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The Weight of Not Losing Again (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1597135411-the-weight-of-not-losing-again?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago Adnan agrees to marriage under one condition - no children. Preferably, a woman who can never have them. Saba is forty. Educated. Independent. Quietly resilient. After six years of marriage marked by infertility and three miscarriages, she was divorced and returned to her parents' home carrying grief no one could see. When her aging father worries about her future, she agrees to marry again - not out of hope, but out of resolve. Their union is arranged, practical, and deeply uncomfortable. Both come from modern, well-educated Pakistani families. Both have careers - Adnan runs his family's real estate business; Saba works as a social worker at a girls' high school. Both know loss intimately. And yet, neither is prepared to face it reflected back at them. Adnan keeps his distance, offering respect without warmth. Saba tries to make the marriage work without begging for affection. What follows is not a love story born from passion - but one shaped by silence, grief, and the difficult choice to stay present instead of hiding in the past. Some marriages begin with promises. Theirs begins with restraint.This story was written with restraint, not spectacle. The Weight of Not Losing Again explores grief, marriage, and emotional survival in ways that are often left unspoken - especially within cultures that value endurance over expression. It is not a story about instant healing or dramatic redemption. It is about the quiet negotiations people make with loss, memory, and responsibility.

Ice Heart & Ember Eyes - Thick Skin and an Elastic Heart-3 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1634451920-ice-heart-ember-eyes-thick-skin-and-an-elastic?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago Months after a devastating fire kills twenty-one people at one of Istanbul's most luxurious seaside restaurants, the lives of the powerful Alkan family begin to collapse from the inside. The fire was never meant to happen. Hidden beneath the restaurant were priceless antiquities being smuggled through illegal trading routes controlled by influential businessmen. The plan was simple: burn the evidence after the building had emptied for the night. But something went wrong. The fire started too early, trapping innocent people inside and turning a cover-up into a massacre. Among those responsible were brothers Altan and Aslan Alkan. During the chaos, Aslan abandoned his fiancée, Maya, to save himself. She survived only because a stranger pulled her out of the flames moments before the building collapsed. That night shattered whatever love remained between them. But the tragedy did not end there. To protect themselves and the Alkan family name, Altan and Aslan blamed the entire operation on Maya's father, a respected antiquities dealer involved in the smuggling network. Facing prison, humiliation, and public disgrace, the man took his own life before the investigation could reach court. Maya never forgave them. To her, the Alkan brothers were not only responsible for the fire-but for her father's death as well. Inside the Alkan mansion, another nightmare unfolds behind closed doors. Altan Alkan's wife, Defne, attempted to escape her controlling marriage after years of emotional and psychological abuse. But Altan brought her back, manipulated her medical records, drugged her into instability, and staged a violent incident in front of their young daughter, Ela. The child witnessed what appeared to be her mother attacking her father with a knife. Defne was institutionalized soon after. Traumatized by what she saw, Ela develops severe PTSD and becomes unable to return to school. To protect her from public attention, the family hires a private live-in tutor. That is how Sall

Ice Heart & Ember Eyes - Thick Skin and an Elastic Heart-2 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1634451530-ice-heart-ember-eyes-thick-skin-and-an-elastic?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago Months after a devastating fire kills twenty-one people at one of Istanbul's most luxurious seaside restaurants, the lives of the powerful Alkan family begin to collapse from the inside. The fire was never meant to happen. Hidden beneath the restaurant were priceless antiquities being smuggled through illegal trading routes controlled by influential businessmen. The plan was simple: burn the evidence after the building had emptied for the night. But something went wrong. The fire started too early, trapping innocent people inside and turning a cover-up into a massacre. Among those responsible were brothers Altan and Aslan Alkan. During the chaos, Aslan abandoned his fiancée, Maya, to save himself. She survived only because a stranger pulled her out of the flames moments before the building collapsed. That night shattered whatever love remained between them. But the tragedy did not end there. To protect themselves and the Alkan family name, Altan and Aslan blamed the entire operation on Maya's father, a respected antiquities dealer involved in the smuggling network. Facing prison, humiliation, and public disgrace, the man took his own life before the investigation could reach court. Maya never forgave them. To her, the Alkan brothers were not only responsible for the fire-but for her father's death as well. Inside the Alkan mansion, another nightmare unfolds behind closed doors. Altan Alkan's wife, Defne, attempted to escape her controlling marriage after years of emotional and psychological abuse. But Altan brought her back, manipulated her medical records, drugged her into instability, and staged a violent incident in front of their young daughter, Ela. The child witnessed what appeared to be her mother attacking her father with a knife. Defne was institutionalized soon after. Traumatized by what she saw, Ela develops severe PTSD and becomes unable to return to school. To protect her from public attention, the family hires a private live-in tutor. That is how Sall

The Weight of Not Losing Again - Chapter Thirty-Settled Into Bones (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1603928235-the-weight-of-not-losing-again-chapter-thirty?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago Adnan agrees to marriage under one condition - no children. Preferably, a woman who can never have them. Saba is forty. Educated. Independent. Quietly resilient. After six years of marriage marked by infertility and three miscarriages, she was divorced and returned to her parents' home carrying grief no one could see. When her aging father worries about her future, she agrees to marry again - not out of hope, but out of resolve. Their union is arranged, practical, and deeply uncomfortable. Both come from modern, well-educated Pakistani families. Both have careers - Adnan runs his family's real estate business; Saba works as a social worker at a girls' high school. Both know loss intimately. And yet, neither is prepared to face it reflected back at them. Adnan keeps his distance, offering respect without warmth. Saba tries to make the marriage work without begging for affection. What follows is not a love story born from passion - but one shaped by silence, grief, and the difficult choice to stay present instead of hiding in the past. Some marriages begin with promises. Theirs begins with restraint.

The Weight of Not Losing Again - Chapter Twenty Nine-The Crossing (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1603927421-the-weight-of-not-losing-again-chapter-twenty-nine?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago Adnan agrees to marriage under one condition - no children. Preferably, a woman who can never have them. Saba is forty. Educated. Independent. Quietly resilient. After six years of marriage marked by infertility and three miscarriages, she was divorced and returned to her parents' home carrying grief no one could see. When her aging father worries about her future, she agrees to marry again - not out of hope, but out of resolve. Their union is arranged, practical, and deeply uncomfortable. Both come from modern, well-educated Pakistani families. Both have careers - Adnan runs his family's real estate business; Saba works as a social worker at a girls' high school. Both know loss intimately. And yet, neither is prepared to face it reflected back at them. Adnan keeps his distance, offering respect without warmth. Saba tries to make the marriage work without begging for affection. What follows is not a love story born from passion - but one shaped by silence, grief, and the difficult choice to stay present instead of hiding in the past. Some marriages begin with promises. Theirs begins with restraint.

Ice Heart & Ember Eyes - Thick Skin and an Elastic Heart-1 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1633578711-ice-heart-ember-eyes-thick-skin-and-an-elastic?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago Months after a devastating fire kills twenty-one people at one of Istanbul's most luxurious seaside restaurants, the lives of the powerful Alkan family begin to collapse from the inside. The fire was never meant to happen. Hidden beneath the restaurant were priceless antiquities being smuggled through illegal trading routes controlled by influential businessmen. The plan was simple: burn the evidence after the building had emptied for the night. But something went wrong. The fire started too early, trapping innocent people inside and turning a cover-up into a massacre. Among those responsible were brothers Altan and Aslan Alkan. During the chaos, Aslan abandoned his fiancée, Maya, to save himself. She survived only because a stranger pulled her out of the flames moments before the building collapsed. That night shattered whatever love remained between them. But the tragedy did not end there. To protect themselves and the Alkan family name, Altan and Aslan blamed the entire operation on Maya's father, a respected antiquities dealer involved in the smuggling network. Facing prison, humiliation, and public disgrace, the man took his own life before the investigation could reach court. Maya never forgave them. To her, the Alkan brothers were not only responsible for the fire-but for her father's death as well. Inside the Alkan mansion, another nightmare unfolds behind closed doors. Altan Alkan's wife, Defne, attempted to escape her controlling marriage after years of emotional and psychological abuse. But Altan brought her back, manipulated her medical records, drugged her into instability, and staged a violent incident in front of their young daughter, Ela. The child witnessed what appeared to be her mother attacking her father with a knife. Defne was institutionalized soon after. Traumatized by what she saw, Ela develops severe PTSD and becomes unable to return to school. To protect her from public attention, the family hires a private live-in tutor. That is how Sall

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Ice Heart & Ember Eyes - Welcome Home-2 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1630217146-ice-heart-ember-eyes-welcome-home-2?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago Months after a devastating fire kills twenty-one people at one of Istanbul's most luxurious seaside restaurants, the lives of the powerful Alkan family begin to collapse from the inside. The fire was never meant to happen. Hidden beneath the restaurant were priceless antiquities being smuggled through illegal trading routes controlled by influential businessmen. The plan was simple: burn the evidence after the building had emptied for the night. But something went wrong. The fire started too early, trapping innocent people inside and turning a cover-up into a massacre. Among those responsible were brothers Altan and Aslan Alkan. During the chaos, Aslan abandoned his fiancée, Maya, to save himself. She survived only because a stranger pulled her out of the flames moments before the building collapsed. That night shattered whatever love remained between them. But the tragedy did not end there. To protect themselves and the Alkan family name, Altan and Aslan blamed the entire operation on Maya's father, a respected antiquities dealer involved in the smuggling network. Facing prison, humiliation, and public disgrace, the man took his own life before the investigation could reach court. Maya never forgave them. To her, the Alkan brothers were not only responsible for the fire-but for her father's death as well. Inside the Alkan mansion, another nightmare unfolds behind closed doors. Altan Alkan's wife, Defne, attempted to escape her controlling marriage after years of emotional and psychological abuse. But Altan brought her back, manipulated her medical records, drugged her into instability, and staged a violent incident in front of their young daughter, Ela. The child witnessed what appeared to be her mother attacking her father with a knife. Defne was institutionalized soon after. Traumatized by what she saw, Ela develops severe PTSD and becomes unable to return to school. To protect her from public attention, the family hires a private live-in tutor. That is how Sall

Ice Heart & Ember Eyes - Welcome Home-1 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1630216294-ice-heart-ember-eyes-welcome-home-1?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago Months after a devastating fire kills twenty-one people at one of Istanbul's most luxurious seaside restaurants, the lives of the powerful Alkan family begin to collapse from the inside. The fire was never meant to happen. Hidden beneath the restaurant were priceless antiquities being smuggled through illegal trading routes controlled by influential businessmen. The plan was simple: burn the evidence after the building had emptied for the night. But something went wrong. The fire started too early, trapping innocent people inside and turning a cover-up into a massacre. Among those responsible were brothers Altan and Aslan Alkan. During the chaos, Aslan abandoned his fiancée, Maya, to save himself. She survived only because a stranger pulled her out of the flames moments before the building collapsed. That night shattered whatever love remained between them. But the tragedy did not end there. To protect themselves and the Alkan family name, Altan and Aslan blamed the entire operation on Maya's father, a respected antiquities dealer involved in the smuggling network. Facing prison, humiliation, and public disgrace, the man took his own life before the investigation could reach court. Maya never forgave them. To her, the Alkan brothers were not only responsible for the fire-but for her father's death as well. Inside the Alkan mansion, another nightmare unfolds behind closed doors. Altan Alkan's wife, Defne, attempted to escape her controlling marriage after years of emotional and psychological abuse. But Altan brought her back, manipulated her medical records, drugged her into instability, and staged a violent incident in front of their young daughter, Ela. The child witnessed what appeared to be her mother attacking her father with a knife. Defne was institutionalized soon after. Traumatized by what she saw, Ela develops severe PTSD and becomes unable to return to school. To protect her from public attention, the family hires a private live-in tutor. That is how Sall

The Weight of Not Losing Again - Chapter twenty eight -The Days of Restrained Desire (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1603218799-the-weight-of-not-losing-again-chapter-twenty?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago Adnan agrees to marriage under one condition - no children. Preferably, a woman who can never have them. Saba is forty. Educated. Independent. Quietly resilient. After six years of marriage marked by infertility and three miscarriages, she was divorced and returned to her parents' home carrying grief no one could see. When her aging father worries about her future, she agrees to marry again - not out of hope, but out of resolve. Their union is arranged, practical, and deeply uncomfortable. Both come from modern, well-educated Pakistani families. Both have careers - Adnan runs his family's real estate business; Saba works as a social worker at a girls' high school. Both know loss intimately. And yet, neither is prepared to face it reflected back at them. Adnan keeps his distance, offering respect without warmth. Saba tries to make the marriage work without begging for affection. What follows is not a love story born from passion - but one shaped by silence, grief, and the difficult choice to stay present instead of hiding in the past. Some marriages begin with promises. Theirs begins with restraint.

The Weight of Not Losing Again - Chapter Twenty Seven - I Will Wait (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1603218607-the-weight-of-not-losing-again-chapter-twenty?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago Adnan agrees to marriage under one condition - no children. Preferably, a woman who can never have them. Saba is forty. Educated. Independent. Quietly resilient. After six years of marriage marked by infertility and three miscarriages, she was divorced and returned to her parents' home carrying grief no one could see. When her aging father worries about her future, she agrees to marry again - not out of hope, but out of resolve. Their union is arranged, practical, and deeply uncomfortable. Both come from modern, well-educated Pakistani families. Both have careers - Adnan runs his family's real estate business; Saba works as a social worker at a girls' high school. Both know loss intimately. And yet, neither is prepared to face it reflected back at them. Adnan keeps his distance, offering respect without warmth. Saba tries to make the marriage work without begging for affection. What follows is not a love story born from passion - but one shaped by silence, grief, and the difficult choice to stay present instead of hiding in the past. Some marriages begin with promises. Theirs begins with restraint.

The Weight of Not Losing Again - Chapter Twenty Six -Words, Now Possible (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1603218058-the-weight-of-not-losing-again-chapter-twenty-six?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago Adnan agrees to marriage under one condition - no children. Preferably, a woman who can never have them. Saba is forty. Educated. Independent. Quietly resilient. After six years of marriage marked by infertility and three miscarriages, she was divorced and returned to her parents' home carrying grief no one could see. When her aging father worries about her future, she agrees to marry again - not out of hope, but out of resolve. Their union is arranged, practical, and deeply uncomfortable. Both come from modern, well-educated Pakistani families. Both have careers - Adnan runs his family's real estate business; Saba works as a social worker at a girls' high school. Both know loss intimately. And yet, neither is prepared to face it reflected back at them. Adnan keeps his distance, offering respect without warmth. Saba tries to make the marriage work without begging for affection. What follows is not a love story born from passion - but one shaped by silence, grief, and the difficult choice to stay present instead of hiding in the past. Some marriages begin with promises. Theirs begins with restraint.

When Autumn Blooms-AU (AghSeh) (CenCem) (NedCer) (DamCiv) - EPILOGUE -3 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1630165147-when-autumn-blooms-au-aghseh-cencem-nedcer-damciv?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago A forbidden love story between a Widower, a Cardiac Surgeon (Agah Karacay)& his housekeeper (Seher Yilmaz) who worked for years at his house raising his spoiled children (Jank & Damla)and taking care of his house more than her children (Gemre, & THE twins Geren & Jivan). Their families never allowed them to be together; as the hate between their children reached its breaking point, the differences in their backgrounds and society's approval limited their chances of happiness after a long time of misery. Story Soundtrack: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6wZr3UuadfwqgS9O28cTSq?si=32f07d5a47ff4b8f Would they ever be together? Would they ever find happiness?

When Autumn Blooms-AU (AghSeh) (CenCem) (NedCer) (DamCiv) - EPILOGUE -1 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1624563490-when-autumn-blooms-au-aghseh-cencem-nedcer-damciv?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago A forbidden love story between a Widower, a Cardiac Surgeon (Agah Karacay)& his housekeeper (Seher Yilmaz) who worked for years at his house raising his spoiled children (Jank & Damla)and taking care of his house more than her children (Gemre, & THE twins Geren & Jivan). Their families never allowed them to be together; as the hate between their children reached its breaking point, the differences in their backgrounds and society's approval limited their chances of happiness after a long time of misery. Story Soundtrack: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6wZr3UuadfwqgS9O28cTSq?si=32f07d5a47ff4b8f Would they ever be together? Would they ever find happiness?

When Autumn Blooms-AU (AghSeh) (CenCem) (NedCer) (DamCiv) - EPILOGUE -2 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1630164275-when-autumn-blooms-au-aghseh-cencem-nedcer-damciv?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago A forbidden love story between a Widower, a Cardiac Surgeon (Agah Karacay)& his housekeeper (Seher Yilmaz) who worked for years at his house raising his spoiled children (Jank & Damla)and taking care of his house more than her children (Gemre, & THE twins Geren & Jivan). Their families never allowed them to be together; as the hate between their children reached its breaking point, the differences in their backgrounds and society's approval limited their chances of happiness after a long time of misery. Story Soundtrack: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6wZr3UuadfwqgS9O28cTSq?si=32f07d5a47ff4b8f Would they ever be together? Would they ever find happiness?

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Ice Heart & Ember Eyes - ((Characters Aesthetic and Details)) (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1628475815-ice-heart-ember-eyes-characters-aesthetic-and?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=goarwago Months after a devastating fire kills twenty-one people at one of Istanbul's most luxurious seaside restaurants, the lives of the powerful Alkan family begin to collapse from the inside. The fire was never meant to happen. Hidden beneath the restaurant were priceless antiquities being smuggled through illegal trading routes controlled by influential businessmen. The plan was simple: burn the evidence after the building had emptied for the night. But something went wrong. The fire started too early, trapping innocent people inside and turning a cover-up into a massacre. Among those responsible were brothers Altan and Aslan Alkan. During the chaos, Aslan abandoned his fiancée, Maya, to save himself. She survived only because a stranger pulled her out of the flames moments before the building collapsed. That night shattered whatever love remained between them. But the tragedy did not end there. To protect themselves and the Alkan family name, Altan and Aslan blamed the entire operation on Maya's father, a respected antiquities dealer involved in the smuggling network. Facing prison, humiliation, and public disgrace, the man took his own life before the investigation could reach court. Maya never forgave them. To her, the Alkan brothers were not only responsible for the fire-but for her father's death as well. Inside the Alkan mansion, another nightmare unfolds behind closed doors. Altan Alkan's wife, Defne, attempted to escape her controlling marriage after years of emotional and psychological abuse. But Altan brought her back, manipulated her medical records, drugged her into instability, and staged a violent incident in front of their young daughter, Ela. The child witnessed what appeared to be her mother attacking her father with a knife. Defne was institutionalized soon after. Traumatized by what she saw, Ela develops severe PTSD and becomes unable to return to school. To protect her from public attention, the family hires a private live-in tutor. That is how Sall

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