art-by-blue

he/they, avid gacha game enjoyer, I bleed lyrics, sleep token, poet, 3 dragons in a trench coat, multifandom whore

[artbyblue]

Time to explain my identity in rigorous detail for the only hellsite that might understand it in full!

To start, I'm a Christian, but the actual canon Jesus following kind, which makes me a punk, a freedom fighter, a feminist, a socialist, a supporter of other religions, and a supporter of the LGBTQ+ community.

My role in that community? I am a demiboy, meaning I always identify with being a man, but also always identify with being something else. The something else in question is of course genderfluid because society loves to see me suffer (not God, my God loves me and you even in complicated totality).

Then I'm pansexual, pretty simply, though I end up dating more dudes because despite being AFAB, my life's experience is not very relatable to most women (being raised as an openly queer tomboy made me culturally as close as you can get to being born a boy without being born one).

And I believe, though I'm not sure, that I'm somewhere on the Aro/Ace spectrum in a very specific way. My sexual and romantic attraction are completely separate from each other, leading to having a venn diagram of people I'm attracted to rather than a list. On the left is romantic, on the right is physical, and in the overlap is the 25% of people I've crushed on that end up in both categories.

Needless to say (and implied by being a tumblr user) I'm a former weird kid, now weird teenager. For reference my Kinlist includes Rainbow dash, Sonic, Conner Kent, Nishinoya Yu, Sam Temple, Aren Kuboyasu, and my top kin is a very confusing tie between Bakugou Katsuki and Johnny Cade.

To close it off I'm a biracial dual citizen who really likes alt fashion and listens to all genres of music (even country! I love Zach Bryan just as much as I love My Chemical Romance, Kesha, Conan Gray, Get Scared, 50 cent, Frank Ocean, Noah Kahan, Modern Baseball, and Vivaldi)

[goth-queen]

[thoodleoo]

*twirling my hair around my finger* hes just soooooo burdened by his sense of duty and the insurmountable weight of being a mere man written into the role of a myth

[mrhealyourgirl]

happy pride to losers who get no bitches and stack no paper

[fujokafka]

we need to bring back old school tumblr communication and im so serious. sending an ask to a mutual just to say hello. seeing three different asks in your inbox all asking how your dentist appointment went. seeing a post you think one of your mutuals would enjoy and tagging them/sending it to them in the dms. nowadays its just silently liking a post or (if youre feeling extreme) replying under posts. WHAT HAPPENED TO US!! we used to be a proper community!!!! #LetsBringWhimsyBack

[andthelaw]

reblog if you want ppl to send you random lil' asks

[artemisiarising]

PLEASE I <3 ASKS it’s why i’m so active on tumblr and not any other social media

[iloveudoll]

pwetty please ask me things mutuals 🥹 idgaf if it's weird 🥹

[artbyblue]

Ok, but what if was a metaphor about grieving the nonhuman dead things like moments and relationships and eras? What then?

[artbyblue]

Guards! Non-Traditional omegaverse that old man Yaoi, thank you guards

[lavenderpanic]

all of my writing is actually just thinly-veiled fantasy about being seen at your worst and still being loved

[bucky-barnes-at-221b]

WHY THE FUCK WASNT I BORN A BOY

[artbyblue]

Tumblr did the thing

[artbyblue]

My appetite on my period: taco bell. Chocolate cake. Rotisserie chicken. IM HUNGRY. NOW DAMNIT!! mac n cheese. Pint of ice cream in a flavor you DONT HAVE. GIMMIE A FUCKIN UH, UH, I DONT EVEN KNOW BUT IM MAD ABOUT IT. CHICKEN SANDWICH. nvm actually all food is disgusting. JK, WENDY'S SALAD. sushi burrito. STEAK. Pina colada. RAHHHHHHHHHH

Also my appetite on my period: I would like one (1) goldfish cracker please 🙏 pizza flavor if you may 😳 that's all ❤️ take your time 🥰

[batsandboba]

“scientists don’t want you know” is a phrase that always cracks me up because if you actually meet a scientist they will be shaking and crying like an overstimulated chihuahua with the need to let you know

[artbyblue]

The phrase you're usually looking for is "The billionaires don't want you to know" because if they ever lose control of the scientists they will no longer be billionaires

[writingblus]

i dont "go on walks," i dont "use character sheets" and i dont "plot before writing," i raw dog it, and if it doesnt flow, I FUCKING CRY.

[penandinkprincess]

3 pm: god, I'm EXHAUSTED. going to bed early for SURE.

midnight: I Have Literally Never Been More Awake And Alert

[annoying--moth]

Girl breakfast (a singular oreo) and girl dinner (a three course meal)

[artbyblue]

Boy breakfast (a black coffee) and boy dinner (500grams of protein and a decadent ice cream sundae)

[artbyblue]

I knew a girl who'd hold soda cans between her thighs while she was driving and I've never been jealous of a coca cola before but there's a first time for everything I guess

We went riding horses one time and I might be a city slicker but my family is from farm country from family from farm country and there's really not much that I'm not a natural at

So we chased each other through hills and valleys and her laugh cut through the silent countryside louder than any of the tractor engines roaring so distantly cause even though she'd ride ahead we were a unit and she was always close enough

Later that night we were cleaning the stables for a couple dollars and a place to crash and she taught me how to tie the fancy knots that could keep even the wildest stallion from taking right off and I laughed about how the only one I knew by heart was a noose

She was a slow kisser and quick to fall in love but it worked out good cause I'm like that too after eight drinks and three songs and one sweet look my way I was head over heels

We ended up falling asleep in the grass that night under all the stars and I think sometimes that I died there and all of this is just a dream because nothing has ever felt as real or as precious as her calloused hands and the things they whispered

I love you, she said

Without ever opening her mouth

She said I love you

And I loved her back with every heartbeat that summer lent me

[infinitebookshelves]

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