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I knew he didnt care but today i felt how little he ever cared

The boy is a liar

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i feel horrible

Why do they hurt me, find their people, fall in love and i am left broken hearted damaged with no solace?

I tend to forget that people have lives outside my room, they date ,fall in love, drink and meet friends.

Play games,go kart, party and make out, try new restaurants and dance. God i want to dance.

And for years… all i’ve been? in my room.

i’ve lost my appetite.

You’ve built a life i was never a part of, just a spectator cheering for your every step how foolish of me to ever hope to be a part of it, although i am i am also not, i am so not and never will be.

i wish I didn’t care about how unattainable you always were, but nothing changed you were always that , you just get more unattainable and more far away and i don’t have it in me to close this door because i still want to know what if for a small fraction of time you actually become attainable.

I’m tired of this cycle of longing, i just want to be a girl who likes a guy and the guy likes her back and wants her, as simple as that, no distance no different timelines or timezones. Simple, i want simple i need simple because my heart hurts of longing for something and someone who’s so far away in every aspect there is and i never even wanted them that way, i just wanted them to be attainable.

houseofnadeen

disgustinggf

Get out my heart hurts enough.

you will pass.

Idk I don’t want him like that but i want to kiss him but its only downhill from there or at least i am too afraid to even want to bare the consequences and lose this friendship that brings me so much happiness. One day all of this will go away and i’ll stop wanting to kiss him