Itās not ājustā a crush, because of him....
- .... iāve learned a lot about myself, people and life
-.... I got a lot more self confidence, I stopped hating myself and I finally started talking about my feelings to people
-....I know how it is to be so happy and love my life
-..... Iāve learned how to deal with things and how to accept things
- ..... Iāve learned to get used to the feeling of missing him
-..... I know how it is when my heart is aching.
- ......Iāve experienced how it is to not being able to sleep and eat for days
-.... I know what a heartbreak is.
-.....I know how it feels when you canāt breathe.
-.... I have felt what loving someone and not being loved in return is like
-.... I have learned how to āsurviveā breaks and weekends despite the painful feeling of missing him and the desire of seeing him again.
-....Iāve learned how to deal with my jealousy
-....Iāve learned that this is real life and therefore the things in my fantasies wonāt happen.
-.... Iāve experienced how it is to have butterflies in my tummy
-.... I have accepted that he isnāt mine and he never will be mine
-.... I have felt how it is to drown in his eyes
-.... I have learned to enjoy all the little moments with him
-....Iāve learned what hope is and feels like and that it always will be here
-....I have learned how to move on..
-.... Iāve learned to never give up
And the most important thing is:
I know what loving someone is like..
And Iām glad I fell in love with him because if I didnāt, I wouldnāt feel,know and experience al these things ā¤ļø
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