ArtistsMark

Hey There. It's Mark from ArtistsMark on YouTube. So I'm in San Francisco for this TV Show YouTV which is supposedly going to give you guys a look into this guy's life with a bunch of other YouTubers... Enjoy, I guess.

[kate-westmark]

Thank you. 

[artistsmark-blog]

I just want you to know I really do care about you, Kate.  I wish you could see that. My number hasn't changed, so just call me ok? I get that you don't want me anymore, but I'd like to be your friend.

[kate-westmark]

Then why the fuck didn’t you tell me that then? Because I may be a bitch, I’m understanding. All you had to say was “I’m going away for a while because I need to deal with some stuff” and I would’ve taken it. Give me a little more credit. You didn’t mean to disappear, but you did. And I just spent the last two months trying to get over you, so if you would be so kind as to let me continue to do that, that would be lovely. 

[artistsmark-blog]

I'm sorry. I guess I'll just go then.

[kate-westmark]

"As good for me as I deserved?" What made you think you weren’t before? 

Don’t answer that. It doesn’t matter anymore. I like to think I deserve better than someone who will make me feel all this crap, then disappear without a word. So, stop, because you’re way too late. 

[artistsmark-blog]

Kate, before there was a lot going on in my mind. There's a lot more to my past than you know, and I needed to fully loose that part of me before I was ready to be everything I wanted to be for you. I didn't mean to disappear. All I wanted was to be what you need, and I couldn't before.

[kate-westmark]

I don’t know what you’re expecting me to say, Mark. You disappear for two months, now you’re apologizing, but you don’t even have the balls to give me a real explanation. I honestly don’t know what you want me to say. 

[artistsmark-blog]

I went to go become a better person for you. I wanted to make sure that I was going to be as good for you as you deserved. I wanted to tell you, I was just so scared.

[kate-westmark]

Call me two months ago, to tell me that you’re not going to answer my calls or respond to my texts, or even let me know you’re alive, then we’ll talk. 

[artistsmark-blog]

I wish I could tell you where I was. I wish I could explain everything, but I can't. I'm just so so sorry. 

[kate-westmark]

Are you seriously trying to explain yourself right now?

[artistsmark-blog]

I'm sorry...

[kate-westmark]

Oh, then no, I haven’t. Oh, I’ve been just fantastic. Moved to New York, drank about six cups of coffee a day, finished 3 shows on netflix. It’s been exhilarating. 

I see you’ve been extraordinarily busy since the show ended. 

[artistsmark-blog]

Kate I- I didn't want to leave like that I wanted to tell you what I was doing I just...

[kate-westmark]

It was a request. If what you mean by dating is “sitting in my living room with Juliet wondering why I haven’t converted to lesbianism yet” then, yes, I have. 

[artistsmark-blog]

Oh, that makes sense, and no it's not what I meant. How've you been?

[kate-westmark]

Finally posted a video after a two month hiatus. I call it “How to occupy yourself for two months.”

My next one will be called "Preventative Steps One Should Take To Avoid A Bitter Break-Up" 

[artistsmark-blog]

I'll have to go check it out.

What would you write that for? Have you been dating someone?

[artistsmark-blog]

[flowerznes-deactivated20240810]

Running? You trying to stay fit? Is that why you haven’t been around so often? I miss your pretty structured face.

[artistsmark-blog]

Yeah, I was pretty athletic back home. I'd hate for that to just disappear here. That's pretty much what I've been up to. I've missed you too, Aud.

[flowerznes-deactivated20240810]

It sounds boring to you? Okay, Mark. We can draw together while everyone gets back.

[artistsmark-blog]

Ok then. I've actually been running most of the time lately but whatever floats your boat.

[sammiebaldwin]

Can I sleep for the rest of the day?

[artistsmark-blog]

I don't see why not.

[flowerznes-deactivated20240810]

It’s better then wandering around looking for someone. This house looks like it was hit with something, what do you prefer I do better?

[artistsmark-blog]

I don't know. I'm just saying it sounds boring to me. 

[flowerznes-deactivated20240810]

Jumping around on the bed and waiting for someone to come out and entertain me and all.

[artistsmark-blog]

That sounds utterly boring.

[kate-westmark]

Oh my god awful bus story! 

Share!

[artistsmark-blog]

Overweight couple mating across from me for like ten minutes until I gave up and got off the bus.

[braxtonknox]

But now my mind is wandering.. You’ve got to tell me now, no matter how bad..

[artistsmark-blog]

Think severely over weight couple making out and pretty much mating on the bus.