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independent hero delsin rowe. semi-selective, semi-hiatus. written by caitlin.

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this is the red, orange,                                                               since jan. 14. yellow flicker beat                                                          selective, multiship. sparking up my heart                                                       written by ariadne.

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AU REVOIR.

{ Well, it’s been a good ride but I’m officially canning this account. With the recent drama in the fandom and my RP muse killed as a result, I decided it was time for a fresh start. I will keep it up as an archive because I have a lot of good memories and threads on here, but I am moving to a new account. I’m not going to publicly announce the URL for a little while, but if you would like to continue Delsin and I’s journey, please message me for the URL. This message is going to be queued for a couple of days, then I will reblog the new promo once or twice before I stop logging on here. Delsin is being completely reset and I will dropping all threads except for one or two with Blake (namely the camp counselors thread); if you wish to continue we will have to restart from square one.

It’s been fun, and I will hopefully see you all soon.

Cait x }

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AU REVOIR.

{ Well, it’s been a good ride but I’m officially canning this account. With the recent drama in the fandom and my RP muse killed as a result, I decided it was time for a fresh start. I will keep it up as an archive because I have a lot of good memories and threads on here, but I am moving to a new account. I’m not going to publicly announce the URL for a little while, but if you would like to continue Delsin and I’s journey, please message me for the URL. This message is going to be queued for a couple of days, then I will reblog the new promo once or twice before I stop logging on here. Delsin is being completely reset and I will dropping all threads except for one or two with Blake (namely the camp counselors thread); if you wish to continue we will have to restart from square one.

It’s been fun, and I will hopefully see you all soon.

Cait x }

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AU REVOIR.

{ Well, it’s been a good ride but I’m officially canning this account. With the recent drama in the fandom and my RP muse killed as a result, I decided it was time for a fresh start. I will keep it up as an archive because I have a lot of good memories and threads on here, but I am moving to a new account. I’m not going to publicly announce the URL for a little while, but if you would like to continue Delsin and I’s journey, please message me for the URL. This message is going to be queued for a couple of days, then I will reblog the new promo once or twice before I stop logging on here. Delsin is being completely reset and I will dropping all threads except for one or two with Blake (namely the camp counselors thread); if you wish to continue we will have to restart from square one.

It’s been fun, and I will hopefully see you all soon.

Cait x }

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AU REVOIR.

{ Well, it’s been a good ride but I’m officially canning this account. With the recent drama in the fandom and my RP muse killed as a result, I decided it was time for a fresh start. I will keep it up as an archive because I have a lot of good memories and threads on here, but I am moving to a new account. I’m not going to publicly announce the URL for a little while, but if you would like to continue Delsin and I’s journey, please message me for the URL. This message is going to be queued for a couple of days, then I will reblog the new promo once or twice before I stop logging on here. Delsin is being completely reset and I will dropping all threads except for one or two with Blake (namely the camp counselors thread); if you wish to continue we will have to restart from square one.

It’s been fun, and I will hopefully see you all soon.

Cait x }

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AU REVOIR.

{ Well, it’s been a good ride but I’m officially canning this account. With the recent drama in the fandom and my RP muse killed as a result, I decided it was time for a fresh start. I will keep it up as an archive because I have a lot of good memories and threads on here, but I am moving to a new account. I’m not going to publicly announce the URL for a little while, but if you would like to continue Delsin and I’s journey, please message me for the URL. This message is going to be queued for a couple of days, then I will reblog the new promo once or twice before I stop logging on here. Delsin is being completely reset and I will dropping all threads except for one or two with Blake (namely the camp counselors thread); if you wish to continue we will have to restart from square one.

It’s been fun, and I will hopefully see you all soon.

Cait x }

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AU REVOIR.

{ Well, it's been a good ride but I'm officially canning this account. With the recent drama in the fandom and my RP muse killed as a result, I decided it was time for a fresh start. I will keep it up as an archive because I have a lot of good memories and threads on here, but I am moving to a new account. I'm not going to publicly announce the URL for a little while, but if you would like to continue Delsin and I's journey, please message me for the URL. This message is going to be queued for a couple of days, then I will reblog the new promo once or twice before I stop logging on here. Delsin is being completely reset and I will dropping all threads except for one or two with Blake (namely the camp counselors thread); if you wish to continue we will have to restart from square one.

It's been fun, and I will hopefully see you all soon.

Cait x }

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{ If anyone is particularly skilled at making box themes and wouldn't mind making one for me, feel free to message me! }

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Wanting to RP a ship but not having anyone to RP it with like

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victorxano replied to your post:victorxano replied to your post:victorxano...

uvu as long as i know u— becos i like u lots. Blake too, tell’em what i said maybe it’ll help?

{ I'll be sure to tell her. I'll probably only release the URL if people message me and then maybe promo once or twice once I get comfortable. }

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victorxano replied to your post:victorxano answered your question:{ I’ve been...

Frankly if a blog holds bad memories or feels stale, it’s best to restart.. you can celebrate the Year anniversary of having the muse maybe?

{ That's what I was planning on doing, considering I've never held a muse this long. I really gotta clear my head and have a fresh start. There's a lot of good memories and threads on here but I don't want to be stuck in the past. }

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PSA.

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How about instead of “I should be doing threads,” (◡‿◡✿). It should be “I should be doing what makes me happy.” (◕‿◕✿) If someone is being pushy, or you’re just not comfortable, — or Hell, you don’t even have to feel like it — it’s okay to reply to threads late, or not at all. (◠‿◠✿)

I know it’s hard. I know it’s stressful, but pushing yourself to do things won’t make you happy. (◕︿◕✿)

Take compliments. Relax. Do a bunch of ask memes, hang out with friends, enjoy yourself however in the world you want! If you’ve got good roleplay partners, they’ll understand. (◡‿◡✿)

Roleplaying is about fun — and I guarantee, once you stop beating yourself up so much, you’ll be happier. Have some confidence in yourself, stop trying to match up to others! Because when it comes down to it, you’ll always be you.

And that’s a-okay. (◠‿◕✿)

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victorxano answered your question:{ I’ve been heavily considering rebooting...

I had to do it to get my Delsin back: Granted I left him for good, but it might help you.

{ Blake and I have both been considering it. I've wanted to stay until I hit my one year anniversary which is in about a month and a half but also :/ }

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{ I've been heavily considering rebooting recently, considering all the drama and the fact Delsin muse has dropped off the face of the earth. I'm not sure though, any opinions? }

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starter meme - Pacific Rim edition

obv feel free to change pronouns/ect to fit your muse/situation!

Movement in the Breach! We're being deployed!

Don't get cocky.

Let's suit up and kick some ass!

We're Drift compatible

Oh, she loved me. Her boyfriend, not so much.

There are things you can't fight. Acts of god.

Worry about yourself, kiddo.

Kaiju signature, rising!

Five years, four months.

I'm guessing I wasn't your first choice.

I can't have anyone else in my head again.

Where would you rather die? Here? Or in a Jaeger?

Only my mother calls me doctor!

Trust me. You don't wanna.

We're not an army any more. We're the resistance.

Welcome to the Shatterdome.

I didn't know it was this bad.

See the Russians back there? They can get us anything.

Politics, promises, poetry-- these are lies.

Fortune favors the brave, dude.

I'd be a rock star!

Just like old times.

You a pilot?

I think you're unpredictable.

You have a habit of deviating from standard combat techniques.

I don't think you're the right person for this mission.

You make decisions. And you have to live with the consequences.

Vengeance is like an open wound.

He's more my copilot.

It's guys like you that brought down the Jaeger program.

Never knew whether to give him a hug or a kick in the ass.

It's about a physical compatibility.

It's a dialogue, not a fight.

She's my copilot.

That's my room.

In which case, ha, I won.

A long time ago, I made you a promise.

You look good.

Prepare for neural handshake.

Remember, don't chase the rabbit.

The drift is silence.

I told you it would work.

I'm okay! Just... let me control it.

Stay with me. Stay in the now.

This is just a memory. None of this is real.

Are you looking for some Kaiju bone powder?

I want to come back from this mission. Because I quite like my life.

You're a Ranger, for christ's sake, why don't you start acting like one?

I know what she means to you.

One: don't you ever touch me again. Two: don't you ever touch me again.

You have no idea who the hell I am, or where I come from.

I do not need your sympathy or your admiration.

I should have warned you. First drifts are rough.

To let someone else in, to really connect... you have to trust them.

The Drift was strong.

You funnin' me, son?

I did it a little bit, yeah.

Get on your feet, old man!

Take these flare guns, and do something really stupid!

Let's check for a pulse.

This isn't a refuge, it's a buffet line!

The Kaiju wants the little dude!

They warned me that if I ever set foot into a Jaeger again, the toll would be too much.

I haven't exactly had a very good day, okay?

You would do that for me?

By Jove, we are going to own this thing for sure!

Getting back into that Jaeger will kill you!

I need you to protect me.

We are canceling the apocalypse!

You're an egotistical jerk with daddy issues.

When you drift with someone, you feel like there's nothing to talk about.

I just regret all the things I've never said.

All those years I spent living in the past... I never really thought about the future.

I never did have very good timing.

Move, you fascist!

You can always find me in the Drift.

If you have the shot, you take it!

Let's finish this.

All I have to do is fall. Anyone can fall.

You're squeezing me too tight. I couldn't breathe.

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                  ❝ — — I will add 'fist bump' to my care-giving matrix.❞ 

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