Love is Weird.

she gay dude stop it lol

[asamiskorra]

HMMM whats wrong with me bc im 23 and no one i like/no one who i .. could ever like...... has ever wanted to be with me at ALL and ive never even kissed anyone and im TWENTY THREE so evidence shows that i am gross and weird and pathetic lmaooo 

[asamiskorra]

lmaooo things are never gonna get better for me :)))))

[asamiskorra]

i dont WANT to want to die but i know things are never going to get better for me so wanting to die it is :’) 

[asamiskorra]

uh hi not to be dramatic but i dont plausibly see a future where i could ever be happy and that scares me lmao :”) 

[asamiskorra]

anyway cant wait til i kill myself 

[asamiskorra]

siri why am i the most unlikeable person like why does no one i think is pretty think im attractive too  im 22 and ive never even kissed anyone i hate myself so much i am so ashamed of myself! lmao! 

[sseureki]

#me @ me

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[asamiskorra]

whenever I'm Into someone or I think someone's rly attractive I hate myself even more and it's like a physical feeling it's so embarrassing liking ppl bc I know I'm so gross and I'm so ashamed of myself lmao

[asamiskorra]

whats it like to hang friends who actually acknowledge your real problems and listen to you and support you even when ur having a horrible time and who dont except you to always be there for them but are never there for you???? 

[cobaltdays-deactivated20210208]

[gayingmantis]

i don’t like girls. i love girls. i wanna kiss girls. i wanna date a girl. 

[leftnipple]

[asamiskorra]

uhhhhh I hope I die in my sleep

[asamiskorra]

um also I love how when other ppl are going thru Things I'm there for them and when it's me (like when is it not tho lmao) it's like radio silence 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂👌👌👌👌

[asamiskorra]

also uhhhhh if u are ever interested in knowing what it's like to be completely disgusting and undesirable u can just ask me lmao :')

[asamiskorra]

like i GET everyone has shit and everyone goes through things and life is hard for everything but honestly??? Like????? I could tally up every bad things and every Major setback that's happened to me in my 22 years of life and it would seem like someone who's lived like 3 times longer

[asamiskorra]

uh not to be a negative nancy but im so fucking unhappy and I am so ashamed and embarrassed of every part of myself and honestly I can't even IMAGINE a world where I would be happy or even Okay like that's obviously never going to happen 😂😂😂😂😂😅😅😅😅😅👌👌👌👌👌