feel yourself s u f f o c a t i n g . Does the pain weigh out the p r i d e ? And you look for a place to hide. Did someone break your heart inside? You're in r u i n s. One, 21 Guns. Lay down your arms, Give up the fight. One, 21 Guns. Throw up your a r m s into the sky. You and I. When you're at the end of the road. And you lost all sense of c o n t r o l, And your thoughts have taken their toll. When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul. Your faith walks on b ro ke n gl as s And the hangover doesn't pass. Nothing's ever built to last. You're in ruins.

[hipstered]

Me trying to express how I feel: idk I just feel like…idk…idk…idk man. Nvm I’m good.

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lilichastain:

She flashed a tired smile when their eyes met; although Liliane didn’t really have many close friends - she had never been a very social person, although she liked to think she was becoming more so now - she had always thought Alexander was a nice boy, and he had grown into a good man. And here, anyway, he was someone she felt comfortable around, which was always nice. “Oh, I’d like that. Fresh air always does me good.”

     for all those who knew alex were more than aware of his extroverted nature. recently however, he had been isolating himself without meaning to, mainly because he finds that his drive and passion for his work more or less overrides his desire to socialise. there comes a point though, like all extroverts, that the introversion that he’s pushing onto himself has made him feel . . . suffocated, to say the least. alex liked liliane; she was a good healer and a good person, so there really wasn’t any reason why he couldn’t release some of that pent up energy by interacting with her. “great!” he exclaimed in return, taking the packet of food and throwing it into the nearest bin behind him. after gathering his small pile of paperwork into a clumsy pile, alex gestured for her to follow as he made his way around the table and out of the staff room.

“you handling everything okay?” was the first question. perhaps because his subconscious knew that despite what he may try and convince himself, he was doing far from dealing with the work load in a healthy way. “lots of people are getting wheeled in recently. kind of worrying, don’t you think?” 

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shvcklebxlt:

“Hmm…” he sounded as though he was actually considering it before shaking his head. “Nah. That wall had it out for me,” Kingsley said in order to tease him just a bit more. A smile rested on his cheeks as he was cleared by the best Healer he knew and bounced to the kitchen. “Do you have some?” He asked, though he could have figured it out based on how much tea was left and if there were any mugs around but he tried not to do that around Alex as it felt too much like investigating his best mate. 

     alex snorted and drew his hand up to his eyes, mainly because he was tired and the temporary darkness gave him a moment of rest ( even if it were short lived ). at the question he sat up slightly, squinting a little because his eyes had developed a layer of that funny blur you got after rubbing them. “erm,” he hummed in thought, watching his friend bounce to the kitchen with amusement. “yeah, it’s in the erm, in the . . . thing, cupboard, that one. top left.”

[kim-jisoo]

Sebastian + Nose scrunching while smiling & laughing

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[yourdeaddarling]

You were my first kiss. Not my first actual kiss, like in second grade when you kiss someone and you get all giggly and grossed out. Not in freshman year when you kiss someone you fully believe you’ll last forever with, then a month later break up with. Not a drunken hook-up that resulted in nothing but a blank vagueness of the person’s tongue in your mouth. You were the first person to make my legs shake. I think my heart dragged down my body and I swear there was an earthquake in my rib cage. You were the first to grab me so tenderly, and make me believe that this kiss was something special. I knew the first time I kissed you it was going to be the start of something. I knew in my gut that you were my first real kiss and my last.

@speedofsoundindie (via cheeriotanalopez)

[imsebastianstans]

“seb do the cute cute and me do the gif gif” ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

[arobns-blog]

someone: watch your language

me: oh, fuck, sorry

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[benzburn]

[sciammas]

[inesbwolf]

[keiranightleys]

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lilichastain:

“I was about to ask the same thing,” Liliane said as she sat in a nearby empty chair. “It’s always so noisy, and I just want a little peace on my break.”

     as soon as liliane took a seat, alex forced himself to looking up and smile a little. liliane was always a gentle soul and so he always felt like he had to treat her with the same amount of gentleness. plus he knew her at hogwarts and even though she was at least a year older than him, the affections he had towards his housemates never really faded. “hmm,” alex hummed in agreement, giving side eyes to the group of babbling mediwitches and wizards gathered around a table nearby. “want to join me outside? it’s getting stuffy in here.”

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trcvers:

she can see it now, the shadows underneath alexander’s eyes and that his smile doesn’t have the usual CHARM. something was awry, and she could almost pinpoint what ( the WAR ). slender hand reaching out without thought. touching his shoulder lightly in a way to comfort him, to show that she was there as he had been there for her through the years. from the day he found her in the restricted section of the library ( 13 years old ) until today ( almost ten years later ). “ as i said, i’m good. ”, and she means it this time. living with carter in the flat in kensington had proved good for her. less time to spend alone wondering about what her father was up to. “ ––– however, you’ve looked better. how are you? ”

     alex almost flinched when she touched him. her fingers grazed over his sleeve gently and he froze, momentarily confused at why this was his reaction. well, he didn’t like it when people noticed him in this light ( a dim light that flickered meekly around him ), evident by the sudden heart palpitations triggered by her concern. “that’s good,” alex responded honestly, putting down his fork and abandoning his pasta salad for a moment so that he could turn to look at her properly. “i’m fine, i promise. more people are getting hurt and . . . i just got a lot of work to do, that’s all.”

[arobns-blog]

‘.’.’ B A S I C S ‘.’.’

FULL NAME. alexander robins. NICKNAME(S). alex ( preferred name ). D.O.B. 03/08/1954 ( third of august ) D.O.D. 19/01/2040 ( nineteenth of february ) GENDER. cisgender male. PRONOUNS. he/him. ETHICITY. romanian. RACE. caucasian. OCCUPATION. works as a healer at st. mungos  SEXUALITY. demisexual, biromantic.

‘.’.’ O R I G I N S ‘.’.’

PLACE OF BIRTH. a relatively spacious house in kent. CURRENT RESIDENCE. london, owns a flat in kensington.

‘.’.’ C H A R A C T E R I S T I C S ‘.’.’

( physical ) EYE COLOUR. green HAIR COLOUR. brown. BODY SHAPE. athletic. HEIGHT. six foot. SCARS/BIRTHMARKS. several scars in random places ( especially on his upper body from bludger incidences ).

( mental ) POSITIVE TRAITS. caring, creative, sociable. NEGATIVE TRAITS. exasperated, cheeky, secretive. MBTI. extroverted, intuitive, feeling, perceiving ( enfp ) MORAL  ALIGNMENT. neutral good.

‘.’.’ R E L A T I O N S H I P S ‘.’.’

MOTHER. harriet robins. FATHER. gheorge “george” robins. SIBLING(S). gabriel ( nineteen years older ), stephen ( seventeen years older ). PARTNER. none ( has confusing feelings towards daena travers ). FRIEND(S). kingsley shacklebolt, & daena travers. PET(S). a really old & fat cat named conkers.

‘.’.’ M A G I C A L   I N F O ‘.’.’

WAND. alder wood with a core of unicorn hair – 12 inches. BOGGART. his parents looking at him with disappointment on their faces – alex’s worst fear is letting down his mum and dad, who gave so much to him. PATRONUS. octopus. HOUSE. ravenclaw. FAVOURITE SUBJECT. alex’s favourite subject was once potions, closely followed by defense against the dark arts. alex loved the fact that these subjects had the practical & the logical side to them. WORST SUBJECT. alex got top grades in almost all his classes so there was never a subject he was particularly bad at. however he disliked divination the most, but because he liked it only in theory -- he would never take it seriously. CLUBS. was quidditch beater.

‘.’.’ O T H E R ‘.’.’

TALENT(S).  alex is extremely empathetic. he always seems to know exactly what his patients needs which is one of the many reasons why he decided to go into the healing profession.  DISABILITY(S). none. MENTAL HEALTH. generalised anxiety disorder. PHYSICAL HEALTH. athletic & fit. alex regularly exercises but mainly to keep his anxieties under control.