Ennui

Constantly straying between mehs and existential crises.

[bazm-e-ishq]

These are some urdu/اردو words you can say to your lover/mehboob/محبوب in place of bae,baby,babe; with beautiful meanings. Take my breath away everytime:

Hamraz/ہم راز >>> with whom one shares secrets

Jaan-e-Ghazal/جان غزل Life of my poetry

Mahjabeen/مہ جبین >>> Moon-faced beauty

Sayonee/سیونی >>> soulmate

Zohraa-Jabeen/زہراجبین >>> one with a forehead shining like venus

Rashk-e-Qamar/رشک قمر >>> from whose beauty moon is envy of

Hoor/حور >>> woman of paradise

Madno/مدنو >>> Beloved

Dilruba/دل ربا>>> Sweetheart

Jaan-e-mun/جان من >>> Lifeline of my heart

Khawab ki taaber/خواب کی تعبیر >>> interpretation of my dream

Noori/نوری >>> My light

Maahru/مہرو >>> Splendidly luminous

Nur-e-hayat/نور حیات >>> Light of my life

Gul badan/گل بدن >>> rose-bodied one

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“I crave time by myself to sit and heal my heart before I step out into the world again.”

— Gemman Troy

[destroymylife]

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[hilarioushumorfromouterspace]

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

what an incredibly valuable addition to my vocabulary

[bookporn]

“I don’t believe in ‘best of’ books. It creates a hierarchy, and books are not hierarchy, books are medicine. We read what we need to heal us.”

— Sandra Cisneros (via macrolit)

[ash-nazgdurbatuluk]

"Most of my life has been spent trying to shrink myself. Trying to become smaller. Quieter. Less sensitive. Less opinionated. Less needy. Less me. Because I didn’t want to be a burden. I didn’t want to be too much or push people away. I wanted people to like me. I wanted to be cared for and valued. I wanted to be wanted. So for years, I sacrificed myself for the sake of making other people happy. And for years, I suffered. But I’m tired of suffering, and I’m done shrinking. It’s not my job to change who I am in order to become someone else’s idea of a worthwhile human being. I am worthwhile. Not because other people think I am, but because I exist, and therefore I matter. My thoughts matter. My feelings matter. My voice matters. And with or without anyone’s permission or approval, I will continue to be who I am and speak my truth. Even if it makes people angry. Even if it makes them uncomfortable. Even if they choose to leave. I refuse to shrink. I choose to take up space. I choose to honor my feelings. I choose to give myself permission to get my needs met. I choose to make self-care a priority. I choose me." - Daniell Koepke.

[ash-nazgdurbatuluk]

"I'm undone. All I know is the weight of the world, So empty and so uninspired. Sorrow, sleep and disbelief, Caught up in the weight of the world." - Weight, Hands Like Houses

[ash-nazgdurbatuluk]

I can't take the anxiety

[ash-nazgdurbatuluk]

“Then I look up at the sky and sigh at the mesmerizing, calm blue before my eyes. Has it always been this breathtakingly beautiful? Is the sky at your place wearing the same blue? Are you finally happy? I can only wonder.”

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[mysharona1987]

[astroparker-deactivated20200523]

Black Panther….

was the largest ever debut for a black director

destroyed the inner-industry myth that black casts underperform overseas

gave the representation that has been far too long overdue

crushed box office records, and still is

had the biggest monday success, ever

has racked up over $400 million globally since opening in international markets

gave us strong, intelligent, and independent female characters

gave us a hero who wanted to learn from past mistakes and FIX them, rather than defend his own father

gave us a villain who could’ve equally been a hero as he sought out social justice and equality

gave us well-developed characters who were all able to uniquely hold their own (and quite frankly could all have spin-offs)

redefined the movie industry

redefined gender roles in a society

REDEFINED STANDARDS FOR EVERY FUTURE MOVIE