ARTISTIC ED MESS

21 college student depressed I love to sing,instruments,listen and create music. I suffer from an eating disorder (anorexia),I DO NOT promote any kind of eating disorder,not pro-ana,pro-mia or such;this is just a place where I can talk about my ED and my all life without being judge. You can talk to me about anything :)

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i wonder how's to don't feel suicidal all the time

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am so mentally exhausted that i know that every single week at some point i will want to give up so bad and get even more depressed 

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Sometimes i just wish i could have a gun

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How the fuck am i supposed to get better when i live in hell?

can someone explain me this,because it makes no sense

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If you have a dysfunctional family reblog this

just curious to see if people reblog this or aim the only one who has a fucked up ''family''.

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ME:

Goes to the psychologist: knows more than she does

Talks to someone about my problems: try to convince myself to keep going

Conclusion: i have to fucking to everything by myself cause apparently i can't get fucking help.

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What a piece of shit!

is my ''life''...

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So close to a nervous breakdown,well fuck i can't afford that when i have an exam to study for

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I been getting better at lying at myself 

[coral]

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[patientlights]

anxiety is terrible, you could be having an attack and no one would even know because it’s an inward thing. it feels like you’re malfunctioning and you can’t process your own thoughts. you get a knot in your stomach and you can’t take a full breath but outwardly you can literally just sit there and look completely normal as long as no one tries to speak to you.

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all people see how much you ‘fake’ smile and think that you are genuinely happy, once you break down they think that your tears are fake …

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