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Squint a little. It’s like you’re blindfolded.

[arseholism]

[ Wow, you're seriously going to attempt reading about me?? Alright then, before we begin this long and tiresome charade, let's go over the basic information you NEED to know and understand.. ] [ NO! i do not want to subscribe to your OF] [ I don't "want" you. I don't "need" you. I don't want to "come see you". ] [ Please for the love of whatever you love most, do not bother telling me this post offended you]

[ Aw you look beautiful when you’re smiling! Love those shoes too ;) ]

[ Alright, get comfortable my darling ] [ I love people, i just don't find many interesting. So technically, the law of averages works against you.] [ You might be awesome.. please, feel welcome to change my mind ] [ Okay, Lets go. ] [ My name is Arias ]

[ You pronounced that wrong! ] [ I like coffee ] [ I like people. I wouldn't be able to live without people.] [ I love talking ] [ You don't know me ] [ You probably wouldn't understand me even if you did ] [ I'm From London ] [ I also live in Los Angeles, Sydney and New york ] [ Because i can ] [ I travel a lot ] [ I'm 6'3 ] [ I like short girls ] [ Not midgets. Short girls ] [ My dad's white, my mum's spanish .. Incase you wondered ]

[ I love American accents! They’re so fucking cute!! ]

[ I'm English ] [ Yes i have an accent, it's london with a hint of sydney] [ I like it.. ] [ No you probably will never hear it ] [ I've played Piano, Guitar and Violin since i was 4 ] [ I write lyrics and music when i'm bored ] [ No i will not write you a song ] [ Yes i can sing ] [ No i will not sing for you ] [ I love to cook ]

[ No i will not cook for you ] [ I'm blunt so i can be an arsehole ] [ I'm quite nice in general ] [ I'm passive, i really don't give a fuck ] [ Unless i care.. then I absolutely give a fuck ] [ I won't suck up just so you like me ] [ I do what I want ] [ I do not like cameras, in case you’re wondering why my page isn’t littered with selfies ] [ No i will not be your trick monkey ] [ or your human puppet ] [ enough. ] [ Make me smile, make me laugh, i'll get addicted to you ] [ I'm a cuddle whore ] [ I'm attracted to pretty faces and beautiful smiles ] [ I'm a dreamer ] [ I love to plan dreamy dates and sensational moments] [ I have sleep issues. I like my issues ] [ I love to read ] [ I think you're spiffy because you're still reading this ] [ I'm bored right now, so i may NEVER stop. ] [ I LOVE to cook. I even bake my own bread haha ] [ If you tak lyke dis, dun fuhkin tak 2 me mkay? ] [ Right. got that off my chest ] [ I swim, i run, i eat unhealthy, my body is so confused, but it's pretty to look at? ] [ I love music, i have way too much music for one guy ] [ I love kids, i have 3 god children and they rock my world ] [ I'm opinionated and judgemental, however, i will listen to your opinion and i will listen to your side of the story] [ I'm hopelessly romantic ] [ I'm very very very picky ] [ No. I'm not looking for anything or anyone ] [ Romance.. is so misunderstood ] [ I'm broken ] [ No. You can't fix me ] [ Wow. I didn't stop. You didn't stop. We're still here and we're meant to be *gushes* haha ] [ I'll probably adopt. ] [ I'm always bored ] [ I like conversation ] [ I love to read ] [ I don't like pictures, i figure that if there is something beautiful enough, it'll burn into my memory ] [ I however, do not want you to hit on me ] [ I can be very perverted ] [ No, this does not imply i want to talk dirty ] [ Or.. that i want you to talk dirty ] [ Please try not to be too creepy.. PRETTY PLEASE? ] [ I'm also very moralistic ] [ I love my imagnation ] [ I have a major oral fetish ] [ Do we have things in common? ] [ No, You could probably never be my dream girl ] [ I have never had a one night stand ] [ Yes, i'm very picky and fucking frustrating ] [ Are you Captain Entertainment? Sent to rescue me from the trescherous depths of boredom? ] [ Didn't think so.. ] [ I love cookies, they make me happy ] [ I love cold miserable rainy weather ] [ I'm cheeky ] [ I'm complicated ]

[ I'm curious ]

[ Did the brackets annoy you? ]

[ Stupid word count ]

[ Go on.. Judge me! ]

[ Message me if you still want more ]

[arseholism]

I think I’ve had enough of this madness. People have been absolutely fucking insane and this feels almost exhausting now. I’m going away from this blog and hopefully I can escape this level of creepiness. I will continue to write so maybe you’ll find me again.

[arseholism]

Sometimes I’m the hammer

Sometimes I’m shattered bone

Sometimes I’m the wrecking ball

Sometimes I’m the broken home

Sometimes I’m the knife

Sometimes I’m broken flesh

Sometimes I’m the wound

Sometimes I’m the mess

Sometimes I’m the blood

Sometimes I’m the scar

Sometimes I’m insane

Sometimes I’m bizarre

Sometimes I’m the voice

Sometimes I’m the dark

Sometimes I’m the bite

Sometimes I’m the bark

Sometimes I’m the monster

Sometimes I’m the scream

Sometimes I’m the thoughts

Sometimes I’m a scary dream

Sometimes I’m the hurdle

Sometimes I’m the maze

Sometimes I’m just lost

Sometimes I’m my worst days

Sometimes I’m the poison

Sometimes I’m the cup

Sometimes I’m the antidote

Sometimes I’m the drug

Sometimes I’m the reason

Sometimes I’m the mistake

Sometimes I’m too real

Sometimes I’m just too fake

Sometimes I’m weak

Sometimes I’m too cruel

Sometimes I’m hiding

Sometimes I’m the duel

Sometimes I’m a stranger

Sometimes I’m without a heart

Sometimes I’m indifferent

Sometimes I’m falling apart

Sometimes I’m in love

Sometimes I’m full of hate

Sometimes I wish I could be different

Sometimes I contemplate

Sometimes I can see hope

Sometimes I can see light

Sometimes I can try

Sometimes I just fight

Sometimes I just give up

Sometimes I leave it to fate

Sometimes I’m just too much

Sometimes it’s just too late

[arseholism]

And on that note. I am not taking asks anymore.

I will return to deal with your madness once again eventually when I’m ready.

Hope you can settle down now that you let out all your intrusive thoughts.

[arseholism]

What’s something a girl can do to make you lose interest in them? What’s something they can do to keep you interested?

Consistency and Communication are the answer to both those questions.

I notice the effort someone puts in, I also understand that it’s easy to do it for a short amount of time, I know that anyone can be super sweet, cute or nice in the beginning. So I tend to notice that from the get go.

To keep me interested, they have to be consistent in what they do, if someone is super sweet all the time, puts in the effort and time, makes me feel valued and appreciated, If they can communicate those feelings, let me know that they feel strongly about me. That I make them happy or that they love having me in their life. I’m going to be obsessed.

To lose interest, I see the lack of consistency or communication. Sometimes they just get too comfortable, stop doing the things they used to, stop making time or putting in the effort. Sometimes they don’t tell me how they feel. Sometimes they just act like I don’t matter or it’s not important that I’m around. Sometimes they can send the wrong message or signal, it makes me feel like I’m wasting my time and putting in emotions where I should not be. That’s what makes me give up and back off. When that happens, my feelings change rapidly.

Consistency and communication are the pillars of any successful relationship, love or friendship. Commitment as well. So many “C” words. Cuteness, Care, Cooperation, Codependency haha

Ok, I’m done.

[arseholism]

I know your name and I know your voice, I’m not messaging you because I do not want to lose my work. I just want to say you were really cute and cool! I wish you had noticed me and tried to talk to me. 😅 Your voice is super sexyyyy 😅😅 hope you enjoyed your stay 😘

I am absolutely creeped the fuck out by this whole thing.

If you’re the girl who was in my room asking me if I want more water, it was kind of creepy back then, it’s way more intensely creepy now.

If you’re someone else entirely that I didn’t notice at all, that’s even more creepy.

Please just keep in mind, that if you actually think about this entire interaction and your behaviour, you will understand why it’s so fucking mad.

[arseholism]

Do you fall head over heels in love with people or are you chill?

I think I tend to try and stay in control but the clear sign that I like someone is when I don’t have control over my feelings, it becomes too overwhelming. The difference between being interested in someone and liking them is when I can’t help how I feel and I don’t want to control it anymore. It’s scary to admit you like someone but sometimes it’s such a nice feeling that I’d rather risk it all than hide from it.

[arseholism]

Call me for 5 min and if you aren’t having fun you can leave lol also don’t make silly bets. Can I send you my number?

No thank you. I’m confident I’ll be okay not calling you.

[arseholism]

Are you good in bed? You sound like you’d be good in bed! 😈

I’m shit in bed, I barely sleep and I have major sleep issues.

[arseholism]

you write songs (lyrics) as well as poetry, right? do you consider the two distinct, or is there overlap process &/or content wise? could a poem easily become a song or vice versa?

Yes, sometimes when I write a poem, the music and melody is already in my head and I can very easily reframe it into a song and write the music too. I don’t post lyrics usually, I stick to poetry.

[arseholism]

I’ve followed you for a while now and I feel like you just put your trust in girls who take you for granted and do not appreciate you. Sometimes, when I read your sad poetry, it makes me sad that you don’t have someone who is strongly obsessed with you. A woman who feels fortunate to have someone as special as you in their life. You do not understand how many women dream of a man like you and struggle to find anything close to it. Just wanted to say that you are a special human being and deserve to be treated as such. I hope you find someone who tells you everyday how wonderful you are!! 🖤♥️

Thank you! I appreciate it.

[arseholism]

Poem for you Sir..

Please listen to what I have to say!

I want to hear this British accent and talk to you for hours everyday. Sent you my number in messages so just check out my blog and call me okay?

I sound really cute and I promise I will make your day!!

Wow let me get right on that.. or not. 🙄

[arseholism]

Can you write a poem about self inflicted pain or self sabotage? (Please and thank you!)

I can try. Thank you for being polite lol

[arseholism]

If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?

I can, I live in London.

[arseholism]

This feels great because I have a degradation kink lol I fully anticipate you turning me down but I try anyway haha Please,Please answer my message and we can talk on any app you choose. ❤️

Checkmate. You’re going to give me something I want any way. 😈😈

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[arseholism]

I want to hear you say sexy things to me! Read me some smutty romance or just talk dirty 😘 I would make you feel so good 😊 You should be such a passionate lover ❤️

Sometimes, it is better to not speak 🤫 just enjoy the acoustics inside your head.

[arseholism]

Write me a poeeeeeemmmmmm!! 😭😭😭😭 Fuck I love your poetry so much! The last few have been so perfect ❤️

I do not want to! Also how?

Roses are red

Diamonds are rare

You’re anonymous

I don’t know you, I don’t care?