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I still can't believe Liam is gone. I feel angry because this was so preventable and it just shouldn't have happened. It's not right.

He'll never have the chance to get help and heal, to face up to things he'd done and make amends, to watch his son grow up, to one day be back with the boys doing what he loved.

Liam was my age, I feel like I grew up with them all a bit being part of the fandom. It's just such a terribly sad situation.

#My heart is heavy #The days in the fandom were so fun even when it was stressful #I'll never forget how I felt seeing Liam on that ledge 10 years ago and feeling sick at the thought of him falling and now this

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#fuCK

I haven't posted here in so many years and I see the same is true for a lot of people coming back into the fandom space.

It kind of feels like an digital funeral, all of us coming together saying our pieces.

I know Liam has done some awful shit but that's not the version of him I'm thinking about, honestly I've not really kept up since the split.

I immediately remembered the feeling of my heart in my throat when I saw the photo of Liam standing out on that ledge 10 years ago. I remember the boy that couldn't get people to come to his birthday party. The boy that smiled so big sometimes that his eyes were nearly closed.

I feel sad for the people that loved him. I hope people leave Maya in peace. Even from the small snippets I've happened across online it's been clear for a while Liam had some issues.

I kind of really thought that they'd all come back together one day and we'd get the chance to see them on stage smiling at each other again.

Thought I'd pop my head back in to the fandom for the 10 year anniversary and I miss it and I miss Louis and Harry okay

I literally haven't posted on here in foreverrrr but I was backstage at the sse hydro today and passed this poster signed by the boys at OTRA (: (bad picture I know but I had to keep moving)

#Also visited the dressing rooms and green room and its cool thinking about all the super amazing people that have played there #side note: biebs asks for a hot tub in his dressing room and katy perry had backstage scented like candyfloss #whats it like to have people do that kinda shit for you without question lol #one direction #1d #OTRA

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