I feel pushed out. I feel like I have to make a decision that would still stress me out because I still would have to figure the nuances out. I just want to go into this new transition with ease and no stress. Ease. No stress. I do have to get real about the transition from place to place and what that would look like. I feel like I would have to swallow a lot of pride to some degree. I also feel like I would have to be ok with not being ok, but I know that later I will be. I am tired of having to be strong, but maybe this is my final act. ļæ¼

















