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A depressed bitch (me) trying to cheer up a sad sunshine (him)

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me looking at pictures of my tc

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Everytime I’m alone with him, I randomly think about what would happen if I just kiss him. What would it be like? What would he do? I know I would never do this. I know it would be inappropriate and absolutely wrong. But nevertheless …it occurs to me again and again…

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My TC is assistant baseball coach and he told us it was extra credit to attend the first game and while he was checking us off for attending i just wanted to grab him by the shirt and kiss him through the fence that separated the baseball field from the stands.

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‘Would you kiss me, if there weren’t any rules?’

- Me @ teacher

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Holy shit, it’s February💕

Which means Valentine’s Day is just around the corner!! Are any of you going to get your tc a gift???

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Idk would that be weird? That might be weird right? Idk like i want to but i already gave him a Christmas gift and he was grateful and gave me a gift back but would this be pushing it? Is it a dead give away? Idk man. Cuz Christmas is like "yay! Christmas!" And Valentine's Day is like "LOVE." And that's crazy. You know whatta mean?

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That feeling in your stomach when you’re about to go to their class.

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I can’t tell anyone about you but you’re all I want to talk about…

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I’m so disgusting and ugly and you’re not.

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I mean, would I like to get my feelings out there?

Yes.

I would like to be able to tell my TC how much just saying hi to them makes me happy.

I would like to be able to tell my TC how much I think they’re beautiful. externally and internally.

I would like to be able to tell my TC how I dread weekends ever since they came into my life

and that I would listen to them talk about everything and nothing for hours if they’d let me.

Don’t get this shit twisted. I would LOVE to be able to tell my TC about how just SECONDS after seeing them, I miss them.

But I can’t.

I can’t because it may weird them out.

It may get them into trouble.

And just the possibility of disrupting their life makes me sad.

I wouldn’t ever want to hurt my TC. Not if I can help it.

And so, even though my TC reminded me that there IS beauty in this world, I won’t tell them that.

But, don’t think I don’t want to.

I do.

I just want their happiness more.

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When I was younger I wanted to be white. I didn’t know that was like self hatred or internalized hatred. But you know, seeing so many pretty white girls on TV I suppose I internalized the idea that white equals pretty. And I guess I don’t feel that way any more but my TC is white and sometimes it makes me think (even if we were the same age and she weren’t my professor and she was single and attracted to women) she wouldn’t want to be with me because I’m black.

She isn’t a hateful person at all but yeah, I do think this.

Of course this thought hinders the make believe fantasizes I fabricate in my mind.

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Girl same

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i don’t fetishize my tc crush. maybe others do.

but i don’t.

don’t misrepresent me. i hate this fucking crush i have.

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Bi people are black too. Wlw are black too. Black people are depressed too. Black people exist in the teacher crush community too. Black people are users on this website, too.