Another ride. I’ve gathered myself and my thoughts up to once again marvel at the bad writing this show has. It’s only saved by KaySun’s chemistry thanks to Taro and Beril’s talents.
Before I begin, I want to say that all these are my own opinions, and I don’t think I’m a 100% right so I welcome other people’s opinions as well. Next, I don’t watch this show religiously—I only look at Kaya and Suna’s scenes, and even then I don’t watch it on the official channel live.
I also want to say I can excuse bad characters, but I cannot excuse bad writing.
I also wish the characters acted logically instead of for the sake of the plot and whatever politics goes behind the scenes (who is your backer, Buce? Onur?) but yeah.
Anyway, let’s start.
Bad Writing
Suna has been OOC for the most part; unfortunately, now, Kaya is as well. The cheating thing was too abrupt. The reason why I take issue with this is because characters are supposed to be driven by the motivations set up by them by the writer. The sudden, illogical changes in Kaya’s and Suna’s characters show that the writer is making them act out of character only 1) for the sake of the plot, 2) to be used as collateral for SeyFer parallels, and 3) to bring in the shock value and retain reytings—a cheap OGM move, because now the story is bad and has lost its value.
I will not excuse Kaya’s and Suna’s behavior. However, I wish they showed us that they were capable of doing such things early on instead of making them OOC. It’s giving me whiplash.
Kaya’s Cheating
I want to say, I hope this is an AsLaz (Yabani) and EsZan (Aşk Mantık İntikam) situation wherein the guy was flat out drunk / drugged and nothing actually happened. But even before that, he was being friendly and basking in Pelin’s attention. Granted, she’s a childhood friend, and he needed someone to talk to—but not someone to flirt with.
I hate how OOC Kaya is. You do not write someone to be a loser in love, who is a stickler for loyalty and protecting his wife, only to throw it all out the window for the sake of a cheap parallel plot. I wish they hinted at Kaya having a roving eye during his marriage with Suna. I would be able to swallow the plot more. However, they doubled down, making him very ideal and loyal, only for him to suddenly “cheat” on her after she acts a bit strange after…4 days? After he was waiting for her to call him?
The fact that he did it with Pelin (and not Pırıl—wtf happened to that plot, anyway?) irks me as well because he knows how Suna feels about Pelin. Maybe Kaya was really drunk (we know he gave up drinking after his ONS with Pırıl), but again, it doesn’t excuse his behavior. And it’s a slap to our faces to see him cuddling in bed with Pelin when we didn’t even get that post-halver scene with Suna.
I want to retain the hope that nothing is as it seems and it’s all an elaborate ploy by Pelin—she will blackmail him for sure, I just know it. I feel he will bring her to the mansion under the guise of protecting her from Serter, and maybe Seyran will beat her up. But I’m not taking my chances.
What do I think will happen next? I do hope Kaya shows remorse and guilt, I do hope he grovels for Suna. I think KaySun will be happy together for a bit before she finds out. However, there are alternative theories in the fandom that 1) He will fall for Pelin for real with his savior complex and make her an official mistress, and/or 2) Pelin gets pregnant. Personally, I don’t see any of those things happening, but who knows with such illogical, poorly planned writing? (Also, no one has sex like 4 days after a miscarriage and a C-section. The same way a loyal man won’t do a 180 after fighting for his wife for 4 days).
Suna’s Destiny
I think I’ve made my thoughts on Suna’s fortune telling arc quite clear in this other post, so I’ll try to keep this short.
We can see her waking up in this episode (we also see that İfakat was behind this sht). But unfortunately, her change of heart came too late—because Kaya has now potentially done something irredeemable?
I am also mad at how OOC Suna is because she’s clearly sane but SO illogically affected by a fortune teller. Make it make sense! She is so dumb (she used to be smart, anxiety-riddled but smart) and she is blaming the fortune teller for ruining her life, when it’s all her fault for misinterpreting everything. No one forced her to interpret things a certain way lmfao. She acted (OOC) of her own volition.
It’s such a huge step back from her character development. I hate seeing regression without reason or payoff. Once again, bad writing—she is acting weird because the plot demands her to, when the original character profile for Suna would never.
I know people are saying she cheated on Kaya emotionally for a teensy tiny moment when she rubbed foreheads with that fck@$$ driver. And yes, she was wrong! I’m not justifying her! But Kaya fcking someone else while still married to her was even worse imo.
I think she’s definitely going to try to make it up to Kaya in the next episodes, even though they haven’t closed the fortune teller arc yet. She’ll probably even want a kid. Will Kaya avoid her this time, out of guilt? Or will he hide what he did and carry on like nothing happen? (I really refuse to believe Kaya will make Pelin a full-time mistress, and I hope I am not wrong). Again, we might get happy KaySun and even halvet 2.0 (we cheered) and then when Suna gets pregnant with a son, she’ll find out about Kaya’s infidelity. Idk, we still have 11 episodes left until the finale on June 7, 2024.
KaySun Endgame
I hate to say this, but they will dig us out of the grave with minimal payoff and then make us endgame. As long as they want us to parallel SeyFer. And as long as Taro and Beril don’t leave the cast (and honestly, why would they, when KaySun trends always and has launched them a lot career-wise?), I am sure they will be 100% endgame. (But at what cost?) It’s unfortunate it had to happen this way, but yeah.
Another thing is Taro and Beril are finally doing promotion together. Maybe because Beril got rid of Ersh!t (rumor has it he’s dating the actress who plays the maid the show), and now they’re free to post like the besties they are. I truly do love and admire Taro and Beril’s professionalism, talent, and friendship. And someone pointed out how he posted about the important girls in his life—he included his mom, his pet dog Lila, and Beril, his co-star. They’re honestly so sweet and I love how wholesome their friendship is. Their chemistry and talent shouldn’t go to waste; I sincerely hope that they reunite it a hot digital project in the future, just like Boran and Miray did for HiLeon and HelSav. I want KaySun 2.0 to be better, too!
Also, Taro and Beril posting more photos just feels very genuine—and not just because my girl Beril is finally free. I also feel they’re trying to get us to continue to have hope for KaySun. Though I think they should demand a better plot too, but they’re too professional for that maybe.
I’ll definitely continue watching on the timeline, and I’ll root for Taro and Beril and KaySun happy ending always. But still! This is such clownery, and such new lows even from the most misogynistic production in diziland. I just pray they give us KaySun’s happy endgame.
Final Thoughts
Once again, I hate how OOC KaySun became, and I hope they fix this plot and make it so that what seemed to happen was not what really occurred. Wish they could be redeemable.
I pity Asuman…that guy is gonna blackmail her for money. (Also, Asuman would never sleep with a guy she just met. Wtf?)
I hate how the whole Yalı fcked eo during Ramadan except for KaySun. I don’t know why YÇ hates one of their most popular ships so much, but then again, it’s OGM. They hate women, logic, and happiness.
Binnur Kaya is a talented veteran actress, and I’m not surprised she is leaving, given how underutilized she was on the show. I hope we get a good final arc with Nunu and Kaya, but they barely fleshed out imo. (Why would she give her share to Orhan when he will steal it? 💀) I can’t blame the actress for departing, though Birsen did hint she is open to come back for S3.
I can’t believe I had to witness this during Lent. I have always been a good Catholic, but this show has made me turn to God and prayer more than ever. 🙏🏻
KaySun endgame, but at what cost?
Thanks for reading my thoughts. They may be muddled, but at least they were logical and slightly organized. 🧿🙏🏻
KaySun: These Unbridled Thoughts (Episode 61 rewrite) 🔞❤️🔥
I am back with a steamy rewrite of that Episode 61 scene, because no one can convince me that KaySun did not want to fck then and there among the shattered remains of their bedroom. 🔞❤️🔥
I am really grateful for all the positive feedback I have received on Wattpad, AO3, and of course, Twitter and Instagram so far—because people seemed to like the way Suna’s emotions were covered, and ofc the KaySun smut.
Special thanks to my homegirl Yasha for helping create a new cover for Ultraviolence as well. 🖤
SUMMARY:
A rewrite of that specific Episode 61 scene, when Suna gets all up in Kaya's face and taunts him. You could cut the sexual tension in that room with a knife. I can't prove it, but they almost kissed. What if Suna let her intrusive thoughts win? What if Kaya gave into his desires? Well, they'd do more than just kiss, then.
Anyway, I saw Taylor last week for the Eras Tour, and aside from the fact that she was amazing, she sang False God X Slut!—meaning KaySun endgame, of course! 🩵🧿🙏🏻
On KaySun Parallels + Trauma Bonding (aka Suna’s Lack of Self-Worth and Kaya’s Abandonment Issues)
I think it’s established very early on that Suna is traumatized by her abusive father, Kazim. She’s perpetually anxious and shaky about never being good enough; in fact, on the day she’s supposed to get engaged, her younger sister is chosen over her for the arranged marriage. This manifests in her difficulty in standing up for herself. All her life, she has been downtrodden, plodded on by people who think she is less than. She guards her heart because she’s been heartbroken way too many times—treated as less than by her father, sister, and even the Korhans. She thinks she’s unloved; therefore, she lacks self-worth.
Once she gets her confidence, though, whether it’s thanks to Kaya’s warm words and Ifakat’s manipulation, or through the power and financial protection Kaya can give her through their marriage and being a member of the Korhan family, Suna is able to stand up for herself. She feels worthy and loved thanks to Kaya. Why? Because, for the first time in her life, she gets chosen. He chooses her to love. To be his bride. And she no longer feels like an afterthought, nor a second choice full of flaws. So when she realizes that Kaya might not actually love her and just feel pity for her, she’s devastated. For it means she wasn’t chosen and loved after all.
But what about Kaya? Well, Kaya has trauma too. But a different kind—abandonment issues, stemming from his add!ct father leaving them and his mother’s health problems meaning she could die any moment and leave him without his real family. He thinks he’s not enough since after all, his dad abandoned him.
So it’s no surprise that Kaya clings on to Suna. Yes, it’s love so strong that he can’t admit it yet—attraction that is so real that it unfortunately gets muddled and blurred between the lines of revenge and necessity—but it’s also their trauma bonding of rejection. Suna and Kaya have found themselves in each other. Suna can’t lose him, the same way Kaya can’t lose her. They’ve both faced similar issues in their lives; they both know what it feels like to be a pawn in a losing game, or just not the main character of their own story.
When Kaya thinks Suna doesn’t trust him, especially because she heads off to find Seyran with that fck@$$ driver without telling him, he’s understandably heartbroken. At this point, they’re married, and loved up, but now he thinks she’s going to leave him. And he can’t deal with that. He can’t accept someone he loves abandoning again. That’s why he flips out completely. And that’s why Suna’s arms are there to comfort him in the end.
(Plus, as my Twitter moot Alice pointed out, that’s why the first time KaySun meet, as he says goodbye, he tells her, “I hope you will always be there for me.” This says so much about his character; it unlocks his deepest fears as well).
Suna is used to people overlooking her, and Kaya is used to people walking away. Both of them have been abandoned for not being “enough” to care about. Both of them know what it’s like to be avoided and unloved. Both of them have the shared trauma of REJECTION. And that’s why they both find love in each other now.
Ice Heart & Ember Eyes(Servet-Alev Alev) - ALERT (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1111741184-ice-heart-ember-eyes-servet-alev-alev-alert?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago&wp_originator=kJlGaf4uTslUyKlazi%2B5fba0IVEWyz7jZl5i%2FQr99QymxVvbqs%2FIW6%2FxUP0VojJJwkSDw1Td%2FopT5p4roCwv9CWVT%2BzliRf4qi63JcW%2Fsqt2jv4zyMtUz00xq3NAs03n From the Alev Alev & Servet tv show, A crows over fanfiction of (BerBah) A story of two people Iskender Kayabeyli & Ferah Feza. “His eyes were shameful, traveling all over her, studying her, observing her, like some object. However, the way he was watching her wasn’t how other men looked at her, wanting to eat her or lusting for her; it was more of examining an odd creature or animal. Looking for falls or some damage in the merchandise, with so much arrogance and pride. Still, she felt uncomfortable under his intense stare, many men looked at her and made her uneasy, but this was a different level of self-conscious, Ferah felt anxious and somehow scared, but couldn’t do anything about it, or can ask him to stop, it was his right he was the boss, and she was just his employ. Ferah kept a polite smile as she continued listening to Mr. Çelebi was talking to Günes, avoiding looking in Iskender’s direction. And she knew immediately she disliked him.”
Ice Heart & Ember Eyes(Servet-Alev Alev) - Welcome Home (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1111964805-ice-heart-ember-eyes-servet-alev-alev-welcome-home?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago&wp_originator=CYBtjZ9beBTqFyeTsZ0yX%2BScmweQ%2FWK1LngDuPpHIZZ7v%2F%2BZZBl%2Fl2wIKw%2FNbDZ0aecYuij159H9R94jD50RaG2WQIFggkFxuCLQWAXQMeWeYCk7%2BH9nyS9b1S8LTZKZ From the Alev Alev & Servet tv show, A crows over fanfiction of (BerBah) A story of two people Iskender Kayabeyli & Ferah Feza. “His eyes were shameful, traveling all over her, studying her, observing her, like some object. However, the way he was watching her wasn’t how other men looked at her, wanting to eat her or lusting for her; it was more of examining an odd creature or animal. Looking for falls or some damage in the merchandise, with so much arrogance and pride. Still, she felt uncomfortable under his intense stare, many men looked at her and made her uneasy, but this was a different level of self-conscious, Ferah felt anxious and somehow scared, but couldn’t do anything about it, or can ask him to stop, it was his right he was the boss, and she was just his employ. Ferah kept a polite smile as she continued listening to Mr. Çelebi was talking to Günes, avoiding looking in Iskender’s direction. And she knew immediately she disliked him.”
My Sister’s -in-Laws - Chapter 14 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1088137941-my-sister%27s-in-laws-chapter-14?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago&wp_originator=RzCgvNFFxN6DPlIfmTQN8JXsUv4o2GTtXrOJKBPDgconUtXXFuAvcxuZZ2rzKRQS1WYfNADU%2BwoaRVL5vxX7ovFzdhsBEcH510ghvwSxNe777Z%2Bnla6leoX%2FuWz2YvvQ When she reached down, the bedroom door was open, and it seemed someone was occupying the room; that thought frightened her if she wasn’t alone yesterday night. She heard a loud sound coming from the bathroom opposite the bedroom, held her broom tightly ready to swing it in the intruder’s face when the door opened, she swung it and screamed, making the intruder jump and shouted back, the broom hit the door. “What the hell! do you want to kill me?"Nedim shooted; Ceren was shocked when she saw him "What the hell are you doing here?” “What the hell are you doing here ?” Nedim replied angrily. When two people hate each other to the guts and stick in one place for 14 days, could their isolation change their feelings from hatred to love?
Ice Heart & Ember Eyes(Servet-Alev Alev) - Introduction (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1101105203-ice-heart-ember-eyes-servet-alev-alev-introduction?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago&wp_originator=SFs9VWxcGI6rjl2tl4tsObXzKVY2XCnP%2BqQl4opJSYNnwHPrleaMuVMb91ofHkju29pHHmZhoCvg2uDrrg4K6sBfRMlUxhOkCE%2B7Brdq8OUGIN%2BhMQnn33MZHgrpLI4y From the Alev Alev & Servet tv show, A crows over fanfiction of (BerBah) A story of two people Iskender Kayabeyli & Farah Feza. His eyes were shameful, traveling all over her, studying her, observing her, like some object, however the way he was watching her, wasn’t the way other men looked at her, wanting her or lusting for her, it was more of examining an odd creature, or animal. Looking for falls or some damage in the merchandise, with so much arrogance and pride. Still, she didn’t feel uncomfortable under his intense stare, many men looked at her and made her uneasy but this was a different level of self-conscious, Farah felt uneasy and somehow scared, but couldn’t do anything about it, or anyone can ask him to stop, it was his right he was the boss and she was just his employ. Farah kept a polite smile as she continued listening to Mr. Çelebi was talking to Günes, avoiding looking in Iskender’s direction. And knew she immediately disliked him.
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