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arsen frost twenty years old. "i see the love in her eyes, i see the feeling the freedom is granted as soon as the damage of vodka arrives"

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Dallas: alright i guess im ignoring you then bye

Arsen: ughghgh it was stupid im sorry baby don't be mad

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Dallas: no wtf tell me you fuckin shit

Arsen: no

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Dallas: "OH WAIT" oh wait WHAT you're so confusing omfg

Arsen: ....ur dumb

Arsen: neverMIND

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Dallas: what do you MEAN we never kiss

Arsen: i mean we never kiss????

Arsen: try 2 think of the last time

Arsen: OH WAIT

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Dallas: fuck im so sad right now can we kiss and snuggle or something idk

Arsen: shh why are you sad kitten don't be sad

Arsen: but im always up for kissing bc we never kiss

Arsen: or snuggling w/e

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Dallas: ..arsen, you never told me about your parents. i'm so fucking sorry, i shouldn't have pried this out if you. you mean the world to me, okay? i wasn't asking because i was being nosy, but because i was just.. concerned. i lov.. fuck. your ex is an idiot. fuck her.

Arsen: hey chill babe it's fine no worries okay? ive got my sister and you, that's all i really need right now, sure i miss my parents but im getting by baby please don't apologize it's okay :) really

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Dallas: rehab. explain.

Arsen: uhhhh it's weird but I guess if you have to know idk

Arsen: after my parents died and my ex left i got into some hard drugs idk

Arsen: idk

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Dallas: baby..

Arsen: hi babe :~)

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Dallas: ..back in rehab? you went to rehab?

Arsen: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck

Arsen: nope

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Dallas: i'd never leave them if i didn't have to!! ur sleepy voice brings light into my life ugh im mentally squealing just thinking about it ur so FUCKING CUTE STOP THAT??? ugh why do i always have to come to u huh

Dallas: actually i think the first step is being honest with urself and admitting u have a problem. i think acceptance might be step 6 :/

Arsen: :( i wish you didn't have to baby and omfg my sleepy voice is fucked up idek why you find it cute, u find the weirdest things cute, ur everything is cute??? bc u luuuuuuv me

Arsen: stop stOP being a therapist omfg i feel like im back in rehab or smth

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Dallas: babe you don't even let me get up to pee you just mumble things in your cute lil sleepy voice and uGh it's so fucking cUtE i miss u

Dallas: i know lol that's all me :~)

Arsen: i just don't want you out of my arms :~( my sleepy voice isn't cute okay you're the cute one baby i miss you more!!! come over im in withdrawal

Arsen: at least u can admit it, the first step in getting over a problem is acceptance

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Dallas: my sleep was fucking gREAT actually thank you for asking it was SO nice not having someone around to hog all of the fucking blankets and not let go of me all night :) :)

Arsen: woW SORRY I DON'T LET GO OF YOU ALL NIGHT MAYBE IM JUST NEEDY AND I NEED YOU IN MY ARMS HUH

Arsen: also I don't hog blankets stfu

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Dallas: i fell asleep on u :) good morning fucker :) u gonna ask me out through text again?? :)

Arsen: good morning faggot how was your sleep? prob shitty bc i wasn't there right ;)

Arsen: I'm gonna pretend you didn't say that and ignore iT SHUT UP

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Dallas: babyyyyyyy ughhhHhHhhh you're the cutest ever can you please tell me a story this time though??? pretty pretty pretty please??????

Dallas: stop STOP i can't believe i let myself be wooed i am ashamed

Dallas: but never as ashamed as u (: (:

Arsen: ugh fine ill tell you a fricken story but only because you asked me so nicely and because you're too cute ok

Arsen: laughing at u

Arsen: SHUT UP STOP TORTURING ME I HAT EYOU

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Dallas: i!! hate!! u!! idk tbh i've had a crush on u ever since that one time a bunch of us were just meeting for the first time and we were standing around talking and u didn't even really know me but u were playing with my hair?? so cute????

Dallas: lmao not over the fact u asked me out through text

Arsen: that feels like so long ago omg you're so cute but your hair just looked really soft and I really liked playing with it ok and i still do so if you still want to cuddle then I'll play with ur hair until u fall asleep :~)

Arsen: remember that time I called u babe and you got pissed at me bc u refused to be wooed ya me too and look at us now

Arsen: I HATE YOU

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Dallas: uggghhhHhhH shut up shut up shut UP why did it take me this long to realize that ur this cute i like you so much that it's fuckING STUPID LIKE U!!! i will kiss u as much as u want me to bc im head over heels and smitten anD UGH THIS IS ALL GROSs!! ew!!

Dallas: i take it all back

Arsen: idk why it took you this long but im pretty sure that i knew from the start that you were the cutest ever i can't believe that im so lucky to be the one that gets to call you mine tbh but yeah this is really sappy omfg i just wanna kiss you until it hurts

Arsen: nope no u don't

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Dallas: ugh ur so cute i just wanna eat u up

Dallas: lmao im gonna ruin ur rep xo

Arsen: ur cuter baby :~) kisssss meeeee

Arsen: im breaking up with u bye