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@arrownyx
What happened to you?
Nothing.
Well go ahead, but I can assure you that itās for nothing.
Uh huh. You donāt really think that was believable, do you?
ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦..No. Ā I..I just..am.
Okay. If you say so.
Thereāsā¦..thereās somethingā¦.wrong with yourā¦.face.
........Yeah, Rem. Thereās something wrong with my face.
āNyx? Talk to me, whatās wrong?ā
āAjax is dead.ā
Umā¦ā¦ā¦..h-howā¦.how do weā¦.f-figure that out?
I donāt know. But weāll think of something. Maybe we can ask Devyn.
āNyx? Ā Whatās wrong?ā
āN-nothing.ā She pulls herself together, sitting up straight and schooling her features into a sort of calm detachment.
āWhatās up, Peri?ā
āYeah, thatās very true.ā
āYou good, baby girl?ā
āFuck.ā Ariadne was speechless for once, unable to conjure a single word of comfort knowing all too well after watching Orion ādieā that there was none to be had. Instead she just pulled her friend closer and murmured. āNyx Iām so sorry.āĀ
Nyx had been trying for too long to keep her emotions in check - she couldnāt do it anymore. Especially not with Ariadne who she knew wouldnāt judge her. She needed her best friend, her sister, so she finally let herself cry.
āI thought itād be easier knowing it was coming. I thought I was ready, but-... I donāt-... it hurts.ā
I r-reallyā¦d-donātā¦ā¦..Rem saidā¦..m-my stutterā¦ā¦.i-is getting w-worseā¦..
It is, yeah. Thatās why Iām curious about whatās going on with you. You were doing really well.
We gotta figure out whatās getting you so anxious, baby boy. Iām worried about you. -pulls him into a hug and kisses his forehead-
āWonāt need them. Iām the match and the fuse.ā
āYeah, I know.ā
āBut itās not something we have to worry about because no oneās gonna make you leave, and sheās going to be fine.ā
Ariadne held on tight, refusing to let go when Nyx clearly needed her. āIāll be fine, I donāt intend to let this end me and a little pain is worth it if it means comforting your friend. Now are you going to tell me what Iāve missed? Because I know this has to do with more than just me.ā
Saying the words is hard, soĀ much harder than she had already thought theyād be. She starts and stops a few times before she finally pushes it out.Ā
āJax... h-heās g-...heās gone...ā
She holdās Nyxās hand tightly and uses it to help pull her into a hug, wincing and drawing a breath at the pain.
āJust let it all out, you know Iām here for you.ā
āDonāt, stupid, youāre gonna hurt yourself,ā Nyx scolds, trying very gently to pull out of Ariadneās hold. She desperately needs the comfort, but not at the expense of her best friendās recovery. Orion would killĀ her.
āShit. Iām sorry, Nyx. I donāt know what - I just-.ā
āIām just lost.ā
āI know. I know.ā
āI wish I knew how to help you, but I donāt cuz I canāt help myself.ā
Nyx, get your ass over here so I can hug you, seeing as you wonāt let me leave this damned bed.ā
āIām not going anywhere, ok? You wonāt lose me too.ā
She walks to Ariadneās bed and sits very slowly next to her best friend, gently grasping her hand.
āDonāt what, Nyx? Tell the truth? Talk about them?ā
āAdon...ā
āPlease. I canāt.ā